> Thursday, January 17, 2008
as a teenage girl who is struggling for her life time turn out to be a worse year of her life . as i were an only girl who is not that generous and very honest . is creating trouble for myself . but not others . help me poeple . this year is a bit change for me coz i can't concentrate my studies well . i feel so lousy and hard to catch up anything . although i'm the slowest in the class , i might want to tell myself this . in the outside world is different . i don't get to choose between what's right and what's wrong . of coz i will meet new challenges in life but this year . my life has change totally . as i just entered my last year in secondary life . started to be different . i can't help myself by looking in the mirror and say that my life sucks till the end of it . and i can't just let it go and leave as if i'm nothing and let people controlling my life . because everything that heppen this year has change . after the worse case in my life . facing with new people . i'm not very good at it . and of coz im quite new with everything . people do say i'm the lousy of all lousy . and i do like to complain things that are not suppose to be complaning . its terrible . really .
anyway let's move on to what i've done today in school . let's start with pe first shall we ? ok we . i mean my class and also 4T2 were suppose to do our NAPFA test . i man it was a trial run . my first trial run . it was bad . i kinda flop it down . it kinda shy . for me . and of coz afetr pe was my malay class . but before i went to my malay class . i had to buy some of the things i really need . for malay . like my books and also my malay file . and this stupid2 boookshop lady of ours is kinda irritating me . she kinda not care for us . i mean not only other students who need to study but we too you know . so please let others have their books ealry and get the orders early . i mean after that you can go realx or whatever . if you're tired . like me right now . but i'll think i have to continue tomorrow . ok ? sure thanks ... ya right ....
written by me.
10:36 PM
10:36 PM
> Friday, January 11, 2008
am i having a bad dream or is it reality . dat everithing is gonna change rite now . i mean it doen'ts have 2 be the same always rite . ppl change 4 the better and somehow i kinda ruin it . let me tell the story bout my life in skul yesterdae n 2dae . ok yesterdae i kinda feel lonely coz i like ti n b'coz i've made a decision on my own . a decision dat no one will never make . its study hard 4 GCE 'N' Level . hahahahahax got cha . dis is so happening . aniway i just got bck home . n i'm so tired . feel a lil sleepy but i can't go sleep rite now coz its after mahgirb . n its not gd 4 teens like do dat . ltr ur brain will go slower .n if ur brain will slower , u will not get gd grades . n if u wan gd grades . u have 2 study hard . the better ur study is . the better chance of goin 2 my favourite course i'll get in ITE . wow !!!
can't wait man . i've been waiting 4 dis n dis is it . i could make it on time i could just strive hard n of ocz i'll do it . like they said . just do it . yeah !!!
aniway i got another problem . its sumone ppl like me should help with . its bout my cousin . they ran away . n omg . y man . wat the hell is their parents problem man ? i mean b'coz of them , their children ran away . n when they ran away . they could not get their money and when they could not get the money . they could not get wat they need . n hwen they could not get wat they need . they have nothing babes . u nothing , zero , finish , bamm !!!
i really need 2 punch their faces . if i get 2 punch their faces . then they could go 2 jail . i think dat's wat they realli wanted . JAIL . they should go 2 jail . over there u get 2 see all the stuff u'll need . n its fun !!!
ya rite its fun . so stupid . ppl who believe wat i say is so BODOH . hahax . wait i need 2 laugh my stomach out .
wait my stomach can't laugh . all they can do is 2 process food . after dat they go 2 small and BIG intestine . after goin through there . u have 2 go 2 make shipments from around the globe .
shipments like how long does it takes . if those who dun understand wat i'm saying . go ask sumone who noes . but after dat u'll need 2 keep a secret n dun tell anione else ok ...
dis me EE signing off to japan then america ....
written by me.
7:45 PM
7:45 PM
> Friday, January 04, 2008
hey2 peeps !!!
long time no see .. wateva . dis is wierd typing dis but i have to say dis . i'm graduating dis year . hooray ! to me of coz . hehehe . n i can't wait man . aniway i've just came home . it's soooo . relief . i mean it's so tiring today . i mean my school has said dat we all means ( we all means sec 3 . 4 . 5 onli ) have to decorate the classrooms . and my classroom so damn big can u believe dat ? as u all noe dat i'm no longer type bout my life animore its b'coz of something bad happen to me , which i dun wanna talk bout it . wat's past is past rite ? but i'll juts talk bout wat happen to me in school . dat's all . oh ya ! did i tell ya dat there's two new student from my class ? and yes its from NA class . well my prinicipal did say dat if NA student didi badly on their exams they have to you noe go down on NT . which is bad . i mean ppl do wanna go on the next level rite ? argh !!! so stressed up man . alot of things need to be done dis year . and things to study dis year . i wonder how other ppl can cope wif their own life as usuall ? i can't wait to get out id dat school man . but i will miss all the find coz after the secondary life . we have to move on . we are half way on becoming an adult . and we have to find jobs . take courses in ITE . hai ye ! wat should i do man after taking everithing ? should just stop schooling or should i just continuing study like others ?
hey do u know wat's the meaning of NT ???
it means dat Natural Talents . dat's wat my principal said . well just now my principal gave a speech to all NT students . and he said dat NT ppl are not dat stupid or wat so eva and he also said dat NT students are actaulli good its just dat they need attention from everybody around them . and now i shall ask this to everione reading my blog . is dat true ? i mean we are actualli a veri good ppl . its just dat we are slow and also need attention .
aniway do give me comment after reading dis stupid post . okeis ?
~~~ee signing out~~~
written by me.
5:18 PM
5:18 PM
