> Sunday, April 27, 2008
i would like to be on my own for quite sometimes and i hope i could stay there for long .
i've never had dis feeling before and hope not to exceed in those unpleasent memories in my head . i cry b'coz i can't handle things . i cry b'coz no one cares . i cry b'coz i'm not in my schedule . i cry b'coz of things that is misplace right inside my heart is scattered . i shreaded it into pieces b'coz i know it won't last long . and i know it does not need a replacement .
as for today experience . no matter wat i'll continue later .
i need to go recess
written by me.
8:06 PM
8:06 PM
> Thursday, April 17, 2008
i'm not me anymore . y ??? i've never ever felt like dis before . if i did dats b'coz i'm stress can't think much .
just b'coz my sis told dat my favourite , nishikido ryo like sumone else . but i dun mind . like as if he likes me or
know me , muahahahahax . anyway me rite now listening to a sad2 music from one chinese
or taiwanese band . and their all my favourite . it is affective line . i may not know the lyrics but i'm sure dat
is really . really sedih . wuah !!! so windy at Singapore huh .
i wish it could be snowy over here . but it can't . we're under the equeter line . wow ! i must be genius in dis .
hehex . i kept on repeating dis song . even though its old but i still like it .
i wish my life could be a famous singer . it's so famous dat pepeople . argh !!! i forgot how to spell people . oh wait !
isn't dat the correct spelling . ??? oh ! i'm so dumb2 rite now . can't even think .
and to think i'm having my final year examination is coming . it will be on the mid or the first week on the september .
wek !!! help me . i'm stuck on every single detail .
i'm so nervous oreadi . haiz ... what to do ?
tell me people . at leats give me a flight ticket to america or london or korea or maybe scotland .
i'm really into travelling dis days .
i mean travelling is good . you at least get something to do . and experience life before you suffer from anything . just anything happens . like married before yuo turned into 20 . woik !!! dat's scary you know dat .
i think that being a journalism would be good for me . coz its easy .
all you need is speaking good english and love to type your blog or should i say 'NIKI' . hehex .
to think i dunno japan huh ??? of coz i know bout japan culture . since when its 198 something we were
been japan's slave . so sad . i think its our turn to invade them so it will be fair and square .
correct ???
anyway i've gt one more poem to type just for you . plz like it . if not go to hell .
a lone ranger is walking to the secret path ,
a light shown its way ,
a life ranger is in terribe pain in memory,
it can't think coz of his life ,
a secret singer has a double life but dunno ,
she thinks a hardest time find an answer ,
crap poem .
hahahx .
dat's all folks .
i'll see you soon .
ee signing off to JE work place .... JK
written by me.
11:05 PM
11:05 PM
> Wednesday, April 16, 2008
hey peeps !!! me in skul . nothing to do but sitting in the lab doin dis . anyway rite now i'm feeling sick . can't take it man . half of me feel dead , the other half feel a bit happee . coz my aunt just found my wallet dat is lost in
last 3-4 days .
thanks mum for dat .
anyway moving on . yesterday was ok except dat i have to go to my NDP practice . which is incredible fun . i actually get to learn how to do break dance . but i'm not to sure myself dat i can do break dancing .
i felt dat rite now i'm more into dance den any other things . but i will still remember my skul . and family , plus frenz .
if you could see it dat rite now my face could turn into pale white face .
well i got nothing to say rite now but i feel dat my heart hurts alot in sometime , or should i say in no
time . haiz .... wat am i goin to do rite now ??? is dere sumone out there could help me ???
by making me happe all da time but not like dis . i feel so destressed all the time until
my sis could find alot of white hair at my head . wat the heck is dat man .
rite now i'm having my elements of office administration subject . is bout office work . but its not dat tough though
i like it . when i'm in to my ITE years i'll be having my retail and continue my life as a
working business . i think i'll be studying until university and dat's final .
after everithing i'll be travelling around da world before going back home in here .
hai yo ... che me ban ??? aper nak bikin ??? wat to do ???
dat's the language i could speak rite now .
todae i can't talk much but i could do work more . and at home i have to eat until my lungs couldn't breath any longer
then eat my medicine than go to sleep . for a while then do some homework .
anyway dat's all larh i can say ...
ee signing off to the clinic ....
written by me.
10:22 AM
10:22 AM
> Wednesday, April 02, 2008
i'm so weak can't get through anything at all .
one minute i was with them . the next minute i was like lying again and again .
wat's all that man . can ppl at least tell me why am i acting this way ?
argh!!! this is so irritating . anyway i've got this compo or music writing .
i think you should put a comment bout this .
i walked alone in the dark
in the dicso night
i got carried away when i look into one corner ,
it was him .
the guy who invented me into his world .
and all i want is just a love from u
can u give me that ?
or are you gonna let me go
the way u touch me
i kinda love it
the way u see me
i held it inside my heart
i wish i could hold u tight and never let it go
it's so simple until i could not resist it
can u give me that ?
anyway that's the only word or lyric i could get it .
anyway this is ee signing off to hmmm.. let me see ...
tokyo ??? in chibaken .
hehex .
bye for now .
written by me.
9:15 PM
9:15 PM
