Why can't people understand how I feel? I have so many fears in my life that I just couldn't handle it. Being firm with my sister???? HOW THE BLOODY HELL CAN I BE FIRM WITH HER WHEN SHE'S SUPER DUPER WICKED!?!?!? Scold back when I'm right?? How??? I don't even know what's right and wrong anymore.!!! How how how????? If I say something I'll get scolding or get pissed at. Then?? What do you expect me to do.?? Spit??? Talk like an animal?? What?!?!? What the fuck you want???

Things are going to get hectic for me. I'm trying to change, and no one believes me. Including him. I'm trying so hard to change myself, I have to remind myself about what he says to me. Few days ago he almost broke up with me. It's because I lied to him 3rd times. I know I'm wrong. And it's my fault. But let me ask you this, which one of us humans are perfect! Like GOD??? None of us are perfect, HUMANS ARE LIVED TO MAKE MISTAKES OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN! Like you said. Humans, we are not perfect. We make mistakes. And some of us makes thousand million mistakes just learn to change and be better. One mistakes doesn't mean we have to change on the spot. No. We learn by making mistakes, to change. If we don't learn to make mistakes, how are we suppose to learn to be better.? Sigh~
I have elaborate enough. If anyone of you thinks I'm wrong. Then I don't know what can I say to make things better.
Yes, scorpios mindset are wayyyy different from other horoscope. We are mysterious and vengeful people. But don't just don't judge us to be mean we too have feelings. The reason we are doing this is because, none of you guys take action about our feelings. What do you guys know??? Nothing!
Nothing at all! I have outspoken the truth and I won't tell anyone about this. Even if they did, I'm sorry. Shall go now. Hmmmm