eenie meenie Miney mo lova
give me the night To show you, hold you . Dont leave me out here dancin alone
> Tuesday, March 31, 2009
a day has past and i can see myself smile ....
if you want to know , it's because my mother thought of buying my old sister a new handphone. and the handpone she using right now, NOKIA E65, she will give it to me......i'm so happy.
now i can put my favourite songs inside that phone. but that phone need to go for a "check up". cause its a bit sort in the head . i mean my sis can't call people . people has to call her. wierd right ???!!!but no matter what
a handphone is a handphone . hehehehex . and i wish i can have that 5800 NOKIA phone . i mean its TOUCH SCREEN man !!!! well. yesterday i went to tampines mall to pay the bills . and also survey my sister handphone . she thought of having a touch sreen phones. and now she has 2 phones she had survey and had to pick one .
hahahahahahahahahahahahahks . and she told me that she want to have another line so that she could have another phone. wah ! crazy uhs . ahahahahahahks .



oh well . and i still keep hating this one show . its an korea show called kkotboda namja.
translation . boys over flower .
anyway , the show was about to finish . and they kinda like add in few more troubles . haiyo . can they just end it like an happy ending . its so crazy you know . watching those episodes . ahahahahahahaks
and my favourite F4 is actually, woo bin , played by kim joon , i think . hehehehehex . soo in love with those F4 people . i mean you should see the pretty faces . can you imagine . boys , has pretty faces . cool .
i wish i could have pretty face . like i can imagine myself you know . ok girl no need to pretend .
oh you'll get pimples on face!!!

well what to do . sometime people can brangan ok !!! eheheheheheheex . ok gtg
need to watch that korea show . and after that . help myself to breakfast . i mean its like 11:23 am man .
ok see ya !!!

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8:05 PM

> Monday, March 30, 2009
new day , old story .
well , as usual today nothing happen except that my lil sis didn't go to school , she kinda woke up late even though i woke her up harshly . and that handphone ringing non-stop near her ears , and she's still sleeping . what a heavy sleeper . haish ....
and ya . today my older sis had an afternoon shift . and she's off tomorrow . and she have to follow me go pasir ris do my stupid ez-link .
well, today nothing much at home , its like i clean the house quite everyday . and its good . at least my mind is like on all the time . and i could be a good house wife next time . hehehehehex . and my mr.right could come home from work , throw he's suit case at the sofa , and i could be like "hey you ! don't be put your bag here!" . ahahahahahahks , hope that person could hold me forever , like they say . till death do us apart .....
i don't care who he is . he could be indian , chinese , malay , korean , japanese or maybe and italian . in my dreams luhs . as long as he could hold tight the family . and of cause no abusing .... i mean its not in my dictionary . and its like not aloud . GOD gave us hand not for abusing . its for work . hmmm.....life , is just way too much . i mean i see happy people , i see sad people , and i even see angry people . people who made mistakes , people who loves , people who hates is like everywhere . sometime , i feel that i'm kinda left out on that one .
well , i mean no point to be that way . all i can do is to look forward . oh ya ! there's this korean song that i happend to like it . it's by Taeyang , he's from BIG BANG . the tittle called >>> ONLY LOOK AT ME / LOOK ONLY AT ME .....
well , here's the lyrics . >>> (sigh)…it’s been on my mind for a while
gotta get this off my chest
before it’s… too late
(i can’t let you goyou gotta let him go
i can’t let you go you got to…listen)
I smile several times when I look at you in a day
I’ve told you hundreds of times, you’re the love of my lifeIn a world of lies, in my restless heart
You are the only one who believes (in) me

Although at times you felt anxious over my constantly changing mind
I said with a smile, that wouldn’t happenIn this endless path, in my empty heart
You are the only one who I can lean on
I hate myself when I waver sometimes
Today I swept by this world again and furtively erase you from my mind
[Chorus]Even if I cheat, don’t ever cheat baby
Even if I forget you, don’t ever forget me lady
Although sometimes I don’t call and drink alcohol (or)
If I meet eyes with another girl for a while, look only at me.

