> Friday, July 30, 2010
i am now worshiping my own deaths of my life.in a manner that doesn't make others feel abit uneasy.it's amusing why other's are married and had a nice happy family life.and not only that,i discover that children leads to happy life.well,i'm not really saying that i want children right now.i just want them later and lead to a normal,happy life like other's.it is funny,although you see people like this you do will,turn out to be the same.but for my case,i won't.because i won't be the girl who followed people un-happening lives.yes...i do have few of my own.is that i everytime i got spare key.spare lives,no spare boyfriends,friends or what so ever reasons.
it's very fast on how i see to it,as i am going to be 18 in a couple months time.i won't be surprise that i'm 18.i'm just that surprise that i'm going to be legal.although,i won't get to do things i wanted so so badly.people might think i'm a wild child.yes,i can be pretty wild sometimes,or to you it can be everytimes.but it's the way i am,it's how i live my life.i wanted to feel like how good or bad it can be.if you know what i'm referring to of course.it's so laughable that you might just cry while reading this post tonight.yes it's funny.but laughing can make your tears running away.as i do please myself all the time.and i still like it.that's how i role.
unlike any other reason.i just can't see to stop myslef,or restrain myself in this post.i just feel like posting about how ridiculous and fascinating lives would be.just imagine you are on the beach.breathing the fresh air.the sound of the waves splashing by on the water breaker or what so ever.just imagine you are on a boat.thinking how life would if you just jump........hmmmmmmmmmmm.....maybe i'm over elaborating....i should stop here because it's 4:28 in the morning.....tata for now.
it's very fast on how i see to it,as i am going to be 18 in a couple months time.i won't be surprise that i'm 18.i'm just that surprise that i'm going to be legal.although,i won't get to do things i wanted so so badly.people might think i'm a wild child.yes,i can be pretty wild sometimes,or to you it can be everytimes.but it's the way i am,it's how i live my life.i wanted to feel like how good or bad it can be.if you know what i'm referring to of course.it's so laughable that you might just cry while reading this post tonight.yes it's funny.but laughing can make your tears running away.as i do please myself all the time.and i still like it.that's how i role.
unlike any other reason.i just can't see to stop myslef,or restrain myself in this post.i just feel like posting about how ridiculous and fascinating lives would be.just imagine you are on the beach.breathing the fresh air.the sound of the waves splashing by on the water breaker or what so ever.just imagine you are on a boat.thinking how life would if you just jump........hmmmmmmmmmmm.....maybe i'm over elaborating....i should stop here because it's 4:28 in the morning.....tata for now.
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> Thursday, July 29, 2010
Which is more important? looks or brains?
none..... :D heart is the key to love.....
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> Tuesday, July 20, 2010
i'm having the confusion of my life....it's super sucks....
it's like a blackhole passing by you.or making a super big hole in the heart.
seriously...i mean seriously....why life keep pushing it the wrong way....
and why am i feel like this...hais...it's better to just sketch how i feel...that will be better....hmmmmmmm.....don't bother me,i'm super fucking busy!!!!!
get outta here losers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's like a blackhole passing by you.or making a super big hole in the heart.
seriously...i mean seriously....why life keep pushing it the wrong way....
and why am i feel like this...hais...it's better to just sketch how i feel...that will be better....hmmmmmmm.....don't bother me,i'm super fucking busy!!!!!
get outta here losers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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> Monday, July 12, 2010
impossible......is it impossible.?
i don't know you tell me.there's a big difference of treating people well and not treating people well.i guess that people are just being totally over me.and even though i'm dumb,slow and very weak.that doesn't mean that you can concur everything.why am i being like this is because,i don't want to be treated like i'm no good or whatever shit that peole might think i am.
sometimes,i think that my life is so miserable because of things going this way.maybe just maybe things was suppose to be this way.why am i doing things i don't like.why am i the only one who has to be treated this way.now i realise that i'm actually being use.people don't think that i'm loyal,people don't think that i am good,people don't trust me.people keep whining on me this days.well maybe i'm not in the mood or you people don't really ask or saying it nicely.from what i see now.i think in the near future.i won't be this bright light girl anymore.i can never be happy,i can never find true happiness.things i want to see it can never happen again.because all i see is nothing....
i don't know you tell me.there's a big difference of treating people well and not treating people well.i guess that people are just being totally over me.and even though i'm dumb,slow and very weak.that doesn't mean that you can concur everything.why am i being like this is because,i don't want to be treated like i'm no good or whatever shit that peole might think i am.
sometimes,i think that my life is so miserable because of things going this way.maybe just maybe things was suppose to be this way.why am i doing things i don't like.why am i the only one who has to be treated this way.now i realise that i'm actually being use.people don't think that i'm loyal,people don't think that i am good,people don't trust me.people keep whining on me this days.well maybe i'm not in the mood or you people don't really ask or saying it nicely.from what i see now.i think in the near future.i won't be this bright light girl anymore.i can never be happy,i can never find true happiness.things i want to see it can never happen again.because all i see is nothing....
