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> Tuesday, April 24, 2007

helo...
im rite now doing my EOA test...Oh Gosh im scared tht i dun get my distingshen...
if tht is the correct spelling of coz....the paper itself is a bit hard and i'm a little slow...coz i dun get the meanings inside the paper...
they using the short forms of names...i mean wat is the meaning of UC??? and NP and everything...haiz...if only i had studied...isn't it should be easy...

yesterdae...in the middle of the night my ex-boi...msg me...i thought tht he won't talk 2 me animore...like the last mondae...he ignore me...i mean tht is wat he supposed 2 do...isn't it...i mean 1 time lyn should be over...satu kali ajer...pasl nanit bnyk org ingat kiter aper ajer...mentah2 la dier ader gerlfren...nanti semue ingt dier main timer kat gerlfren dier...

ku nye org tk suker break kan relationship org...tpi biler org 2 dah lyn...tk kn nk diam kn jer...kn sombong namer nye 2...i mean realli i'm not kidding...ever since he talk 2 me...i feel like ignoring him..but i do have feelings 4 him a bit...btu he has some1 in his own life oreadi...
oh man...wat am i supposed 2 do...he's like my very first guy tht i loved and nvr hate...i mean all the times we had was fun...
not like physically fun..is mentaly fun...and we actaulli hang out and make ppl confuse their mind....
i mean we're are like ashlee simson and ryan craberra...they play master mind on the press...
by break and patch bck....and we did do like tht except me,myself got confuse....i mean can u imagine...u broke off wif ur boi 2dae...and the nxt dae u patch bck wif him again...isn't tht so weird...????i mean get 2 the straight point here...i've nvr in my entire life i have a game like tis...

actaulli come 2 think of it...its fun u noe...mayb i would like 2 find a boifren like him...has the same attitude...so tht we can confuse ppl easily...
ee likes...hehehehehehehehehehehe!!!!
tht's a loud laugh...can beleive i'm smiling myself in this computer lab...wat a funny joke...
should do it more often...
but im sure at home com cnnt use...coz have nt pay the bills yet...
and guess wat??????
2dae my daddy gt a salary and also a bonus...isn't tht great or wat???
i wish tht i could buy the bag i wan...the bag tht my fren fatin is using rite now...oh well...gtg...see u nxt dae okey..

bubye!!!

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7:20 PM

> Saturday, April 21, 2007

i wonder wat will happen 2 my loves ones...coz nvr in my entire life that i have fallen bck wif my ex-boifren...i mean this is strange...i mean was nvr like...b4 thn i was a girl who had nvr fallen 4 her ex b4..now, i mean ever since he talked 2 me and sms me on the phone...i liked him..again...i think i'm gonna be dead meat..its b'coz he has a gerlfren..and whn he's gerlfren find out...she's gonna kill me...wat should i do man...should i leave him alone or should i just talk him like i always do...and just flirt wif him...plz2 help me...

i think im gonna say sorry 2 my frenz...i mean i dun wanna my frindship 2 end...and just wat say i wanna say all tis time...and maybe they could help me wif my problem...haiz...i wish that there's a way 4 me to 4give thm...well its hard 2 fren like this...ok gtg...its realli getting out of hands oreadi...

tc...!!

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12:39 PM

> Wednesday, April 18, 2007

i dunno how 2 say sorry 2 them...but i noe they won't 4give and 4get...

and i noe that 1 of this days my life will end...in friends that are really not loyalty will even suffer much from me...b'coz frenz even makes mistakes...they make it all time....in fact everybody in the world makes mistakes...its just that they dunno...

and as 4 Afiqah,Rasyidah and Lydia...I'm sorry...that i said things that hurt ur feelings...i hope we could still be frenz...well...u guys aren't so bad 2 be frenz...but u guys also hurt my feelings 2...u guys can said things like my attitude is like a wild gerl...i dunno if its true that my type is wild...i dun like 2 be wild...i would like 2 change 4 the better...4 everyone not only u but everyone

who noes me...

yesterday..wasn't that tough at home...coz my sister just cry...i dunno

wat's wif her...and i dunno the reason...why she cry all of a sudden...and after that she went 2 sleep after reading and feel sad...i dunno ifi can say this but she's a bit emotinal...she's a emo typed of person...she's not a wanna be emo..but she's a true EMO person...2 kaksu if ur reading my blog...i'm sorry but 2 say it...coz i can't take it animore....i mean plz 4 the family...change ur attitude...b4 u cut urself like b4...u use 2 cut urself using all the dangerous stuff from the kitchen...

aniways gtg...

bubye!!!

