eenie meenie Miney mo lova
give me the night To show you, hold you . Dont leave me out here dancin alone
> Wednesday, June 30, 2010
hello again.second time posting my infamous blog.yerp.well,i'm now waiting my NCIS season 6 episode 06 to let it load.so that i won't have to wait it buffering all the time,because i hate it when i'm watching it and half way it stop.so it's irritating.any what,my left index finger is numb due to ketam feast i had last monday.and i can see the colour,blueish black.eeeeeeeeeeekkkkkk!!!

you know what,kaksu bought a story book from borders.it's the author of "surrender" AMANDA QUICK.nice stories man.but some of her books,i've read it.like surrender and....ugh!!!! i forgot.damn.my memory card in my head is going to be explode.too much to think....so yesterday i got scolded by 3 annoying people.my parents and kaksu.yes,i think they're annoying.kaksu if you're reading this............ermmmm............i have to say that my english sucks but at least i can read and understand it on my own thank you.....and yes.i hate the bad side of you.ever since that FUCKER!!!! came in to your life last year.it make me realise that now,you're a sickening girl from HELL....you know why.you're not introvert, like before..you're not the sister i used to know eversince he crushed your life.you're the bitch that says "look at me,look at me.i'm that bitchy girl who thinks about myself and ruin others"....honestly.you suck.! i hate the way you treat me and ifah.yeah! it's true you think about yourself all the time.and i remember that i told you not to believe that idiot so much,but...you didn't.and you told me that he hated us for hating him and assuming him.well,if i don't assume...who will? and if you don't open your eyes wide enough,you will be in much more bad situation then you are right now.i mean...he's a freaking loser! seriously if i were to see him outside walking happily.i'll just take whatever that's nearby and slash his fucking throat.....slaughter him like people slaughter the cows...and i'm not thinking about myself nor the money...i'm not thinking about you either.... but nobody cares for you like how ifah and i do.so next time when you're falling in love with someone else who CLAIMED that he's parents live in egypt.cross him out!!!!!!!!!



so that's for kaksu...i hope that you enjoy reading this post....thank you!!!!!

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7:59 PM

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yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i found my NCIS seasons!!! and episodes.....if you're wondering what the show is all about.go and see it yourself.to those who has starhub cable or singtel mio...it always airs it at FOX channel.so go and watch it! it's damn addictive.haha! and you will love GIBBS or DINOZZO or maybe MCGEE.haha....but now...i like this 2 character in the show.GIBBS and MCGEE....ooooh!!!! so cool.i like cool character.such a cool people....and right now i'm watching season 6.fooooooh!!!!! so fast.and left with season 7.....hmmmmmm.....


ok lah....gonna watch it now......see ya!

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6:27 PM

> Tuesday, June 29, 2010
watching family guy now...damn that peter dude is fucking irritating.and i so so so love stewie.so cute but very mature voice.haha.well,mama,ayah and kaksu are now in johor.hehe.i kinda ask them i wanted a marinated chicken and duck.mmmm.....yum yum.hahaha....
anyways,met my 2 favourite person today....hehe! thanks to mama i get to see them and talk to them today.i'm so happy.anyway,there's 2 things i love right now,watching NCIS and MCGEE.gosh he's cute...but but...somehow..i always missed my shows.damn i need to see the timing of the show.ee go so the timing of the show.!!!!..........................ok done.hahahaha...remember to watch it at the timing.and people it's a must watch show..............




ok got to go...since i got nothing to say right now.speechless in many kind of way....

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11:54 PM

> Sunday, June 27, 2010
another day another life...
as usuall.a day would always be the same.
but not today,i'll be going to eat popeye at tampines.hah! bye bye craving hello chicken.


anyways...yesterday,the family was suppose to go to johor.but canceled.because the siblings woke up late.and it was rainig in the morning too.so it was kinda nice to sleep.like right now.soooo....my dad thought of buying crabs and cooked them.and we did.and it's soooo sedap,foooh! never get tired of mama's black pepper chilli crab.syiok to the core ceii! but there's still some left.raser nak makan tapi perut nak safe for ayam larh.so maybe at night i'll eat....yesterday i didn't get to eat for the 2nd round sooo yeah! power man.hah!


hmmmmmmmmmmm...................so bored,gonna watch south park now.......

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2:30 PM

> Saturday, June 26, 2010
a jerseylicious pump up weekend for me.
you girls should jerseylicious it's damn eye catching.hah! it's because i like cat fights between olivia and traxy.hah!


i was at home for 2 days that got me thinking,i've made alot of promises to everybody.but then i broke them.don't you think it's frustrating.whenever i want to make up for things.other things were just pop out of no where.my secondary school ask me to hang out with them today...but i didn't even talk to them...and i made promises to them.i missed them too...and my boyfriend.hmmppfff!!!...it is sooooo easy to come and find me you know.and sometimes i don't have to ask you right...??? i mean you could find me in school.outside of school....i can't,i got fyp and you got fyp too...soooooo....shoudln't you be going to school doing 3D work.? instead of staying at home??? waiting for me to meet you?...and seriously,i got alot meet ups lately and i cancel them.you want to know why...my school works,my family and my school friends.and i'm not thinking about myself.i'm actually thinking about others recently.well,not recently more like it's the way i am.but really,for myself.i don't know what i want,who i want to see.but i know what i have to do.i just have to make another meet up with them already.i missed them soooo much.and it's a must that i have to make for you people.just to make you guys happy...ok....soooooo,wait for me...just wait.....

