> Wednesday, May 30, 2007
hey...
im bck oreadi...so tired...but its not bad..at least i got to sleep at the bed...instead at the tent...and ya i got friend 2 friend bck wif my enemies...and ya someone had loved me bck...u noe who...
u noe i would like to tell u a story bout a gerl name snow queen...if u guys have watch thn u noe the story well...but this snow queen she lived in lapland...dats where ur fantasy awakes...
she's alone and had no one to talk to...and of coz no friends...this story is sad...and when u actualli watch the real story u wanna cry all the way...
and one day dis guy who is genuis he is like the mathe athlic or watever...said dat she won't be alone b'coz she has him by her side...
aniways i kinda not gonna continue the story coz its sad...aniways this is where i stop...
bubye...
im bck oreadi...so tired...but its not bad..at least i got to sleep at the bed...instead at the tent...and ya i got friend 2 friend bck wif my enemies...and ya someone had loved me bck...u noe who...
u noe i would like to tell u a story bout a gerl name snow queen...if u guys have watch thn u noe the story well...but this snow queen she lived in lapland...dats where ur fantasy awakes...
she's alone and had no one to talk to...and of coz no friends...this story is sad...and when u actualli watch the real story u wanna cry all the way...
and one day dis guy who is genuis he is like the mathe athlic or watever...said dat she won't be alone b'coz she has him by her side...
aniways i kinda not gonna continue the story coz its sad...aniways this is where i stop...
bubye...
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12:36 AM
12:36 AM
> Thursday, May 24, 2007
hey...
well 2dae i have 2 go 2 skool n doin my camp stuff...do u noe dat yesterday i passed my exam...HOORAY!!! for me of coz...but two subject i failed and dat is maths and art N level...
and ya the most shocking news ever is dat my frenz form sec3 nobility was doin good i guess...especially ridzuan he got first in class...and my ex boyfriend got fourth in class...well i didn't think he can do it at first though...but it was a shocking news of all time...and ya my as so called enemies were like 10 and below...while the rest like 10 and above...
its bcoz they did not come to skool everyweek...and of coz the principal said dat if people did not turn up for skool will get punished whithout valid reason...and also cnnt take exam...and considet u are fail...and stay bck again...i mean by repeating ur sec3 years...isn't wasting ur time...and ur parents time???
i mean ur parents work hard for it and look wat they got...do u noe they expect more form their child....and all they get is bad fit bcks from the teacher...
poor parents now i noe how they really feel...
well tomorrow is my camp...at JB...i'm quite a bit nervous to go there b'coz dis is my first goin to places dat i dun even noe...and its at taman hutan lagenda...
is malay good or wat man...well im getting my points bck...and im started where i belong...im started to think dat study is important for my life and for everybody's life...bcoz u'll be finding jobs and its hadr to get...i mean that they need ur certificate right???
aniways i gtg...i'll see u ltr...
well 2dae i have 2 go 2 skool n doin my camp stuff...do u noe dat yesterday i passed my exam...HOORAY!!! for me of coz...but two subject i failed and dat is maths and art N level...
and ya the most shocking news ever is dat my frenz form sec3 nobility was doin good i guess...especially ridzuan he got first in class...and my ex boyfriend got fourth in class...well i didn't think he can do it at first though...but it was a shocking news of all time...and ya my as so called enemies were like 10 and below...while the rest like 10 and above...
its bcoz they did not come to skool everyweek...and of coz the principal said dat if people did not turn up for skool will get punished whithout valid reason...and also cnnt take exam...and considet u are fail...and stay bck again...i mean by repeating ur sec3 years...isn't wasting ur time...and ur parents time???
i mean ur parents work hard for it and look wat they got...do u noe they expect more form their child....and all they get is bad fit bcks from the teacher...
poor parents now i noe how they really feel...
well tomorrow is my camp...at JB...i'm quite a bit nervous to go there b'coz dis is my first goin to places dat i dun even noe...and its at taman hutan lagenda...
is malay good or wat man...well im getting my points bck...and im started where i belong...im started to think dat study is important for my life and for everybody's life...bcoz u'll be finding jobs and its hadr to get...i mean that they need ur certificate right???
aniways i gtg...i'll see u ltr...
