> Thursday, September 30, 2010
Friends do come and go like relationship does.........no one will know how i feel,how i remember it,how i'm going to do.all they wanted is to let me do all those dirty work and left me alone.while they had fun time with others...seriously talking here.i don't trust anybody.and i don't trust myself either.and i will never forget to those who screw me,left me and think that i'm just a person with no feelings and just stepping on my head on purpose.well,you know what KARMA....yes,i know you know the word and the meaning right?.........and don't pretend you don't know.
all i know is that life has many obsticles.whether you did it well or not,you still has to go through it.for my case.people around me just bring it more and more.and yes i care about people first then i do myslef....but hey! limits.remember???.............hais........................you know what.....i think i'm going to see how far i can see them go.and how worse can they be.and plus,i had so many friends that i can be with.and to the readers who read this...........don't worry it's not you.......it's just someone that you people don't really know.and can't know.and it's not him.................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all i know is that life has many obsticles.whether you did it well or not,you still has to go through it.for my case.people around me just bring it more and more.and yes i care about people first then i do myslef....but hey! limits.remember???.............hais........................you know what.....i think i'm going to see how far i can see them go.and how worse can they be.and plus,i had so many friends that i can be with.and to the readers who read this...........don't worry it's not you.......it's just someone that you people don't really know.and can't know.and it's not him.................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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> Wednesday, September 29, 2010
i don't where to begin but...i think i just lost someone.just felt like it.it's hard to say and i knew everyone would probably told that i was at fault....hais....no worries ee,you are strong and your family will always be there for you.............sometimes i wonder if that person has made the right decision.i wonder if that person could live life as per normal.as i.......do........
yes i don't care much about myself.and i always put people in front of me then i do myself.i am weak,but i do know what's best for me and people's future.i am no longer a whimpy girl,i am now a sister,a student and a daughter of a parents who loves me and care for me............as much as i do....................................................
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6:46 AM
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> Sunday, September 26, 2010
"a day without is like a year without rain"from a down low girl to a high tide lady.
suddenly i had this saying inside my mind.i'm trying to find it's meaning though even though it's not english and it's not in the dictionary or what so ever...
but it is cool.
and my title is for no one actually i just like the word.i know i know.....it's from a song title but what the heck! i like it and no one can't do anything about it yo.! OMG !!! i can't sleep!!! what am i suppose to do......
well, i do have pictures to be put.but,it's weird...hais....i think i'll just put it in here just in case...maybe i put up in the facebook :D
my neck hurts.and yes i had like a lot of stories that i need to tell.but i will find time to tell you ok?!?! plus now a days i kept on complaining.yeah! me without complaining is like the dessert/desert without rain.seriously i need to complain sometimes.so do other people! but really.my neck hurts but i just kept it quiet.you know me right.
actually i had nothing to say.it's just that my life goes on as per normal,quite bored and usual.nothing much,but hey! that's what life is all about.right?!?! haha :D cherios!
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12:19 AM
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> Saturday, September 25, 2010
Hi! do u have www.asк.fm account? it looks like a new sensation after formspring. everybody talking about it. :)
really??? wow!
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9:56 AM
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> Thursday, September 02, 2010
i realize that even though i hurt yan a lot.i still love him,but...at times,being in relationship makes me feel more sadder then i thought it would be.and my decision..? i don't know,you choose.i can't.because no matter what i choose i won't be happy...i can't make good decision.and i won't.if i let go of him,i won't be happy.and if i do,i won't be happy either.
YA ALLAH...
tunjuk la jalan yang benar untuk diriku.
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