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7:37 PM

> Tuesday, April 17, 2007

haro2.....

2dae wasn't relli special 2 me...coz alot has been change around me....and even my frenz...tkder kesalahan pun tk nk lyn....mentah2 dorg kene mrh ngn cikgu pun bad mood....

beh tadi tgk2...stare2 kat org....kalau tk suker boleh cakap....kalau bole lar aku sumpah demi ALLAH....yang stau hari dorg ader masalah...beh dorg dtg kat aku....let say banyak masalah lar.....pasl matari dorg..beh one of them nye matair aku nye sedare.....haiz....maybe i'm 2 crule 2 them that's why they are like the witches...

damn witches....i hate them alot...hate their attitude.....

btw i 4got 2 tell you that i'm rite now at skool...doing CME...so boring man...if i can change everything in life and i can make things right...and can make a world peace....well i make my own self a deal that if i kind 2 ppl within this month....i could make myself a different....if not...i could kill myself infront of everybody...

or maybe jump down from the highest building... tat should do it...

u noe like the nike quote just do it...

cool huh???? and 2 everyone out there who is reading my blog....i'm so...so....

Dui Bu Qi...

Maafkan aku...

SO SORRY....

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11:42 PM

> Wednesday, April 11, 2007

hey...

this days...i've been acting wierd...macam rase2 bende tk kene sey...which i noe la, i think...pasal i like this in my friend class...dier cute, handsome, kind and alot 2 describe but i dun want 2...pasal nanit malu...orang bole senang dapat tau...abeh tadi i heard frm Afiqah that my ex-boifriend wanna 2 patch me up...

but i think he won't la...like i'm so over it oreadi...

like Katherine Mcphee sing 1 song tittled "Over It"...

liked that song...if i sing it 2 that "person" i bet he'll say sorry at me alot of times...

aniways i 4got 2 tell u my trip 2 JB....b4 the whole famili noe tat my grandfather died...i'm sad rite now...ok..let's get bck 2 the trip plz...

we actually went 2 the AYER HITAM...2 pay my big2 sisiters wedding stuff..coz she getting married this year...feel like missing her oreadi...and rite i feel like crying....that is on the sunday...and i went 2 JB again on Monday...which i dun go 2 skool...and i actualli bought a nice cap...the brand name is STUSSY...very

nice and its my favourite colour...green....lagi aper ehk...i think its that all...

unless i 2 somemore trips than i can tell u wat happend...

but rite now i need 2 gtg...

see ya...

bubye!!!

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3:36 AM

> Friday, April 06, 2007

yesterday was very tiring coz i have to help my sis with the kendarat thingy...
but overall it okeis...coz i have a great time yesterda...at least get to see the dikir barat and also sri warisan group...oh well i miss my family days with my sis...hope she has a great time...with her new husband or should i say the newlyweds...hehehe....

i actualli wait for them yesterday...and they came home around 9 plus...i can't believe that i have new brother in law...so the fascinating...you know that they have this guest book...where people write all their stuff about...hie soraya and wan selamat pengatin baru...something like that...and alot people put hope they could have child soon...and its serious...and guess what yesterday i saw all my schoolmate at sengkang compassvile...espcially aziz...everytime i saw him over there...but nothing to do just accept anithng and everything...

i can't believe that my sis is oreadi married....so great...and happy at all times...and there's also sad times...b'coz we can't make the bride cry...if she cry she won't get married...
anyway i gtg...c ya..!!!

