I'm so bored now...what I have to do is sit here and type this to you...that's how my life goes guys...nothing to do...feel like crying...but i can't,later my dad will ask me...and he thinks I'll go crazy, just cry without reason...isn't that stupid? well I have to tell you something...I kinda hate my ex-boyfriend now a days...i know I'm a bitch but...I can't help it...usually i do have feelings for him...but now no...he's not the one for me...he's just an ordinary guy that i met few years back...but when i was with him...he's like a guy that came from heaven...he's nice, caring etc...and just he was holding my handphone...then he told me that he gave back after school...that was the first time he said to me...then near the book shop... he hold my hand and that was the first time he did that... that got me shock...and the most strangers thing is that when we're not together...he cared for me...like asking me not to go home late...and not to go out alone cause soemthing bad might happen to me...and that is so sweet...and sometime when i sleep late he kinda scold me saying...why don't you go to sleep...like that...well it seemed that they did have someone that cared for me at school...so kind..hmm...kind like a friend...hope our friendship will go a long2 way...and maybe i can help him find he's true love..then2 can get married with her...what a nice thing...i wish i could that...and he could be happy...and everyday i could see he's face feeling happy...and maybe for once he could not hurt my feelings again...like in the past...anyway i still remember that when i hang out with my friends at bedok...they make funny jokes...and its really funny...can't take it...then when i went home...i felt my stomach cramp...because of all that laughing...some people said that when you laugh you making yourself slim...is that true??? i wonder why...hmmm....maybe it was just a saying...then just now...me and one of my favourite friend on the list amira..make funny jokes using one cloth that we're holding...we laugh until we fell to the ground...then siti...keep looking at us...like we're crazy people...wait...we are the crazy people...hahaha...oh i'm starting again...

anyways

i gtg before i start to make funny jokes again...

bubye!!!