> Thursday, September 20, 2007
ok2....guess that he's still my frind...i can't just bail him out....like an enemy...maklum lar ALLAH kan tak suker orang bermusuh...tk bagos....we must be friends like forever....or maybe the end of our life....until the old....i guess that i have a guy friend that is so cool....we always talk to each other....sometimes we plan this and that....but things never come out....how embarrass....nothing came out.....but i wish that i would wear the same clothes as my gyu friend....i've never had this close with a guy before.....my life with a guy can never be replace.....or anything......
okey....abotu my school....my teacher told me bout next years N level....CPA subject and my coursework is about web page.....and i'm scared....damn scared....i mean i couldn't even get a nice job like this....i mean is hard.....for me.....and i bet its not hard for bernad....she could do that type of job....its easy for her....but me....bluek!!!.....can't even do one paper....and that is paper1 or paper2.....and next year i have maths N level....im nervous now.....really2 nervous.....i can['t even eat....fell like vomiting.....sorry if i couldn't even spell the correct.....ARGH!!!!! im STRESS.....and my life now is sucks.......i couldn't even think....tak boleh buat aper2 lar yang di patut buat.....puasa nie lamer.....badan ako pulak lemah....mals nk kuar dari rumah nie.....ako nie cuma nk makan ajer.....dah tak boleh angkat lor......pening kepale gue nie....tak boleh fikir skrg....ako nie banyak fikiran....ako tak tau aper yang ako fikir.....ako tau ako main fikir ajer.....ako fikir pasl org lain....ako sendiri ako tk fikir kan.....yerlah ako nie kan tk boleh jage sendiri....sebab tuh ako tk boleh kuar ngn kawan2 ako.....takot ako hilang kat luar.....wiek!!!!......
ok la i gtg.....
okey....abotu my school....my teacher told me bout next years N level....CPA subject and my coursework is about web page.....and i'm scared....damn scared....i mean i couldn't even get a nice job like this....i mean is hard.....for me.....and i bet its not hard for bernad....she could do that type of job....its easy for her....but me....bluek!!!.....can't even do one paper....and that is paper1 or paper2.....and next year i have maths N level....im nervous now.....really2 nervous.....i can['t even eat....fell like vomiting.....sorry if i couldn't even spell the correct.....ARGH!!!!! im STRESS.....and my life now is sucks.......i couldn't even think....tak boleh buat aper2 lar yang di patut buat.....puasa nie lamer.....badan ako pulak lemah....mals nk kuar dari rumah nie.....ako nie cuma nk makan ajer.....dah tak boleh angkat lor......pening kepale gue nie....tak boleh fikir skrg....ako nie banyak fikiran....ako tak tau aper yang ako fikir.....ako tau ako main fikir ajer.....ako fikir pasl org lain....ako sendiri ako tk fikir kan.....yerlah ako nie kan tk boleh jage sendiri....sebab tuh ako tk boleh kuar ngn kawan2 ako.....takot ako hilang kat luar.....wiek!!!!......
ok la i gtg.....
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