> Thursday, January 17, 2008
as a teenage girl who is struggling for her life time turn out to be a worse year of her life . as i were an only girl who is not that generous and very honest . is creating trouble for myself . but not others . help me poeple . this year is a bit change for me coz i can't concentrate my studies well . i feel so lousy and hard to catch up anything . although i'm the slowest in the class , i might want to tell myself this . in the outside world is different . i don't get to choose between what's right and what's wrong . of coz i will meet new challenges in life but this year . my life has change totally . as i just entered my last year in secondary life . started to be different . i can't help myself by looking in the mirror and say that my life sucks till the end of it . and i can't just let it go and leave as if i'm nothing and let people controlling my life . because everything that heppen this year has change . after the worse case in my life . facing with new people . i'm not very good at it . and of coz im quite new with everything . people do say i'm the lousy of all lousy . and i do like to complain things that are not suppose to be complaning . its terrible . really .
anyway let's move on to what i've done today in school . let's start with pe first shall we ? ok we . i mean my class and also 4T2 were suppose to do our NAPFA test . i man it was a trial run . my first trial run . it was bad . i kinda flop it down . it kinda shy . for me . and of coz afetr pe was my malay class . but before i went to my malay class . i had to buy some of the things i really need . for malay . like my books and also my malay file . and this stupid2 boookshop lady of ours is kinda irritating me . she kinda not care for us . i mean not only other students who need to study but we too you know . so please let others have their books ealry and get the orders early . i mean after that you can go realx or whatever . if you're tired . like me right now . but i'll think i have to continue tomorrow . ok ? sure thanks ... ya right ....
written by me.
10:36 PM
10:36 PM
