eenie meenie Miney mo lova
give me the night To show you, hold you . Dont leave me out here dancin alone
> Thursday, September 25, 2008
how ???
its not da guy layin down .
i was talking bout da guy who is sitting .
hahahahax .
if nt hensem , you can go blah man . hahahahax ! just kiddin . anyway .
today , bored . always bored . i was like a prison in the library man .
coz of dat stupid art . its my elective subject . its a bit easy and 100% bored . kwang3 .
pandai2 ajer i change subject . well actually i wanna post coz someone and some prob .
my friends face right now . well , the problem is that ... oh man ! its hard to say .
ok ! first my friend atin . told my other friend siti (which i've been talking bout this few days).
anyway , atin told siti that ee(which is me) had a new besties . and siti does not like the
sound of that . so she kinda like huh . to atin and atin was like never mind .
and siti said something . and atin was like huh . also .
so both of them was like ... you know . both of them was blur to each other .
well . peeps . the only question i had in mind is this .
are you really gonna end a nice friendship that you always held ?
or are you gonna keep goin on ?
i'm sure you gonna stick it right ?
for me my answer is . i don't wanna break any of my friends
friendship . even mine , but things are just the way it is for me . i can't just take whatever
is mine . i'm not that type of person either . and i'm sure that you guys won't
fight over just b'coz i'm close to siti or whoever its is . if you guys fight over something .
then what happen to bernad ? what will she feel if she found out bout this ?
i mean , she will feel left out . please . stop the fight . and the feelings of hatred .
like i say . i want a nice and smooth friendship . no fights and no jealousy .
no what so ever it is . and the reason for me being with siti is that ,
i wanna let go of my past . i'm sure you know what i meant by my past .
i wanna forget my everything in my past . and held up my future .
and by the way girls .
thanks for being there with me . i appreciate alots .
i hope we could hold the friendship forever and ever .
that's all .
ee signing off ...

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5:35 PM

> Sunday, September 21, 2008
hey yo peeps !!

im so bored man , dis whole weekend is just so not my week man .

oh ya ! just now , i've watched "sense of home" larh seii .

fun cause that Hady Mirza is in that show !!!

muahahahahahahaha . anyway he's acting is kinda like cool and perfect . but i'm so freaking jealous coz he got to go overseas lar seii .

i wish i could go overseas . just like Hady Mirza .

anyway , me next year joinign Chingay lar seii . happy bangat ako .

well still the same spot . dance . and still hip hop . lamer2 kan , i can be step up man .

hahahahahahax .

well , just now i went geylang to go buy kain for hari raya . and its purple .

even though i hate all colour except for green . i still had to choose purple .

tomorrow is my inteseve training . again . but at least i get to go home at 12 noon .

siang man . and yipee for me . oh ya ! today i make to types of kuih raya .

one is chocolate cookies with walnuts and choco chips . the other one is

ermm ...

dunno arh .

ooppsss ... hehehehehehehehehex .

anyways i got back my report book . to see my prelim result . and its quit ok .

i fail my maths , as usual .the other subject i got around d and b's . and my teacher told me

to get a's for my cpa and eoa . coz im very good at them .

oh ya !! i almost forgot . i need to sleep .

before my parents wake up and scold me for you know ....


hehehex .

bubye!!!





and SELAMAT HARY RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMIN DAN MUSLIMAT !!!!!

