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> Thursday, May 27, 2010
another episode about my busy everyday life...
you know....i was dumb to download MAYA 2011...i mean i don't even know freaky function that well...so i'm going to un-install it...and install MAYA 2010 trial...sheesh~~ silly silly me...i was not that careful,hah!!! bimbo!
life for me this few days are ok ok.abit of a painful in a butt.but i think i can manage that.although i think i couldn't,well things change right...
right now my body are like aching everywhere,and i mean everywhere.
and i'm currently lonely,because my siblings are fast asleep like a baby.pffftt...tinggal kan aku.whatever la.so cold in my bedroom,and everyday i have to like survive the cold environment.in the classrooms and at my room.the disadvantage of having an air-con in the bedroom,living room and 2 other rooms.is that they just on it without asking you are hot or not.and the advantage is,whenever you feel hot.you can always on it.hahahahahahaha...get it..ok lame,i know.but what to do,i'm alone right now.but not really alone.
tomorrow,be in school by 9.fooh!!! tiring or what.
have you readers had any feelings on what you will do in the future,or what it's your future like to be exact...hmmmm....i can't.seriously,like i said before,i don't know what will i do in the future.or how is my future like.i didn't actually plan it,because i seriously don't have the mood to do so.like wise,a lazy girl like me would want her mother to do her future for her.get it.? i may not like other girls out there,who wants to married a rich guys.and be their house maids...ooopppps!!! did i say maids,damn it must hurt alot uhs!? hahaha...bitches...shit them.
you know what...i'm just going to do my work.then i will be off to bed...till then




enjois!!!

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1:27 AM

> Monday, May 24, 2010
monday...monday...monday...
is a nightmare with many blues around you...i hate mondays...they gave me this weird aura or maybe this "un" balance wheather.and sometimes,just sometimes.my girls problem would just pop out.like an hours ago.i was happily think that school today must must be a fun to me.but............but..........i got a terrible strike on my tummy.yes it does hurt alot.and that gave the frustrations and moody.although i did cried for 2 times without people noticing it.hehe.well,sometimes feelings are meant to be kept inside.that's what i'm doing at that point of time.but then some feelings are meant to express it all out.gees~ my english really,really went down the drain man.
one thing i like my blog is that,it's full of stories that people don't read.but i do.i love to read my past life,and as you can see,that my history are like piling like some freak blog person blogs every hour and everyday.but still,blogs are the best.and to my surprise,i had this blog when i was sec2 i guess.till now.and no i'm not showing off,but it's so surprising for me.and i did use the same old thing.coolio.few years ago,i'm like a silly,nerdy girl who doesn't even know what's life all about and what's love got to do with life.and not only that,i'm a illegal girl.who doesn't have any license and can't drink.but now.few more months and i'm going to be legal.time really passes by very fast.although i'm not good in memory,but i will always remember my friends whom i laugh with,cry with and fought with....i mean don't you did that with you pals/peeps/or whatever you call it....as you grew older,things change.your life,your love.and even your careers...when you were young you say you want to be a teacher,but when you are older,you suddenly change your future to become a pilot or whatever you wanted to be.hmmm....there's no purpose for me to post this,because i got nothing to do now.a few minutes more,i'll be busy finding more sounds for my final year.busy busy,dizzy...till then...




enjois!

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10:47 PM

> Friday, May 21, 2010
time out...time out...time out...time out....TIME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

silly silly people,when i say i don't want means i don't want.you're sooo damn lucky that i'm a patience girl.if not i will be like other girls throwing you away like some tissue paper like other people did it to other people.and i told you i'm sorry if i didn't tell you earlier.and i want it to be the way we are last the time.but,whenever i want that,YOU were the one who always spoils it,ruin it or whatever.can't you tell i want a nice smooth life like others,without any spoilers.ok let me tell you what,since you want it sooooo much i give you a looonnnnggggg time out ok.??? since you are sooooooo depress...you can have your own life,and talking with other GIRLS like i'm not yours...




you know life is full colours..
for me the colours i'm having now are black and grey.dull,scary and boring.i know...
but,that's what my life goes now.i think if i die,i'll die in vein.and broken wings with a tiny heart that had been cut half.hah...dumb....if you are reading this.think again.and those who are ter-raser.shut it.it's not you..dammit!

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12:34 PM

> Monday, May 17, 2010
intern intern intern....
can i do it???
i wonder....


(it's been so long that i sat on my desk in school.i looked at it.and can feel the pressure of it.
but the feeling of the pressure makes me want to work more and more.i wonder if i can go on,i wonder if i can really get what i want...i just wonder.what it would be like to have the success that you had for such a long time.?...can it be for long? i wonder.)


a wonderful today,
err....not really wonderful.it just so happens that i misplace my very own burberry wallet.damnation!!!!!! where did i put it???...think SITI SABARIAH THINK!!!! damn.maner siak aku taruk.inside there's my money,some cool coupon and don't for get my NETS!.
ANNOUNCEMENT!!!!
IF ANYONE WERE TO READ THIS(ESPECIALLY MY SIBLINGS) PLEASE INFORM ME AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.AND REWARD WILL BE GIVEN TO YOU...THANK YOU FOR YOUR KINDNESS.

ok,apparently i misplace my wallet at home.and so forget where i put it.but i'm pretty sure it won't fall on the wrong hands.seriously,those who are a money-money person will just took my money away.and leave me starve to death in school and at home.get it.get it...???
ok....so i'm currently typing this post and thinking of what to do at the same time.well,maybe i go watch some clips on youtube.then who knows i would come across the adobe after effects tutorial.hehe;D

ok bye!




enjois!!!!