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> Friday, July 09, 2010
what is the best moment u had with your bf?
when we were alone talking and laughing with each other :D
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who is your best friend?
nur amira bt ismail....and and siti norain nabila bte muhammad....and and my fyp group:)
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What was the happiest moment in your life?
......don't know....
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What do you think is your most attractive feature?
i don't really have an attractive feature....
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12:13 AM
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What did you dream about last night?
i dreamed that i'm a billionair... :D
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Have you broken any bones? If so, how?
yes,my 2nd toe...i was playing or whatever...and after then i went to sleep,the next thing i woke up my 2nd toe overlap my big toe....
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What was the happiest moment in your life?
being born in this world....
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> Thursday, July 08, 2010
are you more of a sneakers person or heels?
sneakers........my friend says slipper...
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> Wednesday, July 07, 2010
busy busy busy dizzy...ok...
this few days,my life is g.o.n.e
my eyes were like on the computer for 24/7 and i really need specticles.i got a feeling that my degree has gotten higher.
and yes,my life is getting busier than ever because of fyp.the craziest thing ever.and the most hardest thing ever.and you really really put your heart on it,if not then bye bye grades :(
sheesh...!! i don't want grades to fall like the tallest water fall.it's so scary and the painful things i could see...haha!! merepek man aku.hais...alot of things i need to think about.school,my life,my family,work and many many more man.so tiring...i need a rest but i can't because my schedule is so freaking tight man...and later i need to sketch on my sketch books.urgh!!!...so the penat ceii.
anyway,
right now i'm so addicted to 2pm's nichkun.so handsome but whatever it is i still prefer......
>>>> KIM JUNSU.
yes the lovely junsu.i like him...so cute hehe;p
ok lah gtg...i want to watch nu abo bye fx dance...hehehe;P
this few days,my life is g.o.n.e
my eyes were like on the computer for 24/7 and i really need specticles.i got a feeling that my degree has gotten higher.
and yes,my life is getting busier than ever because of fyp.the craziest thing ever.and the most hardest thing ever.and you really really put your heart on it,if not then bye bye grades :(
sheesh...!! i don't want grades to fall like the tallest water fall.it's so scary and the painful things i could see...haha!! merepek man aku.hais...alot of things i need to think about.school,my life,my family,work and many many more man.so tiring...i need a rest but i can't because my schedule is so freaking tight man...and later i need to sketch on my sketch books.urgh!!!...so the penat ceii.
anyway,
right now i'm so addicted to 2pm's nichkun.so handsome but whatever it is i still prefer......
>>>> KIM JUNSU.
yes the lovely junsu.i like him...so cute hehe;p
ok lah gtg...i want to watch nu abo bye fx dance...hehehe;P
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> Sunday, July 04, 2010
a wonderful light that came through my mind.
and grew stronger that i should think that happy life leads to money...so from now on.i'm going to live happily and lively.good luck to myself man...
whatever....i just came back from family day...like how many hours ago...and it's so hot,and humid.like crazy,i feel like a marinated chicken bbq.haha! but it was fun though.alot and lots of babies that i can play around with.hehe ;) and nice foods to eat.
and now i got a slight headache from sitting inside the car too long and i almost vomitted out man.foooh!!!!......and yes,it's not bad wearing hot pants under the hot sun.haha!!!
right now i'm in the room with my younger half.talking to her boyfy.and i really hate holland for throwing away my brazil.and why is brazil playing like one big dumb?!?!?! poor brazil guess you players need to wait another 4 years???...but for now...i will support germany...hehehe! goooooo!!!! germany!!!!!!
and grew stronger that i should think that happy life leads to money...so from now on.i'm going to live happily and lively.good luck to myself man...
whatever....i just came back from family day...like how many hours ago...and it's so hot,and humid.like crazy,i feel like a marinated chicken bbq.haha! but it was fun though.alot and lots of babies that i can play around with.hehe ;) and nice foods to eat.
and now i got a slight headache from sitting inside the car too long and i almost vomitted out man.foooh!!!!......and yes,it's not bad wearing hot pants under the hot sun.haha!!!
right now i'm in the room with my younger half.talking to her boyfy.and i really hate holland for throwing away my brazil.and why is brazil playing like one big dumb?!?!?! poor brazil guess you players need to wait another 4 years???...but for now...i will support germany...hehehe! goooooo!!!! germany!!!!!!