(you said) You waited for me all night again
(and) Told me with your tears, i seemed to have changed
(I said) My feelings toward you have never changed;
I soothe you endlessly in the many nights we spent (together)

It’ll be hard for me (to live) without you but
Sometimes I can’t breathe because of youIn this endless struggle, in long sighs
I am the only one who you can lean on
I hate that I feel annoyed by you
Today I smile again and I secretly lose myself
[Repeat Chorus]
I know that I am selfish
Everyday, in this meaningless timeI am tainted like this, baby
I wish you will stay innocent forever
This is my hope, my belief in you
Please don’t ever leave me
[Repeat Chorus]
ok that is by Taeyang .
nice lyrics hah ??? well . if i get this more i will post in this blog to let you people read it ok ???!!!
find the song and don't forget to read the english sub too !!! hope you guys like ...
oke got to go peeps ... i'll be posting soon !!!

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2:15 AM

> Sunday, March 29, 2009
no one knows which is the truth . coz it'll never end . whatever that people do . the game will not end .
as a person who doesn't like happy endings . things that is ok , will never be . coz what i see its just hatred .
things don't change if you see it properly . we still love you , we care if you stop whatever you do ..... no more nonsense.
or secrets ... truth must be out ...!!!!


ok that's all . i want to say for my dearest friend for whom i know for 2 years or more ... you guys make me what i became . and its strong ....being strong is what i can see . i fly high , so do you . i feel sad , and so do you girls .
and that i can smile seeing you guys running around .


oh well . right my best wish is to believe happy endings . but i can't ever since i've become so sad , in life .
you can see me smile . but you can never know what's inside . i'm angry because i care , i cry because i care .
i care everything you girls do . but don't turn things around as if some storm came from above and make you guys not knowing what we use to do in the past .
ok people !! let that rest for awhile ..
rite now all i wanna say is . i have not been blogging for a long , long , long time . and now i shall blog till my hands go NUMB !!! ok .. first week ...i think its monday . i went out . wanting to borrow books . hehehehx
got desperate . so i went
went with nette and ct . the best ones ... hehehehehehex . we walk for like dunno how many hours .
and walk and walk and walk non-stop .... after that we rest outside this cafe ..



and took pictures ... here it is ....



ya ... old times , old times ... ahahahahks whatever ... ok i should like end it here . coz i'm tired and sleepy .

bye people who know me !!!

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3:42 AM

> Sunday, March 22, 2009
hello everybody !!!
like my new blog ???
well, its not me who did it . it's my sis , efah !! thanks to her people ......!!!!
i like it ... alot !!! no , it's not i like it . i love it alot . EE likey , likey !!! ok .. right now i feel super sleepy ... cannot think ... and tmorrow going to the library ... yippe!!!! hip hip !!! hooray !!! reading time !!!! i like reading ... i don't know since when ... and today since my sis is home , with my bro-in-law ... gotta sleep outside , and not outside the house.... its in the living room .... and since tmorrow is holiday, i shall sleep late !!! muahahahahahahahaks ... wow !!! what an evil laugh i have .... haishh .....
what am i dong now ??? hmm..
watching THE MATRIX - REVOLUTION while posting .... i love KEANU REEVES .... he's super hotsssss.
and that girl who play he's "girlfriend" is so lucky because she get to hug him , and kiss him while he's like super hot in that black suits !!!ahahahahahaks .... OMG !!!! my nose is bleeding !!!!


ok stop it .... ok i'm crasy right now ... and also sleepy ... wah !!! need to drink warm water . my throat is in pain right now ... like itchy kinda feeling ....oh ya !! in the afternoon i watched RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN !!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAKS .... and my younger sis is sitting next to me , again ... eating corn beef .... reading my post ... since she's an academic student ... i shall let her read then .... coz she can "correct" my "mistakes" ..... right .....move on ...



ok gtg ... i wanna watch this movie ... i dunno what's the tittle , but i wanna watch it ....