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10:07 AM

> Wednesday, April 04, 2007

hey it's me again....actaully just now i was at skool so...

i typed a little...and i just want 2 tell that yesterdae i went 2 the library wif my cousin and my 2 sweet siblings...until wat time i also dunno...and 2dae i have prefect meeting...its bout the farewell party 4 the sec4's...and i' under hotdog roll...and teacher ask me 2 calculate how much it would be...co she dun wan it 2 be more than $15...well i think that the bread should not be more than wat my teacher expected...

aniways at skool 2dae was the best ever...first iksan tease me like everydae he used 2 do...and also hatta my fav friends also solihan waved at me...which i dunno y??? i think they gone nuts...hehehehe...if you guys are reading tis...i'm terriblely sorry...but i can't help it...its crazy....4 me of coz...

and 2dae also was not bad 4 fatin coz she got an award tat also goes 4 amira...my good friends...i wished 2 congratulate them 4 that of coz....

aniways i gtg and eat...see you 2morrow...

chaos!!!

bubye!!!

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6:36 AM

> Tuesday, April 03, 2007

helo...helo...well i'm rite now at skool...having my EOA lesson...aniways...

i have to go now...i'll type u later okeis...

Chaos..

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7:54 PM

> Monday, April 02, 2007

i'm so tired 2dae...i think i have "panda eyes" oreadi...actually i went 2 bed at 1 in the morning...

and i feeling bad mood oreadi...while i'm typing you its like force type...

aniways...wat happen at skool was great i and as "friend" of mine is back again...

skrg dier suker gurau ngn aku...and that is great...but i'm havign a bit migrain bout maths today... so the confuse...sometimes i dun understand wat the heck was the teacher saying...and nowadays i feel so scared that i might not be in sec4 next year i might stay back again...i mean this maths was ok but its complicated when you want 2 count it....and art...iy was impossible for me o do something nice...i'm not WANG DONG CHENG, he's a perfect artist..and even my art classmate... RIDZUAN...he's good in art..and he has 1 ticket to go to art skool...i mean isn't art skool expensive???

sometimes when i see someone drawing...i feel happy..and bright and glad..that they could draw...but when it comes to me...it suck...alot of times...its like bad luck of me drawing...

i look the way aieen draw was nice and good...

and she could get A for that...but me...drawing a simple rose won't do the trick...maybe i should be in F&N..its all bout cooking...since i can cook a bit...but i dun think i would like to take chef lesson at ITE college...i prefer taking Retail...coz its look good and who nows i could get a job easily... and by the way, isn't Retail the best...??? when i first saw the course its like my dream to be...and i would like it to be... and who knows i could make my own shop or a something that is for girls or family...actaully i would like to open a shop for clothes or accessories...or maybe shoes...and the stall called..."mix and match girls line"...is it good??? plz leave me a comment if its good...

aniways that's all 4 2dae...

take care blog..

bubye...

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5:07 AM

> Sunday, April 01, 2007

halo...halo

aniwayz i've just came back from Bedok interchange just 2 top up my ez-link...

and OMG...i saw alot of student from my skool...first at the bus stop where i drop off...i saw atikah nye adik angkat...namer dier pun atikah...kekeke sey...du2 terkejut biler nmpk each other...abeh dier dah nampak ee..terus dier salam...agak2 nk pegi maner ehk?? confirm na jumpe kak angkat dier tau...

tk leh duduk rumah...

semalam my family makan kat habourfront...skali2 nampak my friends...si afiqah,lydia ngn rasyidah...hmmm....dah lamer tk hang out ngn dorg...maklum la ee nie kan tk samer class ngn dorg lagi...i miss my last time friends alot...ntah dorg skrg dah pandai ke tk..

btw this year i have alot of funny2 numbers at my phone...and alot of guys like 2 knl2 wif me...

man...last year not like that...this year everything change...oh ya...someday i would like 2 talk 2 my ex-boyfriend a bit...coz lately i've never talk 2 him before...and sumtimes he liked 2 lok at me wif his horror eyes...and whener i wif my old friends...he will go crazy and act like an giler guy...

aniwyaz that's all i want 2 talk bout...

i have nothing 2 say animore..

bubye!!!

take care...

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3:33 AM