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12:02 AM

> Thursday, September 18, 2008
anyway , today is usual . me and siti . acting weird like we always do in school .
and that Mr sulaiman . actually came to school taday . and i was like damn bored and damn tired
to study . oh well !!! that's how life should be . but not to worry . today i slept like a baby .
i do had a good rest after all those hard work in my BRAIN of cause .
i sleep in class during reccess time , while siti , amira and fatin went somewhere to talk .
but i kinda like don't care of whatever it is . cause i'm not
the jealous type of person when it comes to human , i only get jealous when it
comes to food and stuff . like bags , wallet , shoes . etc ... all those kinda stuff .
like kering . she got all her stuff when she ask for .
but me . i have to wait . so ... you see people soemtimes . you don't get what you want
on that particular day itself . you just need to wait
just like me . even though it takes a long time to get that thing you wanted most .
anyway in school . soembaody woke me up .
and i got angry , so sorry .
well that's me if you wanna noe .
i don't like people disturbing me when i'm asleep . i just don't .
so if see me sleeping . think twice before you disturb me okey ?
hehehehehehex .
and as for siti . please don't otherwise that i'm angry because you left me .
i'm just use to that . people leaving me .
what to do ???
anyway me now bz man . bnyk org mao bual2 dok .
hahahahax .
mcm keje pat . office .
yng berbunyi mcm popcorn juga .
ketak !!! ketak !!!
muahahahahahahahahahaha.
ish ee nie . dh giler benar kao ehk ?
mesti lar .
dah biase bual2 sendiri ehk ...
smile2 sendiri ehk ...
siti if you are reading this . please don't smile to yourself . ltr soemone say this to you
SITI !!! kao dh sakit ke , penyakit ???
hahahahahaha x.
anyway i gtg .
alot of people want to chat with me lor ..

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9:13 PM

> Wednesday, September 17, 2008
ok . first , i have a better chances of gettin a perfect friend , second , my heart hurts . i dunno y .
third , i have no idea why am i here for . fourth , i stinks . hahahahahahax .
takot ke pe .... anyway before my good + irritated friend , SITI . do her posting tonight .
i post mine first . anyway bout dat gerl arh . she always makin me worse and worse . she always
talkin bout dat "GUY" . which i'm entirely NOT interested , even he's da last person on earth, dat have not been married and
yadiya2 . i still or will never choose "HIM" . amek kao siti . hai yo , and thanks for being my perfect friend . also
nette , and atin , like her cuteness . chey ! mcm ader pat dictionary jer eh . cuteness .
hahahahahax . anyway goin on with da story . in school . my dearest friend , always like to say dat wierd "GUY"
name . which i've already said it before . and to think today i would not look or see his face .
or hear something bout him . but ... it did .
i was OMG !!! wth.... if its not him it will be his classmate or his form teacher .
if it wasn't da real life person . it will be the photo of him .
OMG !!! when is dis gonna stop . i can't take it .
chey ! ako nie mcm paham .
anyway . today alot of my classmate got absent . i dunno why and i dun wanna know how .
and just zulaikha , IM me . she says dat she will go to school tomorrow .'
well gerl dats good for you . and plus i'm pretty sure dat bored plus annoying teacher will be in
school . i swear if he's in tomorrow . i'm gonna hang myself at the ceiling in my classroom tao . anyway yesterdae
or should i say monday , my adiq kinda bocor . muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahx .
kecian dey lor . but still she you know . i dun wan to say it . coz its a secret between me and ma heart .
and to my dearest siti , IF tomorrow you are gonna say his name again . i swear i'm gonna hang myself tao .
hai yo . biler puase nk abis ???
i'm so like weak rite now .
and siti , again . jngn lupe semangat paint ur room k ???
hahahahahahahahax. ish !!! uke ako .
and what's wrong with me now . keep smiling at the computer . like sewel .
nie dah sakit ke penyakit ???
hai yo everyday boring you know . its like there's no miracle happen or soemthing lucky might happen to mua.
so that i can talk about it after i reach home form school .
anyway sorie if i talk like laoya . i'm just too tired that's why .
anyway gotta go ...
say gd luck for my upcomong exam okeis ...
ee signing off ...

