eenie meenie Miney mo lova
give me the night To show you, hold you . Dont leave me out here dancin alone
> Monday, July 27, 2009
MAK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm freaking STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

feel like giving up man. it's too hard and i'm too slow for it.
my drawings keeps getting worse and worse. in my mind. the first i thing wanna do is to cry. cry my lungs out. cannot tahan lor. and i feel like my brain is going to explode within minutes, or maybe hours or seconds. boo hoo :( i seriously wanna cry. there's alot of things in my mind. haish.....
mother oh mother. even though you can't help me but your daughter is going to run away all her stupid things. she can't take it, and she need someone to help her. but the thing is. my mother is busy with her own things. and she can't help me.
she has to take of the household suffs.
like paying the billls and whatever that needs to pay. well, my family is like having abit of financial. can die man like this.
and my dad is like asking me to finish school early. coz we need the money more then anything else. i mean everybody has their own financial diffculties right??? who doesn't. you know what i shall look for drectly after school has ended. after that aim for poly(if i can go..and i hope so). after poly, i'll find a very higher paid job. and keep money and let my mummy and daddy to fly overseas. let them be happy. since they are 45 and 46 this year..... and more. i can't tell everyone right now. well it's more like for me to know, and for you to find out. and why am i typing like a compo ?????? well never mind. move on.
ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm going to DIE already hor. until my knee has swollen in small part. and its doesn't go away!!!!!!! what am i suppose to put on it??? ah-hah !!!! i shall put that cold thingy. so that my knee will be ok.


anyway. i got this question in my mind since yesterday.
why does the time go so fast when it comes to weekends. and when weekdays, the time seems so slow. i mean its no fair, shouldn't it be the other way round..... every weekends the time is slow, and every weekdays, the time should go so fast. pfff....that is like not coming through..........

whatever it is........

i gotta do my work now.......

ermm bubye !!!!!

written by me.
8:11 PM

> Friday, July 24, 2009

written by me.
8:23 PM

>
today........

worst friday ever !!!!

and not to mention i'm freakin out right now....

sheesh !!!
ok ok....relax girl....

what i'm trying to say is, i've just finished my 2 stressful assignments. ya, and Mr.Riduan(Ridwan..can't tell which is which)....didn't came today. so there's a replacement teacher. he's name has something DOR at the end. it sounded like DUMBLEDOR...or LABRADOR...hahahahahahhaks....ee WAKE UP !!!!!!......
lolx :D ...... argh !!! oh i wish i could turn back time. and get out of that E202 room. when that dude is still inside. you know, maybe i could stay in the toilet. haix......wrong day, wrong timing luhs. dear EE....you can never know what happens next so, just sit and see.....
this is what happens when you like this person. who happens to be the same school, same course or maybe same neighbourhood !!!!! and not to mention. same name as your EX !!!! sheesh, this world is reallly sooooooooooo small.

ok....my other ex is making me irritating. keep online. offline. like as if he got nothing to do. and in a while, he'll probably chat with me. asking me how am i doing...blah blah....how's school. got BOYFIREND or not.....those same and stupid question......whatever....



oh ya !!! i've heard 2 new cool songs....
ones from HEY MONDAY...
and the another is from HAYDEN PANETTIERE....
you know what...i think i should put the video clip inside......and also the lyrics...later....

and right now....i need to see this show...
making me feel so mysterious by looking at the picture......

written by me.
8:11 PM

> Saturday, July 18, 2009
argh !!!!!!!

i'm freaking alone again..
well not alone at least...my younger sis went out with her peeps .
while me ... staying at home doing nothing but staring at this stupid
computer. and listening to a sad song...
that is so not me man .
anyways ....


yesterday school was a bit sleepy i guess.
all we had to do is finishing our assignments
which i don't know whether it is graded or not....but i did before yesterday...
that's why the class yesterday was abit too tiring...
oh ya !!! i got to tell you something .
about HIM....
i saw him ,
we took the same bus... but i didn't smile at him
why???
in the morning i make myself in a bad mood...
but then.......
when me and wei ying came back to school after wei ying bought her
clear folder.
i saw him again...
this time,
he's with he's friend.....and that time .
i was laughing like hell..
and then i smiled at him...
but i can see a little smirk at him... wow !!! so scary...lolx :D ... and about that time i smiled at him.
he's friend smile at me... and inside me was saying... ok ..wrong person smile at me.
but its ok....as long as i'm friendly (ok...that was like whatever)..... lolx....
and wished he could talk you know....(too much of an obessed ahahahahaha)....

whatever it is inside me was saying ....
at that time, i'm sure no one wants to know....lolx

bye :D

written by me.
5:00 PM

> Tuesday, July 14, 2009
argh !!!! i'm in love !!! :D

waaaaaaaaaaaaah !!!!!