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7:41 AM

> Saturday, March 21, 2009
hey !!! me again ...
anyway i'm here to tell you a story ...
a story which all of you will love it ... well to those who knows .. please tell me okeis ??

anyway ...so here's the story..


ok ... this commoner , she's like clever , beautifull , lucky , and not talented ....
one day , she had a scholar and this school . where brains , rich and talented people go...
that school chose her . and so , she went ....
one day she went to that school for registration ... she saw alot of rich people.. crowded ...
oh well ..
that's all ....hehehehehex...
you people have to wait till the next episode ... you see i'm making this story to tell you people .. that love can go anywhere ...
the poors can go with the riches ... older can go with younger... ugly can go with beautifulll.....
anything suits one another .... you know what i mean ...???



and yes thanks to one person ... i'm still young for LOVE !!!! and i have like for more years before i turn 20 !!! wait !!! did i say 4 more years ??? shucks !!!! what am i gonna do the next 3 years ??? i think i'll travel with my friends !!!!


ok bye for now!!!

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7:10 AM

>
haix !!! todays is saturday ... thinking what to do and where to go ....since i've just clean the house , bath and nothing is in my mind now ....and now i'm hungry same goes with my younger sister .. which is next to me lying on my parents bed ... reading what i'm typing right now .... as usuall ... i'm in my parents room...using the computer , since my sister is playing the one outside ...hehehehex....and i'm drinking green tea water...yummy!!!!.....super duper nice .. and i dnon't like heaven and earth green tea .. taste so different ... sorry no offense for those who loves heaven and earth green tea ... and another drink i don't like .. its called chrysanthemum tea !!!! eeeeeek !!! that one i don't drink .... hehehehehehehex .... actually i'm the girl who is like cherewet you know ... i don't eat this , i don't eat that , i don't drink this , i don't drink that .. and i don't even know what i'm gonna say next .... but i' gonna stop.. i'll post you later !!! red means boring !!

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12:03 AM

> Friday, March 20, 2009
holidays are HERE ~!!!!! YIPPE !!!! and i can't wait to have a super duper nice holidays !!! 3 weeks some more ... anyway ... right now i'm at my parents bedroom playing their coms and surely nothing to do ... muahahahahahahahahahaks ... and my younger sis is playing the one outside .... cool .... coz now i've got like wireless cable ... and its easy to play .... and mayber ... just maybe ... i get to buy my own laptop and play internets in my room .... muahahahahahahahahaks super duper fun!!!! anyway i've just came home and today is like friday already .... and so sleepy and hungry ... and just when i was in the library , wanted to borrow some books .... and when i put my ez-link card inside the slot ... you know what happen ? the thing says that my card has some varification to do .. and must seek at the counter ... and i was like WTF !!!!! idiot ... and so i went home and bumb my bro at the void deck ... him ans he's girlfriend don't know where they are going and i dun even care !!!! ask him some money .... ahahahahahaks naughty girl urhs ..... and maybe i'll pay my stupid overdue books .... for some reason ... librarys are like kiasu you know ... we're just borrowing books .... not gonna steal them right ??? and even if we are late for handing them .... we still had to pay those overdue books ....if its lost then of coz we will pay ... but overdue !!! wow !!! not in the milliion years man ....



ok now i'm talking about school !!!
today was damn tiring, fun and also stressful... coz you know why ... we had to finish all of our assingment by today and everyone is like super damn rushing you know ..... and i mean literally .... people are coming in the classroom like an croud of no where .... at first the class was quiet ... and after a minute... the whole classroom was all upside down .....ahahahahahaks .... and thank GOD !!! i've finish all of my assignment ... happy, happy resting at home .... but need to draw a few skecthes !!! coz MR RIDUAN(or RIDWAN, can't tell the difference ...) ask us to practice some sketches !!! and i will ... just to improve ... !! and i will go to poly no matter what ... i must continue my studies ... further up high !!!! FOOH !!! like a crazy girl man ....