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4:56 PM

> Sunday, September 14, 2008
haloooooooooooooooooooo !!!
ako berada di skolah kamu berada di mana ???
hahahax . just kid okeis . as i were saying . i'm in school and i'm not comin home again !!
hahahahahahahax . just kid again . okeis . so tired of my old life , so i decided to live a new one
which is having fun in life . no matter what happens , i will always smile .
and if there's problem in life , i'll just go for that prob . and of coz smile .
and i'm sure i don't want to let my tomodachi's to know about my prob . all i want them to feel is happy . yerp ...
happy2 , smile2 .. laugh2 . all da way .
with all my heart . i can think about .. hmmmm...
no one !!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahax.
gi mampos larh klau ako nk ingt org .... chey !!! like real only ako ehk ...
you knoe wat i feel like doin todae ???
i feel like jammin arh .. but i dunno how to play a bloody S.T.U.P.I.D
intrument larh dey ..
anyway just now i went check it out my friendster..
and there's this dude , that i'm click with gave me comment .
and i told siti about it . and siti(my tomodachi). just smiley - wiley
wth is dat suppose to mean ...
wateva ee MOK !!! amboy2 panggil diri MOK ..
ape hal sey ...
ako bulan puase ader je karena dier tao ...
yelah . ako nie kan giler . maner org nk layan .
anyway i gotta top here .
if not i'm goin overboard .
shin chi bye arh lu !!!!

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12:25 PM

> Saturday, September 13, 2008
ok poeple . i've just came bck from geylang . so tired . nie arh my adik . she wants to go walking at geylang . sibuk jer . but it was ok . kiter pegi survey baju kurung lor . dat adik of mine said this year green and black .
crazy girl . anyway , i saw my schoolmate . from sec 3 . i think its siti's favourite friend punye kawan .
she saw me , i saw her both smile2 . tkder kerje . after that we go for more walk . and saw my kakak sedare
name kakiti . she with one man and ufa . then my dad show me one baju kurung that really caught my eye . very nice like siti nurhalizah wear . but brown in colour . and at the sleeves got pattern2 . very nice , i wish to buy that man . boo hoo . anyway , next sunday go study2 with friends and eat buke oso . and tomorrow pulak fatin ask me go jln2 with her lor . macam gini boleh mati lor . hahahax .
anyway i feel like saying this saying . my bro always kuar kan . now my turn pulak . go out with tomodachi (it mean friends in japanese). hai yo . now is the 13 days of fasting month . and i can tahan man . kakkoi .... hehex . can loose weight like this . but need go jogging or swimming . more better , later i can get kawaii boy .. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahax . just kiddin . ok ??? ok larh i need to other thing oreadi . see ya ..
ee signing off now....

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10:50 PM

> Thursday, September 11, 2008
hey !!! just now , i just worn out man . today is like damn tired for me .
and for EOA . i got so caught up by CPA . sampai ingt tactic nye CPA pulak tuh . and for that i got embarassed . whatever the spelling is . but i don't want to loose my marks on maths . i think we have inteseve maths tomorrow . oh ya !!! i got a great and wonderful news ...
for my EOA prelim paper . i got 64/100 marks , cool right ? its hard to get that type of marks .
but i'm a bit worried for my maths paper . who knows i got below than the other friend of mine . WARGH!!! so damn tired , later i need to go Geylang sey . can die man like this . i think my eyes is like swallen right now . anyway i reach this stupid house around 1 plus . i went home and see my abg inside playing the com . and by the way , he's taking motor license . hope he could pass , if not nanti buang maser jer bayar kan dier nye fee kan ???
yesterday when i was feeling so bored , i kinda sms my friend , siti , she told me that she kena tgl by her parents . but i got no food when buker . rabak man , anyway as the story goes on . as we were smsing all the way when she suddenly said that she felt guilty for something and somewhat . so i ask this
me: asl ? y feel guilty ?
and the rest can't tell you people . is a secret for us . and my other word is 'for us to know and for you to find out' . hehehex . anyway my adik tersayang come home already . and need to ask my sis whether we need to meet her or not . gosh man ... so tired . and i need to tell you this . i keep farting non-stop sey just now .. hehehex ... i think my tummy has alot of angin inside . oh ya ! about the EOA paper just now was ok when , i print the memorandum on the wrong paper . and my favourite form teacher , Mdm Lim kan . whisper to me saying that we don't need the initials . so i listen to her and cancel it . thank goodness that i don't have mistake . except for the first question . i have like 3 wrong spelling word . so i kinda blow up like a bomb (which happen to be SITI , she's a bomb you know ... muahgahahahaha) . i lost 3 marks on my paper . but it think back . that i still had my written paper . so no worries . i just read my EOA textbook . and highlight the key words . see so easy . i prefer EOA , Eng and MATHS for my subject coz i think that they are much more important than CPA . and CPA is a little bit tough and easy . you just remember the input , process , output . and other stuff like , computers in everyday life . those stuff . hai yo . today i have alot of things to talk about ha ??? well that's me . if i have things to talk about , i'll defitnetly .... oik susah nye nk spell ako nie . well never mind , lets pass that . and go on the rest part of the show which is ending soon . i kinda have a few words to say , SELAMAT BERPUASE SEMUE !!!! hahahahahahahahax.
ee signing off .. to Geylang . hehex