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3:45 PM

> Friday, June 18, 2010
GLEE!!!!!!!


seriously i want to watch it,but all the damn video's won't let me.it just pisses me off.
currently at home,hogging the laptop.maybe later i'll eat whatever is in the kitchen.wait...maggie! i'll eat maggie with telur.slurp! sedop oi! haha.suddenly i feel like i want to do everything at home.i feel like curling my hair,i feel like sleeping(well,it's like my first priority in this house you know) i feel like eating,i feel like cooking and to my surprise i feel like reading books.lots of things i can do at home.hais...miss my lovely house alot.haha!
like wise,schools are so hectic(not heptic) too much that are still undone.and not only that,it's been raining heavily this few days,and orchard is now under going flood problems.poor orchard.poor shooping centres,poor ZARA that appear in the youtube video.haha!
family,been going up everyday.ever since rai was born.our family will always smile,even though we are having problems.and i know that we are strong.and all of naughtiness,i want vanish right now.i don't want to make my mum hate me.like my dad told me,during hari raya,kiter mintak maaf dengan mak,cium tangan and sujut kaki.mak akan diampun kan.and not only that,of course you make her cry too.speaking of that,ever since i was small,i never cried whenever i say sorry to my parents.wierd.am i that cold blooded? i hope not.but i could i feel i am now-a-days.wow!

ok so,aku nak carik makan.till then









enjois!


(p.s:* It hurts when I look at you, I fall short of breath, now hold my hand
Why, when that person does not love you?
WHY DONT YOU GET IT?
Risking my everything, I cast this spell, WE CAN BE SO PERFECT
Even if the world becomes my enemy It cant be
It cant be anyone but you )..........

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11:30 PM

> Saturday, June 05, 2010
feeling tired and sleepy,you want to know why...
because i was so engrossed by korean drama,You're Beautiful.hehe.well,i kinda stay up all night for it.because i feel bored and i feel like watching something nice,cool,romantic and exciting at the same time.
when i watched that show,there's this old song,well not really that old though...it's Breathless by Shane Ward.haha,nice song.and the beat of the song is so soft,and very clam.so nice for my type of environment.gee~~ so sleepy,but i think i want to watch that drama.i'm so addicted and curious about it.and i could dream i could be like them,in malay they called brangan taik ayam! hahahahaha.....(*slapping my own face to be wide awake.) so you all will be wondering where i always type my blog right?...well,ever since i got this freaking cool hp probook.i kept on going to facebook and etc...and i'm currently in my brothers bedroom.he told mummy and daddy,that he wants to borrow the car to go johor.lolx.me too wants to enjoy life like that.and not only that,right beside me is he's laptop,macbook.cool or what.haha,whatever lah.not showing off but,i myself feel so jealous about my brother.i want to be like him,but i don't know where to start that's all.lame right,i know.ok lah,got to go...bye!!!



till then,



enjois!

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5:42 PM

> Wednesday, June 02, 2010
home alone part 1...

as you can see i'm alone in this whole green house of mine(due to the fact that my living room is green).and this entire house is all mine! yes,it will be for awhile because mother went out with baby rai to pay something.although i got nothing to do but to sit and wait till mother or whoever will be coming home.for the mean time,just to kill my time waiting i'm just gonna blog about it.
this few days of mine was quite,ermmm...i should say different than usual.of coz i had alot of fun playing waters at wild wild wet and ate a japanese lunch at sakae sushi.which i won't be going there again till the next 2 years of my life.you really need to empty your stomach when you reach there.seriously...

anyway,let's just forget about it.no ones wants to know it anyway.
i got a thinking that when i live,i live for something.and when i die,i die with lossless and forgetful memory about my life.humans number 1 fear is to die.well,to me.we all have to move on and pass on.of coz each road has an end to it.you went alot of obsticle and you die finishing it.just like life,when you say life is hard.it's not you see.life isn't that hard,it's just that you were the one making harder.you have to understands it,and you know happy endings are for fairytale endings.people say in reality,life isn't like the fairytale.well,if you make it like the fairytale,you'll get the fairytale endings.for me,i would prefer the way as it is now.of coz without any pimples on my face and dirty stuffs on my face.well,i should get going for now.remember that life is full of 256 colours with RGB and CMYK...till then





enjois!

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4:47 PM




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