> Wednesday, February 07, 2007
hey...
life is complicated when u noe or love sumone...n dat sumone ditch u b'coz of sumting...
tu lah aper yng terjadi kat aku...aku kene tipu2 kat yng lelaki yng aku sayangi selamer2 nie...dier tak tau nie semue...pasl nanti kalau aku blg nanti dier lagi sengaje...sebab tu aku tk cakap aper2 kat dier....tadi biler aku gi main ALAMAK chat...aku dapat satu laki2 yng baik kepader aku...aku punye hati cair aper yng dier kater...but b4 dat aku gaduh ngn kwn ku...Bernad...ku tak tau aper hal dier...tpi dier nie uat kn ku nye darah naik sampai ke langit biru....ku tk blh blg kiter gaduh pasl aper...its a secret...u will nvr ever noe it....dier ader code kat blakang dier....asl la dier tinggal kn ku mcm gini??? ku nie nk tau...aper ku uat kat dier selamer2 nie....ku tau ku bersalah kat ko tpi tk payah nk rabak2 mcm nie la...ku nanti dendan diri sendiri daripader yng org yng ku sanyangi...tpi ater nye...Bernad plajaran ku mesti der di situ....mayb i avoid it by studying very2 hard 4 ma up coming test...pasl dis year nye maths susah giler.....jadi kene pandai2 ar....but tk mau pandai2 sngt ar...mcm klass 3 Nobility(tu fiqah n lydia n liza jngn terase ehk...ku tk bual2 pasl korg....)....tu tell u da truth semue budak laki2 kat klass 3 NOBILITY pandai2 nye budak....dorg semue jerks!!! geram ku ngn dorg semue....pasl si Hussain tu....ku denki2 dorg laki2 semue at klass Hussain...ala...ku tk nk ckp namer dier lagi...kecewa kan hati ku ajer....dier nie tk tau yng ku masih syg kat dier...tpi dier dendam ku....asl dier buat ku mcm gini ehk??? haiz...nxt channel plz....tk mau bual2 pasl dier lagi...nanti hati ku lagi kecewa...nanti ku nangis depan2 bpk ku....btw tdi biler ku nk alik ngn Fatin...ku nga bual2 ngn Hatta beh si Syaidah tgk og semcm...mcm nk mkn org tau...beh ku nie sengaje jer...buat kn dier jealous, pasl kn...org dier persaan jubo...dier kalau blh nk bual2 buruk pasl kite semue...dier suker mengupat kat org...mcm si Zulaikha...uker sngt mengupat pasl org...like she hear da gossip n nvr shut it down rite away....she'a a gossip lady....same like Syaidah...i think i should married n put thm in da same house...and thier children will follow thm....aniway guys out there....dun stead wif me b'czo aku lah pempuan tk guna....kepader siaper2 di dunia nie....aniway i gtg....!!!!
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> Monday, February 05, 2007
hey...
aku nga fikir aper maksud "CINTA"???i mean bende tu tk exist per??? or aku yng bute??? saper ehk yng buat cinta ehk??? agak ne kn love exist just when u fall in love wif a guy...aku kalau bole kn nk mampu cinta datang kat aku...bukan aku datang kat cinta...ok la...actaully nyari cerite dier mcm gini...last sabtu...Hussain kater ngn Afiqah yng senang hati dier kalau aku tkder ngn dier....abeh satu hari suntuk aku diam ajer...tk cakap aper2 pun...abeh Afiqah tgk aku paham2 sikit ar...pasl dier patut tk ckp blakang aku mcm gitu...kalau dier tk suker dier bole ckp depan aku per...tk payah nk simpan2 per...ko imagine aku dier, beh dier jadi aku...aper rase dier biler aku ckp gitu kat....cnfirm sedih kan...marah pun ader kan??? konon dier cakap gitu aku tk tau la...haiz...asl la dier bodoh sngt??? aku da tentu ader org backup.....abeh tadi dier suroh aku pegang file dier...aku kalau jadi dier aku taruk buku maths semue kat class sey.....ala, kalau aku tk pegang kan nanti cakp aper ajer...tapi aku dengki2 dier kan...aku tetap sayang dier walaupun dier benci aku...aku tk pernah bilang dier aper aku rase...aku slalu simpan dlm hati...aku takot dier tk accept...2 pun samer2 ngn Zulfadly....aku suker dier tapi aku tk ckp....simpan aper dlm hati aku...btw...aper dorg tk tau yng aku nie sayang sngt ngn si Hussain daripader Zulfadly...hehehehe!!!! aniway lau saper bacer nie jngn bilang saper2 ehk...nanti org tu dpt tau mampos aku...and ya i gtg!!!
bubye!!!