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3:59 PM

> Monday, September 08, 2008
hey me again !!! twice in one day i post ...
org giler jer . hahahax . well i've nothing to do but to post u and at the same time study my CPA paper 2 . cause tomorrow is my N level CPA paper 2 if i'm not wrong . well its last lap , like what my teacher said . we need to take this seroiusly . i'm so tired of my life right now . i'm always the person who get scolding everytime i do something but other people made it wrong ... why man ???
and i'm so tired of being accused and being people's slave ... argh !!!!
lepas satu . satu , cerite yng datang . argh !!!
hidop ku di tarok di atas suci,
tidak pernah berubah sejak dulu ,
ako ...
i can't take it anymore ,
a life is more to fun and love and perfect friendship
but this is not . a life can get a meaninful for everyone , people can just take it or leave it,
ok i should stop here ... a gril like me should sleep early , like wateva ..
ee signing off

written by me.
9:48 PM

> Sunday, September 07, 2008
mak kao !!! hidop merana pat skolah siol !!!
ya anyway i'm school , having CPA lesson . and its the whole day . i can die man like this . and to think that i'm starting my first day of fasting ... muahahahahahax . yerp i've finish mine , ehemmmm.... girls stuff last night . but i didn't .. u know what i mean . oh ya ! now i'm having free time . so i just type wat is mainly to be type on . and now my CPA teacher ask us to look how Mail Merge is done . and i'm too lazy to get up . and have a look . but i will , like right now ..
please wait .....
bye peeps need to go

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8:06 PM

> Friday, September 05, 2008
YEAH !!!!!!!
today no schooling lor .. hehehehehehex . so shiok . but i still need to later . need to pick up power risers at Bedok Camp . yup ! power riser from NDP ... and i got CIP for that . muahahahahahahahahax . more CIP more good . no CIP no good ... and i can't wait for tomorrow . me and sis goin watch a movie at woodlands .. yesh !!!! at last i get to see my favourite movie . well for those who is not a jap geek . you can get out .. scram you !!! chey !! play2 onli lar ... well actually today i'm a bit hyper cause i got nothing to do and bored . and now my hands are kinda like shakey . don't know why and i don't wanna know either . and in the morining at around 6:13 . my tummy hurts alot till now . i think is because of that mee goreng "basah" spicy , that's why i got stomach ache . and to think that me and my sis is not fasting either . to malay people , please don't tell anyone that i'm not fasting okeis . if you did , i swear i'm gonna crush you down . ok2 ???
OMG!!!! what is this show man ??? so bored ... and plus i don't see shows that equall to adults ok !?
i only see romantic , comedy not scary type of shows . cartoon yes ... and to think that cartoon is for kids . well teenage watch it too you know . serious man , i got nothing to do but to type you . anyway did i say that yesterday that i screw up my eng paper ? and not 1 but paper 2 also . what oldey am i ? is like i'm 15 going 50 . hahahhahahahahax . mcm paham jer .
oh ya ! yesterday i got a wierd dream . ee you always had an wierd dream . anyway keep going . i dream that all of my classmates had trap in one room , and also Mdm Lim plus Mr Sulaiman . don't know how we got inside that room , and i don't know who is the kidnapper ?? and this wierd dream . it happens to show two times . last wednesday it show up . its a bit scary . and i hope it didn't happen in real life . oh ya ! yesterday , i went to all my fwens friendster account and kacau dorg . ok ..... there's a person happens to dock on the door .... WHAK !!! takot nye ako ... anyway i need to do something . see ya !!!
ee signing off away ....

