> Tuesday, July 22, 2008
today is a bit sucks coz i saw something dat i should not see . well , i read one of my sis writings just now while i was cleaning da bedroom . anyway she got a job at isetan ,
at Parkway . and i thought dat she kinda like dat job . but it turned to be the worse of her .
actually , i don't know wat does she want from life . isn't dat good working there ? as long as you working at a retail shop . u know dat she wanna have a high class job , but she does not have the application .
i'm sorry kaksu , but i have to say dis . i do care bout u and also other people in da family ,
but u gotta except wat's best for u and the family . u know dat its hard to find job dis days .
and GST dis days are high . u know wat economy dis days are like right ? try to understand it . and please don't say dat i don't understand , which i DO eventually . people dis days like to say dat i don't understand people . i do a little , but i try so hard to understand u know . i too has alot of problem . like studying and being slow in class . and not only dat .
i have to take over dis house like cleaning them . and if i ask my younger sis to help . do u think she'd help me ? do u think she wanna listen to me ? i know i'm da weakess in dis family . so please , give some time to change everything in my life . i'm tired doing things dat are simply stupid . and i'm counting my life on it .
anyway in school just now , was like bored . as usual . but my form teacher did not came .
and we can listen to music while doing our job . and yesterday i saw ...
ikhsan sey ... so happy sey . and to my dearest fren siti norain . don't call me HINDI CHICKS ok ?? nanti ako btol2 jadi hindi chicks baru tau muahahahahax . haix . feel like crying rite now , but i can't . my emotion here are like struggling so hard . can't imagine wat my future are like . is it goin to be good or was it goin to be ruin ??? to me, i've got so much to say wif so little time .
wif so many things in life , u can never let go of it , like u always do . and if u do feel like crying . how bout think twice . y are u crying for ?
anyway dats da sad side of me .
and dis is real ok ?
ee signing off ...
written by me.
7:22 PM
7:22 PM