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9:58 PM

> Friday, May 14, 2010
tired tired tired...i am indeed tired.i woke up and nothing much.

this sickness is super killing me.its like i can feel something really wrong or is something really bothers me much? this thing is stuck in my head,can't tell ya.because it's between me and brain.but i really hate it much,i just want to say stop making things i don't want to do.NO means NO.geesh!!!i hope my brain understands it,like my heart does.because my heart and my brain are like 2 seperate people.whenever my heart says no,my brain says yes.but...i was listen to my heart not my brain.of cause people think that brain is much better,but...sometimes brain tells you the wrong things.and you ended up in trouble or something that doesn't feel right.
get it??? but it doesn't matter right...different people has different views.true?
good.


anyway,for brunch.i ate french fries with chocolate oreo ice blend with pearls...sedap tau.must try must try...and today's dinner?!?!...hmmm...i think i'm going to make myself a root beer float.yeah! long time never had that drink since 19++??? it's originally made from A&W...damn!!!! i freaking love their waffles with ice-cream on top of it.and now i'm craving for it.FUCK!the last time i had it was 2 years ago.when me and family went to KL.and that place it's like.cool,on your left there's KFC.BORING! and on your right....A&W.damn!!!...or was it the other way round?...never mind about that.
those were the days...

but now,the days were like shits.hmmpff...oh ya! since i bluetooth my pics to this laptop.i might as well upload it right.anyways,old photos...when i was visiting my grandmama and went china town after that...it's not much...so enjois!

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7:00 PM

> Thursday, May 13, 2010
ok,a news flash to begin my post of the day.
news no.1) i'm at home for the last 3 days,due to this fucking sickness of mine.

news no.2) my mum ask me yesterday night to "work" or whatever as an intern a temporary one.if i'm ok with it,i can be a photographer.but seriously i don't know whether i can do it or not.hmmm...this things needs experience and time to learn it.but i could try right..???

news no.3) my life now is totally unlimited already,i'm tired and exhausted from many many things happening around me.really.don't ask why and how,but somehow if there's any problem occurs to me.i'm just going to ignore,because i've already said that i'm tired of it.so yeah...

news no,4) i've kept many many thoughts to myself that no one ever knew,not even my close friends and him.and not even my entire family.but seriously i have emotional issues.now a days i intend to get angry or sad,even thought the atmosphere is not really a bad one or what so ever it is.that is why sometimes alone time is what i really need.hmmm...



ok...
i think that's all,if there's anything you peeps or blog hoppers or whoever you are,happens to past by or read my blog,were to ask or don't care at all,do tag.but no,and i mean no bullshits.if i see one,that person i will find out and i will curse you.if you know what i meant.alright are we clear on that? good.
phoooooooooo~~~~~.....hmmmmm.....
i took 2 days mc,from school.too tired i guess,but i can't help it right.health is important.
and today's meal is lemak ayam chili padi,side dish sambal blachan.lol! side dish sambal blachan.power or what man.and in the afternoon,i went to hisshou japanese cafe.ya,that cafe is right below my block.not really below it.i ate their curry rice,and i almost vomit it out.but i didn't and now i totally forgot to eat my medicine.nevermind later i'll eat,before i went to bed.my head now,starting to spin like roller coaster and ferris wheel.i can't belive it i'm sick for more than 3 days.not the usual me man.hais....i guess i need to check on food or diet maybe.because for me food is important,hehe.it's more like my no.1 priority.hmmmmm...i guess that's that...need to rest for now.
i hope by then i'm fine as the way i am before.



bye!!!



enjois........

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3:30 PM

> Thursday, May 06, 2010
hello people of the world!!! it's in the middle of the night and the rest of my family troups are in the la la land zone.currently having a flu right now.couldn't stand any longer.i guess the sickness is spreading too fast...gees~~~

well,
you want to know something...there's another curious case of siti sabariah bte sanusi,i heard she(not apparently,it's more of a share.hehee ;D) has a new laptop!!!! hp probook.cool right?!?!
got it from daddy like always.i'm like he's naughty daughter,though i don't really know since when i ask for a lappy??? seriously man.wierd right?!?!...well kaksu always wants to buy one.but...it didn't appear till now.and i remember i ask for a cannon digital camera not a laptop.wrong electronis device sia.but this is super worth it.i love it.so i couldn't ask anything again from daddy.so i could ask for a camera from mummy instead.hehe(evil face)...
mummy!!!!! i want a NOKIA N900 and CANNON EOS REBEL XSI!!!!!!!....

hahahahahahahaha!!!!! i sooo want that shit baby!!!! hahahahaha...if i were to have that.my blog will boost with alot of cool pictures sia!!!! hahahaha!!!...ok ok...i shall stop here...need to go makan with kellis,jasmine and some other people later at 12 noon...so see ya,wouldn't wanna be ya!!!!



enjois!!!!

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12:30 AM




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