lifeskills was way boring to the max !!! we had our stress talk .... and MARX !!! i did turn for it .... so bored ... talk about stress and how to release stress !!! i was like damn !!! i had this talk for lke 6 years now ... when i was in my secondary school years i had this talk about stress .... and then next years .... then the next year .... and on and on .... so there's no need for me to come for more .... coz i myself know how to releas emy own stress ....
by watching jap or korean dramas !!! and by that i cna imagine myself in that show ...!!! ahahahahahahaks so awsome !!!! after the stress talk thingy ... went home around 3 ... and rech home around 4 plus !!! and now .. i'm gonna bath ... coz i sting like a pig !!!! serious !!!!



and maybe on monday i shall go the library again and borrow some books !!! coz i'm desperate to read already !!!! argh ..
some its like 3 weeks holiday and nothing to do ....


ok TTYL !!!!
ILY PEOPLE !!!
green is my happy feeling !!!!

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1:59 AM

> Wednesday, March 18, 2009
ok first !!! > i don't know where i put my perpective printing paper ???!!!
second > my assignments are almost half done .. which is good ....
third > my drawing date due is tmorrow !!!! adp assignment is on friday !!!! mama mia !!! help me please !!!
fourth > my legs .. are cramp .... cause of what ? napfa test .... 2.4 km ... why man ? coz just know .. i can't even walk properly... and to think i can't even took the stairs .... idiot!!!
fifth > HOLIDAYS ARE COMING YIPPE!!! HIP HIP !!! HOORAY !!!!!....


ahahahahaks those are what in my mind right now ... well today is the most tiring i had comparing to the other days .... well ... after class we went straight to singapore post and then to bras basar ...
just to buy our assignments stuffs .... its like i walk the whole singapore you know ...
but i did try walking all the way home .... and i slept in the bus .. so sedap .... oh well ... what to do .. when you feel tired and feel so ... so... hmmm... i dunno what do you think ???
oh well .... i can't think of a word to say .... and i'm listening to lucie silvas > what you made of ....
the best song i've ever seen .... coz the words are meaningful you know .... and also there's other song like that too .....
if i can find those songs .... i think by now ... i'm like crying already .... well too bad .... life was meant to be like that ... and you have to give and take you know ....


oh ya !!! you know ... i've just chatted with this guy .. he's name is idris ... he's studying in private school .... cool !!! and he's in school of business .... wow !!! and he gives me good advice !!! but .... i can't just like a sudden like .... coz i've known him for a few minutes ... and a few minutes isn't included in love.... you know what i mean ?
but the way he talks is like special .... but the true person ??? haix ... i might never know what he's capable of ... coz sometime ... if you just trust that person ... and fall for soem sweet talk ... you'll ended up in those cold mid-air .... and all of a sudden you feel broken hearted again .... that is not what i want again .... i've been feeling that for like twice or three times ....
and you know what i'm trying to say right ??? well .... heck care ..
all i want is education , a good GPA !!! and travel .. that's all !!!!



ok peeps ... gtg ... like before ... !!! hahahahaks....

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7:12 AM

> Tuesday, March 17, 2009
what a tiring day today !!! had 2.4km for my SW... 7 rounds altogether ...!!!! but i manage to put it off lurhs babes !!!!
my friend SO PING says i had bronze !!! good work sabariah !!! always a better one .... ahahahahahks
puji diri sendiri !!! not good you know !!! oh well !!! a girl with no expectations and dreams and achievements is like that !!! why can't i live in a world with a peace minded and arms open wide enough for me to squeeze?? life is pretty tough this days ... assignment came in just like a thunder storm ... but i try to finish it up before friday !! see if i had got the time ... like my drawing teacher says ... timing is very important you know !!!!
and work must be hand in on time .... well .... i'll try and see if i coudl get and grade ....hmmm.... oh ya !!! my targets?? well....ermm... i do have though .... but i didn't say it infront of the class yesterday coz i got stressed up ... and couldn't think much that day .... too much thinking will give migrain on your head...migrain...is that the correct spelling ? correct me if i'm wrong ya peeps !!!..... well i have one thing to say to my friends... thank you for helping me and always being there for me !!! especially you urhs MARX and ROZAINI !!!! you guys are like friends ... not more not less.... ok .. gtg people in