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> Saturday, July 03, 2010
news flash to begin with...
i saw a cat sleeping on top of a car....yes!!!! on top of a car....
so at that time my imagination runs...i imagine that the owner of the car suddenly drive it.and the cat got rolling on top of the car...haha!!! lame i know...kater animation...lame ideas are always in my mind.and i like it...
i'm actually sketching cartoons.timothy turner from fairly odd parents.cute boy but weird wishes.but i still like him no matter what.maybe i should call my nephew timmy turner.because it suits him well.jangan marah kakak ye.your son is a mixture of GOO JUN PYO from boys over flower and TIMMY TURNER from fairly odd parents.both cute.oh ya! another news flash...while i was teaching my nephew on the computer,he farted on me.like really loud! for a small boy macam dier,kentut dier kalah aku.and i mean really kalah aku...
i'm still thinking of what to buy now....before i forgot....should i or should i not???
i saw a cat sleeping on top of a car....yes!!!! on top of a car....
so at that time my imagination runs...i imagine that the owner of the car suddenly drive it.and the cat got rolling on top of the car...haha!!! lame i know...kater animation...lame ideas are always in my mind.and i like it...
i'm actually sketching cartoons.timothy turner from fairly odd parents.cute boy but weird wishes.but i still like him no matter what.maybe i should call my nephew timmy turner.because it suits him well.jangan marah kakak ye.your son is a mixture of GOO JUN PYO from boys over flower and TIMMY TURNER from fairly odd parents.both cute.oh ya! another news flash...while i was teaching my nephew on the computer,he farted on me.like really loud! for a small boy macam dier,kentut dier kalah aku.and i mean really kalah aku...
i'm still thinking of what to buy now....before i forgot....should i or should i not???
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> Friday, July 02, 2010
ahhhh....!!! what a nice wet day we have today.raining...confirm orchard will flood again.haha!
anyways,i'm at home alone again.as the usual,i'll be cleaning,playing games and eat.well,i'm enjoying myself now.because this monday.school starts...and it will be hectic! so for now.enjoy.hehe...
have you wonder what love really really mean to you???...why do you need it? what so good about love...i mean,it does feel good.but...why? all i know that it doesn't go well with me.i'm a nasty little girl with very very small interest in myself.and sometimes i don't even know why i'm here.do i even need to be here? do i,am i that important? i wonder who am i important to?...some serial question huh?!?! but sometimes we do have question all the time...i mean most of the time...not all the time.but mostly on life.of course life is full of colours...blue red green...even black!
the purpose of me saying this is that.i'm not the typical ordinary girl.i have a very huge limit of myself,and sometimes i intend to do things people hates.well,too bad.i'm not the person i am before.happy,loud and cheerful.i'm now...the other way round.how very disappointing is that....let me tell you...very..!!! but sometimes i'm appriciating a bit.just a tiny bit.and yes i want to make changes around me.i want to be the way i am before.loud,happy and cheerful.which is better.i've got alot of loyal friends,which i am very very happy to be with.i'm now friends again with the girl i'm miss the most than the rest of them...and yes.i'm changing the current me...so i hope to post another happy moments about again soon...hehe....good luck on that!!!!!
enjoi!
NCIS ROCKS!!!! SERIOUSLY!!!
anyways,i'm at home alone again.as the usual,i'll be cleaning,playing games and eat.well,i'm enjoying myself now.because this monday.school starts...and it will be hectic! so for now.enjoy.hehe...
have you wonder what love really really mean to you???...why do you need it? what so good about love...i mean,it does feel good.but...why? all i know that it doesn't go well with me.i'm a nasty little girl with very very small interest in myself.and sometimes i don't even know why i'm here.do i even need to be here? do i,am i that important? i wonder who am i important to?...some serial question huh?!?! but sometimes we do have question all the time...i mean most of the time...not all the time.but mostly on life.of course life is full of colours...blue red green...even black!
the purpose of me saying this is that.i'm not the typical ordinary girl.i have a very huge limit of myself,and sometimes i intend to do things people hates.well,too bad.i'm not the person i am before.happy,loud and cheerful.i'm now...the other way round.how very disappointing is that....let me tell you...very..!!! but sometimes i'm appriciating a bit.just a tiny bit.and yes i want to make changes around me.i want to be the way i am before.loud,happy and cheerful.which is better.i've got alot of loyal friends,which i am very very happy to be with.i'm now friends again with the girl i'm miss the most than the rest of them...and yes.i'm changing the current me...so i hope to post another happy moments about again soon...hehe....good luck on that!!!!!
enjoi!
NCIS ROCKS!!!! SERIOUSLY!!!
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