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2:50 PM
2:50 PM
> Tuesday, May 22, 2007
hey...
its so long i haven type u....
actualli i went to czmp...
its called OBS...in other words...outward bound singapore...its kinda fun...and i actaulli get to hang ouit wif other kids from ohther skools...an they are from admiralty...those kids i met are very special...i mean they are like my sister and my brother...
i mean it was five days of leadership training...it was tough though...first it was...but come to think of it...the training was ok...i learn everything bout how to trust our team...as it has the turst fall...and there's also called the jetty jump...where we have to tell our fear of things...like me, i have fear of heights...at first i feel like i want to vomit..b'coz when i looked down at the water..i can feel the headache...
oh ya..i 4get to tell u something...bout my camp frenz...they ar the coolest from all my camp frenz...is like i've known thm 4 bout 5 yrs...i really2 missed them alot...i even tell my frenz bout them...but i dun to tell them at my siblings...b'coz later they said yng ee nie penting kn kawan...well im trying my best not talk to the bout frenz...
well on the 26 of may ill be goin to JB....b'coz of my sec 3 overseas camp...i wonder if could the same thing as the OBS camp..were we can get to noe each other...and learn about wat is team spirit
and other kind of things....well i think dat's all for 2dae...and i shall continue tomorrow...
shakespear says....wakakakakaka!!!! jk...
bubye!!!
its so long i haven type u....
actualli i went to czmp...
its called OBS...in other words...outward bound singapore...its kinda fun...and i actaulli get to hang ouit wif other kids from ohther skools...an they are from admiralty...those kids i met are very special...i mean they are like my sister and my brother...
i mean it was five days of leadership training...it was tough though...first it was...but come to think of it...the training was ok...i learn everything bout how to trust our team...as it has the turst fall...and there's also called the jetty jump...where we have to tell our fear of things...like me, i have fear of heights...at first i feel like i want to vomit..b'coz when i looked down at the water..i can feel the headache...
oh ya..i 4get to tell u something...bout my camp frenz...they ar the coolest from all my camp frenz...is like i've known thm 4 bout 5 yrs...i really2 missed them alot...i even tell my frenz bout them...but i dun to tell them at my siblings...b'coz later they said yng ee nie penting kn kawan...well im trying my best not talk to the bout frenz...
well on the 26 of may ill be goin to JB....b'coz of my sec 3 overseas camp...i wonder if could the same thing as the OBS camp..were we can get to noe each other...and learn about wat is team spirit
and other kind of things....well i think dat's all for 2dae...and i shall continue tomorrow...
shakespear says....wakakakakaka!!!! jk...
bubye!!!
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4:00 AM
4:00 AM
> Wednesday, May 09, 2007
argh!!!
im so stress...can't take it animore...i have not started my art piece...or should i say pieces....and its 5 pieces....just imagine it...and wat's more...i can't even draw it...im a bad artist...i can't draw...
and my maths paper...i have not finish my maths paper 2 question 10...dis getting over my hands...i can't handle things by myself...i mean dis year i have alot of subject....i can't even consetrate one...or should many....wat if next year i have science...??? oh man...would i be staying bck next year??? well i hope not...coz i always work hard for it...
i hate myself....i hate my whole entire life...y me??? y am i the odd one out...y many subject they choose me to be in art...i mean i've shouldn't take that stupid art subject...im just bad at things...i wanna try things like cooking...make something using woods...and ya...i have my camp next week....and u think im ready...actualli im not...im stress...im un use gerl...in fact im everthing that is ungood things...
seriously...the one who is perfect is my friends...they are heaven and im like the hell...untalented hell...stupid gerl...im like the worse the BITCH...or watever...and now a days...my enemies are like my worshipers...they are the losers...i hate people who blaming on somehting...well that's i gotta say...hope to tell u more story bout me...next time of coz...
losers!!!
im so stress...can't take it animore...i have not started my art piece...or should i say pieces....and its 5 pieces....just imagine it...and wat's more...i can't even draw it...im a bad artist...i can't draw...