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5:49 AM

> Friday, March 13, 2009
ok ok .... can't sleep right now .... and i feel like i wanna post something again !!!!
crazy girl only post blog twice !!!! anyways i've just finish watching korean drama ... so dramatic ....!!! hehehehehex ...
its a nice love story which i can't tell you ... you have to find it yourself.....yupp... yourself okeas ???
and ct if you are reading this ... i guess you are being crazy right now , like i am now ... ahahahahahaks .... well i simply can't beat you in craziness .... of coz you are the queen of craziness .... ya!!!! take that urhs !!!! hmmpfff!!!!!...
wah !!! so fucking damn bored ... sitting right infront of the computer and type , type all the way till i'm satisfy ....
well now ... not much to say but . i got a something to you peeps readers out there ...




here it goes .....




its about love....

love doesn't mean now.....
love doesn't mean happy endings....
love doesn't mean you can die without it....
love will only give you joy....
love can provide gifts....
love can also be hatred....
love can also mean betrayel....
but betrayel may not be good to love.....
love is where everyone likes...
love is always within us....
love is alwyas giving towards me.....




and hate .....
hate is nothing to compare with love....
hate is just better off alone....
hate brings you no where....
hate doesn't bring you happiness....
hate bring us emotionla reports.....
hate is not im dictionary.....
hate does not have to be in you.....
hate...
hate...
hate....
is not in me right now.....




that's all ...
hope you understand it .... and hope you like it .... coz this does not tell of no one .... this tell to yourself ...
if you feel that way then think of happiness ... coz happiness always brings you to a good path ....



that's all folks !!!!

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9:15 AM

>
today is friday and nothing seems to be different ... it's all the same ,school work , clean house and everythings is always the same ..... the same person is seen each day , the same thing doing each day .... and more .... but today i feel kinda sleepy....oh not kinda anymore its more i am sleepy now and forever...... seriously .... and can't take it anymore .....my eyes are not half way close . and it feels so swollen ...... with my mouth all dry up ..... and my head all spinning ...... urgh !!!!!! need my pillow !!!! oh wait !!!! now i'm at home waiting for my dad to reach home . coz my mum and him wanna go to JOHOR BAHRU ...... oh ya !!! i think they wanna go to dating .... i guess ...... gessh !!! parents dating ... isn't that too old ??? haish ..... whatever ..... ok ..




school time !!!!
its as usual ...... went to the lab.... do some assignment ....... had laughing day with dyllah and niseh .... hehehehex ... oh girls .... i'll be going to MUSTAFA CENTRE with you guys ... and dance HINDI style !!!! ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaks ...... and today no LPD !!!! so fun ....



after school ..... meet fatin , my old and besties friend ..... miss her so much . even though we have met before .... like last week ..... but we are in a different school .... so too bad ....ate at MACDONALDS ... had a geat talk with her and laugh, laugh so hard .... after that we walk, walk and walk at tampines mall .... walk and talk .... and i was about to show what my ex-boyfriend gave to me for my first give of valentines day ... and there's this question that i myself shock .... i still keep the necklace and i keep wearing the earing and didn't take it off ....!!!!! oh well !!!! what do you know about me though ... if really treasure it ... you keep it .... right ????!!!! hehehehehex .... whatever .... what's pass is pass ... so don't worry about me peeps ...... i'm still happy as before ... coz just like you guys have said ... there's still some other guys out there that is just so for me ...... and as for me now ... i think i'm gonna study my ass out and travel around the globe !!!! and those who wants to follow me ... go ahead !!! its good you know ... who knows you might marry to a person from other country !!!! ahahahahahahahahahaks ........


anyway gtg !!!!