ok...ok
take a deep breath.....
and let it out....
good.....


well...ermm....i don't know where to start but. i'm sure everybody doesn't want to know why am i in love. he's like super hotssss....super cuteeee...still can't tell who...
muahahahahahahahahahaks!!!! super secret between me and someone else....to those who knows....don't tell anybody uhs !!! if you do ..i chop off your head then you know uhs !!! ok ...i'm like talking in indian style of speaking in english.....ok that is sooo rude of me. but i'm sorry....lolx....wah !!! it's been 2 days that i'm feeling freakin' happy.!!!
dear girl ..... control your emotions ok. or you will lose you happiness away.....huhuhuh ....


anyway DMI lesson rocks man....my older sister loves photograhpy....and she wanted to learn using them...but in the end. i'm the one who learns and uses them...lolx.....too bad kaksu, some day if you bought digital camera. i teach you ok. cheyy !!! macam paham siak ako!!!
and right now i'm into photography. which is super coolssssss !!! if can i wanna bought my own digital camera.....lolx.....but never mind.......

anyway some day i'll show you what i took with the school camera....hehehehehehehees :D ......

and right now its time for me to do my school work.....

bye !!!

written by me.
8:47 PM

> Tuesday, July 07, 2009
sugar, spice and everything nice....!!!!


hehehehees :D gotta say those words.
makes the tip of my tongue itchy.
ahahahahahahaks...laugh...laugh....

whatever luhs girl.
ok ok...today was really not the day for me but. i
manage to put it off the hook luhs ceii.
lolx....
first lesson with UNCLE EE was fine. a little sleepy.
and we went for our 2 hours break. which is super bored and damn sleepy.
but still i make myself a bit emo. oh well, its not a bit.
more like alot emo today. don't know what happen, but never mind.
then at 1 ...
eh ???
why am i telling stories like grandma and grandpa.???

never mind just move on.......

at 1 went to CAH, at E202.... took tempreture....blah blah blah....
took my result slip ....ermm ermm ermm.....

and took picture of the famous HAMBURGER CAKE !!!
i wonder where did kellis, jasmine and danielle bought it..
hmmmm???? i show the pics later... just scroll down and you'll find it....
very the unique cake you know....ahahahahahahahah :D..

ok i think that's it. no more talking and start drinking.
so very the thirsty you know!!!!

oh ya !! the pics
>>
(from right to left>>hong jun....mr.wan...marx...suffyan....danielle....rozaini....last but not least brian...june and july babies...)

aren't they look so cute...
like one BIG WHOLE FAMILY!!!
lolx.. :D

oh ya !!!
almost forgot....

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY KAKAK AND ABANG WAN!!!!

written by me.
10:06 PM

> Friday, July 03, 2009
(this pic was taken before school holiday...lolx..)

wahahahahahahahahahaks.........

ok, i guess i'm crazy right now, but whatever. ok... can't wait for tomorrow....surely fun..bbq at pasir ris, is what i'm waiting for two and a half weeks. ok that is super lame. it's only 1 week(i think). but who cares.
i'm gonna have a freaking fun tomorrow. since tomorrow is sat...and it's the 2nd last day of school holiday.
may my school days be fun. AMIN....anyway move on. sunday my secondary school friends are inviting me to watch movie, which me and my older sis suppose to go but didn't. they say that they wanna watch ICE AGE 3(i think).
which, again, i wanna watch but cancel. and i've already told my mum. but the problem is, where can i get the money people !!!!!!! cinema is not FREE !!!! if i were born rich then that is different. but this. haiyo...i really wanna watch movie since last year. but my mum kept buying cd's from JB. so sad. but it's ok. the advantage of watching it at home you can lay down. and the disadvantage is. sometime the cd's are blur and sometime it'll stuck. and the advantage of watching at the movies is, you can have a delicous popcorn(which is not handmade unlike at home...) and not to mention the screen is super big, and not to mention, it's clear view too.!!!!
ok...ok don't talk about movies any more. it will make me nuts.....

speaking of nuts. did you know. that early in the afternoon. i fried the hotdogs that my mum bought from JB. and they got burned. because i fried them long, until the turned black on the sides . but not all of them burn. haix...i've always wanted to cook.so i could impress my parents. like their cooking is so nice and when you eat it. you won't stop. you just go on.!!!! lolx :D..... ok ee girl. you are so dumb when it comes to that. but no matter what. i must learn how to cook big dishes so that i won't struggle when it comes to my own family....yeah !!!!!ahahahahahahahahaahahahahaks....

ok gtg . need to finish watching HAYATE THE COMBAT BUTLER!!!....
funny story. but no matter what D-GRAY MAN. is still the best!!!! ahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...

bye!!!!

written by me.
8:18 PM




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