and my maths paper...i have not finish my maths paper 2 question 10...dis getting over my hands...i can't handle things by myself...i mean dis year i have alot of subject....i can't even consetrate one...or should many....wat if next year i have science...??? oh man...would i be staying bck next year??? well i hope not...coz i always work hard for it...
i hate myself....i hate my whole entire life...y me??? y am i the odd one out...y many subject they choose me to be in art...i mean i've shouldn't take that stupid art subject...im just bad at things...i wanna try things like cooking...make something using woods...and ya...i have my camp next week....and u think im ready...actualli im not...im stress...im un use gerl...in fact im everthing that is ungood things...
seriously...the one who is perfect is my friends...they are heaven and im like the hell...untalented hell...stupid gerl...im like the worse the BITCH...or watever...and now a days...my enemies are like my worshipers...they are the losers...i hate people who blaming on somehting...well that's i gotta say...hope to tell u more story bout me...next time of coz...
losers!!!
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9:04 PM
9:04 PM
> Wednesday, May 02, 2007
y does family bring me down lately...???
can they at leats do something 4 me??
i noe im lazy...but no need 2 be sarcastic 2 me lar...u noe how irritating it is...and i hate it...wat if u were me and i were u..and i say mean things 2 u... do u like it???
no... and dun 4get this...just b'coz i say sumting tht is just a pharse...u dun need 2 say it again and again...i mean if u noe how i felt u thn u fell sorie 4 me..
i mean wat da heck am i saying...
ppl thinks tht im weird or sumting...and ya...ym obs is coming!!!...fell like dun wan 2 go man...i bet its very boring...some more i have ass monitor leadership training...dunno wat is tht...
and ya the sec3 out-of-singapore is coming...haiz wonder wat the place look like???i bet its nice and very the best...if la i could go there faster...and come home faster...btu tis month my mama..will be at home...
and ya bout my ex....feel like dun wan 2 talk 2 him again..coz its boring 2 have himas a frenz...coz its always has 2 be him..and not me...
if the gerl tk nk bual2 ngn dier...he will deffinetly come 2 me like a nuclear bomb..mcm cerite heroes...tkder org nk bual2 ajer..dtg kat aku mcm anjing terlepas...
bastered nye laki2...pasl dier aku kene kacau ngn class aku...bodoh nye jantan germa siak aku...
kalau la ku dapat tumbuk muker satu hari...confrim sedap mcm makan nasi rawan...
sorie pals nyari aku bad mood..or should i say tis ...ku tkder mood nyari...asyik2...tkder mood jer aku nie...aper siak...argh!!!!!!
ok la gtg...
aper2
~~tc~~
can they at leats do something 4 me??
i noe im lazy...but no need 2 be sarcastic 2 me lar...u noe how irritating it is...and i hate it...wat if u were me and i were u..and i say mean things 2 u... do u like it???
no... and dun 4get this...just b'coz i say sumting tht is just a pharse...u dun need 2 say it again and again...i mean if u noe how i felt u thn u fell sorie 4 me..
i mean wat da heck am i saying...
ppl thinks tht im weird or sumting...and ya...ym obs is coming!!!...fell like dun wan 2 go man...i bet its very boring...some more i have ass monitor leadership training...dunno wat is tht...
and ya the sec3 out-of-singapore is coming...haiz wonder wat the place look like???i bet its nice and very the best...if la i could go there faster...and come home faster...btu tis month my mama..will be at home...
and ya bout my ex....feel like dun wan 2 talk 2 him again..coz its boring 2 have himas a frenz...coz its always has 2 be him..and not me...
if the gerl tk nk bual2 ngn dier...he will deffinetly come 2 me like a nuclear bomb..mcm cerite heroes...tkder org nk bual2 ajer..dtg kat aku mcm anjing terlepas...
bastered nye laki2...pasl dier aku kene kacau ngn class aku...bodoh nye jantan germa siak aku...
kalau la ku dapat tumbuk muker satu hari...confrim sedap mcm makan nasi rawan...
sorie pals nyari aku bad mood..or should i say tis ...ku tkder mood nyari...asyik2...tkder mood jer aku nie...aper siak...argh!!!!!!
ok la gtg...
aper2
~~tc~~
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