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2:40 AM

> Thursday, March 12, 2009
each day , old story , old people to see and also a work must be made ..... anyway i've just finish cleaning and have not yet bath ... super YUCK !!!! well i can't bath right now . coz i have to wait for my daddy to be home ... and my mummy said he'll be home by 5:30 ... i don't know which 5:30 she said .. is it AM or PM ??? hmmm.... anyway ... life is pretty bored this days . its like the same routine .... i mean .... we go to school . go home . clean the house . eat , do school work . sleep and so on and so fourth ... and i was wondering . will one day be much special ??? i mean special then the rest of the days ???? you know . like who knows i might bump into someone ... let's say my "as-so-call" future husband maybe ??? hehehehehehex . again with the cheeky me ..... mentel urhs girl . well . soemtime you have to feel like that in those days and time right ??? .... i'm not gonna find guys right now ... not in the million years ... coz its hard to find the right one these days .... i know somewhere out there .... there's that someone waiting ... to be love ..... to be care of .... and to be wed .... but i was thinking these few days ..... thinking that i will give love to people who needs love ... you know ... instead of me being in love . i will give love to that person ... coz i , myself know that i'm the girl who is weak in love ... i can't do things right ..... and i was taught like that by my own .... love doesn't seemed to exist in me ..... i can't dig it out ... i feel so left out ..... well love can be many different types ..... like you love your family , friends or maybe boyfriends / girlfriends ..... it also can be in things that are not living ..... or maybe pets ............. ok doctor love ... you gotta stop it already ..... feel so tired ....





school time !!!!


today i learn a new word from my friend jian ming !!!! i kinda forget .... well ... maybe one day i'll tell you ok ????
and today i almost finish one part of my perspective drawing ..... super duper susah !!!!! oops !!! i mean super duper hard to the damn core !!!!!! i mean you gotta have the 1 point perspective , 2 point perspective ..... yadda yadda yadda !!!! and my ADP !!!! super not knowing what to draw for the movie poster !!!!! need more help ..... need to put more thinking cap !!!! need more ideas !!!!! ARGH !!!!! i'm becoming an INCREDIBLE HULK !!!!! ARGH !!!!!! i'm turning green now !!!!! ARGH !!!! ....

and........


BOOH !!!!! just kidding ... hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahaks ..... silly me .... i ain't gonna be INCREDIBLE HULK unless . i got those green thingy ....... and those big body and big super duper muscles !!!! WOOHOO !!!! wish to have that type of guy .. but it has to be small not big and not green but other skin colour like white skin or cappucino skin or ... hmmm.... i don't know ....




oh ya !!! did i tell you that i went home with UNTART , my bestfriend . and EUGENE my toher friend .. but i prefer UNTART more .... he's sooooo funny ... and soooooo talllllll ........ ya tall ..... i kinda have those urge to like tall guys .... coz tall guys are cool !!!! ahahahhahahahahahhahaahahahks ....... ya like takaki yuya !!!! he's tall .... ahahahahahhaks ..... whatever ee !!!! like to yourself already .... anyway need to stop !!! coz i will talk nonsense if i go on ....






adios people !!!!!

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3:53 AM

> Wednesday, March 11, 2009
had a super dupe fun today .... went out with mummy, daddy, kakak and also abg wan(my brother-in-law)...
woke up around 8 or 9 plus ... mummy woke me up hehehehex . so cheeky urhs .... wait for sis and bro...
i kinda feel like tom boy today . wear something like cardican and shirt and my pallas shoes ... eeeeek!!! like man .
oh well first time wore is simply ok .. next time .. be more feminine(correct spelling or wrong??)..... anyway going on .... waiting for them blah blah blah.... we eat breakfast at DELIFRANCE !!! fooh like as if i'm super damn rich !!! ahahahahahahaks ... whatever lurhs EE !!!! i eat waffles which is damn nice . but is super small . my parents ermm... my mummy eat something has to do with bread sausages and tomato and don't know whatever lurhs ... my daddy eat spaghetti , meatball ..... nice ... when he actually took out the cap of the cheese bottle and pour out the whole cheese ... which is super shock lurhs ..... oh ya !!! did i tell you that my waffle has strawberry ... hehehehehex ...
yummy !!!! and my sis and bro... well the ate croisson seafood ... where they stuffed seafood in the croisson !!! ...... drinks ... me and mummy hot chocolate , daddy as usual coffee ... kakak ermmm ..... don't know .... abg wan ... orange juice..... ermm... funny .... coz i'm actually like a kid telling story to blog readers ... ahahahahahks .....
i know ... i know .... its really boring and sleepy .. i mean that's what blog suppose to do..... we suppose to tell what we done great things or bad things right ???!!!!! after eating ..... we went to see my super duper favourite NENEK !!! at bedok ..... miss much though ..... coz she stay at JAKARTA !!! its hard to spelll the place urhs ....hehehehehehx ........ went there .. say kakyani ... she had her off day today .. so went inside the master bedroom and watch BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS !!!! episode 18 and 19 ...... wow !!!! GO JUN PYO !!!! ahahahahaks don't know how to spell he's name lor !!!!......went back ... me sleeping in the afternoon ... which is super nice .. smell my favourite pillow !!!! bantal busok lor !!!! oh shit !!! i go and put here for what !!! damn .. the whole world know that i have bantal busok !!! argh !!!! again ... ok .... ok stop it ....... go on ee... i wake up in the afternoon ... and daddy suddenly wants to eat BURGER KING ... so we all eat BURGER KING lor !!!!! hehehehehehex ......