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> Saturday, February 03, 2007
hey...
today's pit was almost a bit bored and a bit fun...and i did talk 2 Hussain...except i did not talk 2 Zulfadly of coz...BOOHOO!!!!...i mean that Zulfadly is much more hensem thn Hussain...but 2 tell u da truth...both Zulfadly n Hussain r realli cute n totalli hot...i liked n loved them...but i can't stop thinkin bout him...dier baik sngt nk luper kn...aper aku harus buat??? hati aku sedih biler aku tgk dier ngn org lain...n i'm cemburu biler dier ngn liza...kalau la..aku jadi liza...confirm dah lamer aku masih ngn dier...tdi dier bareng kat liza...jealous aku...mcm nk tarek ajer dier...tpi nanti dier ckp aper ehk...tdi pulak si Sam cute...n dorg member Eunos semue isap rokok...bau busuk...depan aku pulak tu..aku dah tentu tak suker org isap rokok...n wat did kaksu tell me everything yesterday...it did help me alot...aku kat saner diam pasl Afiqah ngn Lydia gi naik bicycle kejap ajer...beh aku duduk diam...alih2...si dier tu bual2 ngn aku...suroh aku pegang bag dier...and he is so cute...did said dat oreadi???? oh well...4get bout the cute thingy...concetrate on da boys...but not 2 much...it can be very boring...mengatuk kn org ajer...aku bilang ko nie semue kat ko pasl kakak aku ngn adik aku tk suker aku cerite kat dorg...konon nye...aku kene dngr dorg nye cerite abeh aku nye cerite dorg tk dngr....bodoh...punye ape...menyapah aku..tgk dorg prangai mcm gitu...aper2 maksala dorg der dtg kat aku....haiz...ok la nk gi belik bpk aku nye air red bull...
bubye!!!
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> Friday, February 02, 2007
hello...well i was goin 2 tell u sumting rite...atualli i'm over him as i said b4...n ku rase sedih kerna tak memuji aper yng dier ader terhadap ku...haiz...mcm ku nk cakap ngn dier yng ku masih sayang kan dier...tapi ku malu...kalau boleh ku nk kekal ngan dier...tpi aku bodoh sangat pegi break ngn dier....aper nasib aku ehk???..ku mcm nk kater je ngan dier..yng aku nk patch alik ngan dier...tpi kn laki patut patch alik ngan pempuan ehk...yng ni pempuan nk patch alik ngan laki...terbalik kot...aku kalau boleh nk jadi mcm jojo tu lar...dier nie pandai nyanyi lawa pulak tu...biler ku nk jadi mcm dier??? biler ku nk melawa??? mcm 2unggu 2/4 tahun nk tukar image....susah pulak tu...aper ku nk akai semue tkder kat situ....semue nye der kat tempat lain....mahal pulak tu...maner nk carik duet??? pokai siak duet aku....aku kene bayar alik kakak aku....kene kasi duet kat bapak aku lagi...kn susah dis year...lagi2 kakak ku nk khawin...aper siak!!! cepat sey time goes by...kalau la boleh rewind kn time...aku relek ajer...n cakap sorry kat dier....oh ya...aku ader nk bilang ko bende...tadi si MDM LIM cakap style giler....dier kater, "WE LOOK AT THE SKY AND YOU MARRIED ON JULY"...style tak??? ke terbalik....arh!!! tak tau ar...tapi aku tau dier cakap gitu...kalau aku bende nak cakap aku cakap "YANG TERINDAH TERLUKIS DI BIBIRMU, TK PERNAH KU LIHAT SENYUMU SEBEGITU"... dat's wat i would said....confirm dier kembang punye...tpi aku nk cakap kat ZuLFaDlY....dier agi hensem daripader HuSsAiN(ex-boyfriend)...eh2 aku nie...kurang haja siak!!! okey la aku gtg ar...
choas!!!
bubye!!!
selamat tinggal!!!
permisi!!!
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> Thursday, February 01, 2007
Hey...so long i've not type u much..or maybe i've been bz lately...
i'm at skool doin EOA...its fun actually...but its a bit bored...tpi aper ku rase memang hangat skali...kerna ku mencintai sesorg yng ku alami....tpi dier meniggalkn ku...so wat's da deal...hidup ku dah memang gitu...aper nk uat....skrg cume ku nk blajar pandai2 n biar lelaku ku suker tu, sedar diri dier sendiri...well i hav not much 2 say tpi besok pegi rizal nye b'dae party....yesh!!!!..at last dpt bebas sikit...aniwayz...aper2..ku bilang cerite sumeu nanti...
choas!!!
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