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1:04 PM

> Thursday, September 04, 2008
WARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was disaster in the afternoon . i wanna dier soon . it is so . i think i miss a quetion , in my english paper 2 . and its N level . but don't worry , if i don't get the points to my N level . there's always Prelim marks . whow !!! this saturday i'm goin to watch a movie call . Hana Yori Dango ( Boys over flowers . i think so ) . i can't wait i mean its jap . and there's Matsumoto Jun , who wanna miss that ? he is the famous star in Japan world . and also in the most famous entertainment . call Johnny . and Johnny , he only take boys as he's stars . like an all boys school . but this is all boys entertainment . so cool . ee like . hehex . anyway i already watch all show that includes Johnny boys . and i only like some shows like Hana Kimi , Hana yori dang part 1 and 2 , and many more . i can't tell which is which right now . cause my head hurt alot . i think i'm tired from all stuff . like exams , chores . and i always went on bed like around 10 , 11 or maybe 12 plus in the mid-night . haish ...
wait ... i think i got something in my eyes . oh ya ! i think its sleep time . hahahahax .. asyik-asyik sleep ajer . its like there's nothing to do . but waiting till this sat . oh i can't wait . i wanna see how they get back the tiara and get married . isn't that cool ???? and i've been waiting alot of jap shows but the episodes did not turn up . boo hoo .. ok , now i'm reaaly .. really tired . my eyes is like half way close . oh i can;t take it anymore . i need to watch something and fast . i'm so bored and tired right now . and i'm not fasting because of you know ..... its the girl thing . and i'm a bit shy when it comes to that stuff . anyway , yesterday . i saw and advertisement of Famous Amous looking for workers . but i can't . i gotta wait until i finish my N level . and to think that N level isn't a easy thing to do . i mean we have those entry proof stuff , and our identity cards and yady-yady-ya . so many rules just to do a exam paper . and i know that i'm leaving my secondary years in how many months . that doesn' t mean we still have to go under that unimportant rules . and i hate rules . i rather do that by myself . but i didn't . geesh ! i got alot of things to talk about huh ? i think i need to be quiet right now . see ya !!!
ee signing off now ....

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6:15 PM

> Wednesday, September 03, 2008
a wonderful life for a person but not for me . its incredible to live like that , but you can't resist the person who left you and live a shiny star like any one else does . well that's what i think for myself . i'm like a dark person with no feelings and always left alone . and can't tell where ever i go . between life and dream , is defferent . people can tell you can have a wonderful one , or the most awful one . a person can have million love , while one has never felt in her entire life . it can be like that . for some people . well today's topic is . people can have but you can't .
i'm sure that most people can have tight life in other ways . but she have losen ones . a weird words , coming out in my head . i can't stop it . its like a memory of our own personnel stuff . i wonder if many people could talk like or not . perhaps in life . we have different thoughts . different ability is what they use . like a man walking with a stick because he's blind . but no one wants to help him crossing the road . after all , he's just happen to be colour blind . but you didn't notice .so you see , a story does not have to end in a bad way . or in a good way . in can end like any ways . that's how a author prefer . like friendship . you can end it a bad way . i'm not saying that i've been there and done it . but please , people have feelings . a word with a thousand doesn't count . to me a feeling with a thousand word do . because we can never know what is like in the world infront you . a world with no feelings is like nothing to compare off . its like a blank page in between . well , i guess a person with no feelings has to go to the hospital . hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahax ....
i know you can tell the difference in each other lives .

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5:40 PM




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