oh ya !!! yesterday had a little fun ... do my new assignment !!!! thank GOD !!! i've done my old assignment .. but got 20% off my marks .... booh hooo !!!!! so sad !!! but never mind .. still have more assignment to go .... and now ... we are gonna do poster for movie !!!! this time i'm gonna do it right ..... and right means right ... ok !!!! good ....


anyway .. gtg peeps !!! post you soon !!!!!

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7:07 AM

> Saturday, March 07, 2009
hey !!!!
had a super duper fun yesterday. well , i went to sentosa ... cousin day out .... meet ABG JUNA and his lovely wife .
at VIVO CITY . and went there taking sky train ... wee !!!!! hehehehex.... went to PALAWAN BEACH .... sitting in the
sun at first ... and then a storm suddenly came in .... wah !!! so scary , luckily we didn't get thunder struck .... if not ... no more me .... and i have to live in hell !!! ahahahahahks , kidding . well, me and my cuzzie sit in the shade
behind the 7eleven .... we eat and eat and eat ... and bro plus my cousin went walking here and there .
just to see the place ... ehhehehehex, the place was like HEAVEN .... i mean if you have your love ones .
surely you go there to have a nice and budget honeymoon !!! ahahahks .... and you get to see the nice moon , at VIVO CITY ... cool right ??!! ahahahahhahaks .... anyway go on..... after eating . my bro and my younger sis .
play board games , its the same as monopoly , but this one is different . and my bro actually won !!! ahahahahahks
cool abang ..... after that ... we play LUGE !!!!! YIPPE !!!! ahahahahahaks ...... fun giler !!!!! well .... first its kinda scary ... you have to go up taking the sky ride ... you know where you want to play snow boarding etc ..... you have to go up to that thing rite ??? yerpp ... i took it .... and its bloody scary .. i shout like hell !!!! i mean can you imagine your feet at a higher ground .... scary right ??? well .... it's long actually .. its just a short ride .... after that we took the luge ... fun to the core !!!! ahahahks .... well .... since i got no pics yet .. i have to wait for my cousin to upload it .... then i secretly took it .... eh2 like pencuri man .... ahahahks .... oh well i have to get back to my stupid assignment since i have not yet finished when it was suppose to hand it up last friday .. but i couldn't ... ahahahaks
so 100% cut .. my marks !!! boo hoo !!! oh well ... bubye for now !!!!

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> Thursday, March 05, 2009
not in the mood right now ... but now i'm in class doing my assignment ..
as usual ...
yesterday was the worse day ever.... and i hate it .... my heart is like hurting like hell ...
well to my friends .. some of you have know the story .. but don't want to say it ... now of coz ...
i feel so weak right now ... can't think , can't sleep and can't do anything .... i feel restless and more ....
why me ?? why not other people feel it ????
i'm so rude ... so not really me ... i've become a bad person ... hating people is not my first priorrity ....whatever it is ....
but this .. you know what i think . that PERSON wants to think all to yourself .. which is not good ... it like how many weeks ago ...
wednesday , you talk like as if nothing happen when you know that i was sick .. and you didn't even care ..... what type of person are you ????
you say i don't care about you .. well , if don't care about you . i wouldn't ask you to stop smoking , i wouldn't ask you to stop taking DRUGS etc....
you're such a nice guy and yes ... you are right about me being so ego !!! say sorry a thousand ... and i do forgive it ...... and if you wanna die ...
go ahead if you don't have a life .... but if you do ... you'll know what's going on right now ... you said so yourself .. you don't have any future ...
but do you think i don't ..??? i do .... i love my life .. and oyu should do the same ..... you're the first that guy that i met with nice and funny
attitude ... but for me ... i'm a rude person . do you think you me like that ??? i don't think so ..... like i said to myself .... i would concentrate on myself and reach my own future ... and yes i would find love in the end ..... but please understand me at least ....

and one more thing .. i would to ask you this question ...
do you really even know me that well ???? think about it ....



bye !!!!!

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6:27 PM

> Monday, March 02, 2009
so tiring ... and i hate mondays . i've always get this monday blues !!!!
and its not good you know ...... anyway yesterday i slept around 12 plus in the morning .... and woke around hmmm... 8:10 ..... coz yesterday it was my sister's b'dae , which i forgot to say this ... HAPPY B'LATED B'DAE KAKSU ... HAHAHAHAHAHA !!! org tuh dh 20 years old lurhs ceii .... hehehehehex . hope you'll find a nice
and handsome guy ..... ahahahahahahahaks ..... after eating delicious food .... STEAM BOAT !!! . those steamed seafoods ... with hot and spicy chilli ... woooohh !!!! so syiok ......ahahahahahahaks ... after cutting cake and all that . me and the siblings with 2 other BIG guys .... happens to be my brother-in-law and he's friend.... went out to juction8 at bishan ..... welll my brother-in-law had this DIKIR BARAT competition at bishan cc.... and me and my other 2 siblings went shopping . buy soem cool clothes at COTTON ON , which i happen to saw this very the nice bag .... that really caught my eye .... super duper nice .. wish i had it ..... and sis kept telling if i need anything .
but i pity them to keep their maoney so i think i'll keep my money and buy my own at parkway lurhs . the nearest
store that i can find that so beautiful and special bag ..... anyway go on with the story ..... we shop2 . and its when its time go home . we went to fair price buy some food . and took my brother-in-law's friend car ... crowded at first .
but i dun mind ...... sent the 2 couples home at sengkang compassville . then he sent us home ....... ....



i reach home change clothes and eat again !!!! lapar giler nye .... after that eat my sis ice-cream cake ... yummy yummy !!!!! then talk2 inside room until 12 plus ... after that sleep ... hehehehx ....




today .. had the same lesson . except that i happen to forget to bring my pictorial album ... argh !!!!! next tiime remind me hor !!!! after ADP .... we CAH !!! .... and that lesson ..... wah !!!! if you could see the room is fulled with silent and ... how should i say this ...... hmmm....... forgot the word already.... anyway move on ..... MISS SRI .... knew that our class is tukar tebalik kot...... so she decied to let them out .... what i meant is that ..... we ... the whole class confront to each other ..... like what we liked and don't like about each other ...... and i think is the correct way to do that ... i mean .... kiter cakap sini , habis sini ..... there ...sorry but i can't translate it in english . kinda forget all those words .... and my english is going worse to terrible .... anyway to my classmate !!!! SO SORRY IF I BE TOO SARCASTIC AND OPEN MINDED TO YOU PEOPLE YO !!!!! hehehehex .....


Drawing lesson was ok .... i drew bag ... super hard ... the level is getting harder and harder ..... can cry you know ..... hahahahahahaks .....and and UNTART .. THANKS 4 THE TISSUE HOR LOL !!!! ahahahahahahahahaks .......

oh well !!!! gotta finish my assignment ....




adios amigos !!!!!

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