> Sunday, August 31, 2008
hey peeps . its me again ... anyway i'm bored , and guess what in how many few minutes or hours later . fasting month is coming . and i have to start to spring cleaning this bloody damn huge house . so tired . its like i have alot of things in mind right now . my N level is coming . and right now the living room is damn dark . so scary . haix ... feel like crying . everyone started to ignoring me again , and i'm started to get depressed . again , what can you tell ? its life . i've got nothing to change unless, i , myself make a difference . which i don't know how or don't know when . oh gosh i can't take this any more . i'm never this type of person . its just that people make me feel like this . anywya sorrie if exchange the song . and its jap , coz i like it . and if u don't . you can just walk away ok .
so you see people how stress i can be . now my sis started to become like orang kepale besar . is like she started to become like a person i don't and really don't want to know bout her work place . ever since she work there . she started to be mean . like the rest of the member at that stupid Isetan place . argh !!!! anyway bout this song . its kinda cool . i like the tune . i'm not the pun rock type , but i like it to pop rock . that's all . like paramore, click five, the brilliant and many more . i'm sure you do same like me . any way people reading my blog . please make bulan Ramadhan the happiest month ever . coz sometimes it may ne the once in your entire life to have it for muslims . and don't make sins like i did . its not good . ok .
so you see people how stress i can be . now my sis started to become like orang kepale besar . is like she started to become like a person i don't and really don't want to know bout her work place . ever since she work there . she started to be mean . like the rest of the member at that stupid Isetan place . argh !!!! anyway bout this song . its kinda cool . i like the tune . i'm not the pun rock type , but i like it to pop rock . that's all . like paramore, click five, the brilliant and many more . i'm sure you do same like me . any way people reading my blog . please make bulan Ramadhan the happiest month ever . coz sometimes it may ne the once in your entire life to have it for muslims . and don't make sins like i did . its not good . ok .
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> Friday, August 29, 2008
Hey peeps !!! its me again … hahaha . well just now , I had fun . my friends and I went back to my old school . we only get to see my malay teacher . boo hoo . well after seeing all those teachers . we went to walking all the way to bedok just to eat at Macdonald . ke siao … hahahahax . I really miss my old friends , and I get to see them once every year if twice a month . weak huh ??? I wonder wat happen next year ? will I get to see my friends again or will I be separate from them . ??? well I don’t wanna to stop my friendship with them any more , because we had fun together when we all a primary student . and I hope they could pass their GCE ‘N’ Level exams with flying colours . and also break a leg . hehehehex .
Haix today’s a teacher day . Tuesday is my N level day . and I’m scared . can anyone help ? I’m stressed and so stuck in my life . after wat I hear from zulaikha that she and amira would like to be with me . I was like oh . but in my heart I’m happy . but I can be any one friends . and I won’t forget any one unless that person wanna forget bout me then that’s fine with me . that’s me people . life can tough sometimes . if you could understand why you live , then you’ll know why . like me . I know why I live . because I’m happy and no one could disturb my life . unless they’re my siblings and cousins. anyway I got to go . see ya later alligator …
Ee signing off rite now ….
Haix today’s a teacher day . Tuesday is my N level day . and I’m scared . can anyone help ? I’m stressed and so stuck in my life . after wat I hear from zulaikha that she and amira would like to be with me . I was like oh . but in my heart I’m happy . but I can be any one friends . and I won’t forget any one unless that person wanna forget bout me then that’s fine with me . that’s me people . life can tough sometimes . if you could understand why you live , then you’ll know why . like me . I know why I live . because I’m happy and no one could disturb my life . unless they’re my siblings and cousins. anyway I got to go . see ya later alligator …
Ee signing off rite now ….
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> Wednesday, August 27, 2008
i've got a huge thing next week ... which is my GCE 'N' level . hai yo . so fast man . dunno what to say oreadi . anyway today i just got my Prelim english paper 2 . and i got 34 and a 1/2 over the total which is 60 . i was wondering is dat mark good or bad ? if its worse . i need to practice more on english and maths plus EOA . dis year , i can't concentrate much coz there's alot things goin around in school lately . and yes today was still a boring day like always . no shock news like any other days . and in school , i've teach my friend a new word . BEACH ... meaning => BEAUTIFUL ENVIRONMENT AT CHANGI HOSPITAL . cool huh ? well dat's me . always talk nonsence . well if i dun get to talk nonsence , i will very boring and sometimes i feel like i'm depresse cos of boredom . hai yo boleh mati lor . oh ya ! did any of you tachi (all) heard the news last sunday ? there's this two teen from Tampines Sec killed themselves , just because they knew when they are all gonna die . creepy ha ?! what a strong feeling that both teen has . well i hope that they could be happy at heaven , where there's alot good stuff happens there . well i wish i could becom one of them . but not die on an early age . people might think i'm crazy or something . well that's me . i'm alwasy the crazy of all craziness .
have you heard that someday people might think that you are not the only good person in the world any more ? well . i dun ... muahahahahahahahax ... sorie but i gotta say dat . gosh ! i'm bored . or should i say "gosh i'm pretty" . hehex familiar ha ?! . well i got that from the Fairly odd parents .
and i think i need to see my video first and then go to sleep . coz tomorrow the big day ...
ee.hamtaro signing off like rite now .....
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> Friday, August 15, 2008
never figure out why am i always being so overly exciting for tomorrow's visit of an island called . Pulau Ubin . well i dunno the english word for dat island , but its near to the city in Singapore . haish ... this few days my family has been so quiet . really quiet , its like living in an library . and when it gets midnight like around 9 plus . my home will probably be all noisy . its way up-side-down . and tomorrow my sister has an off day until sunday . i'm really happy . at least i can stay up late with her . if not , i have to sleep early every friday night . and dat's boring .
anway i've watch dis show two siblings , they are like enemies . but they are not . the younger sister , she's still a student and has no feelings for a hottie in her school . cool huh .. i wish i could be just like her . and she always get order around by her older sister . and talking bout her older sister . she's a gorgeous , vein and also a devil to her younger sister . its a funny story and i like it . its so superb . hehex .
anyway in school to day has nothing but we went on a school learning journey at Tuas Checkpoint . where there's a road to go to Malaysia , Johor Bahru . ya . that side . and they serves us some food . there's carrot cake , chicken , siew mai , cakes etc ... and also a fruit punch ... cool huh ? well its awsome but not cool but awsome . hehex ... so bored . seriously there's nothing but bored ... BORING !!! ... blueks !!!! this is a total freak action
anyway that's all folks ... see ya later aligator ...
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> Wednesday, August 13, 2008
hey peeps !!! its me again . aniway i've got dis sentence or phrase or should i say words ... for ya'll people ... it happens to be a japanese song but i kinda translate it .. hope u like it ...
A light is swaying, it's shaking The pain is healing and quietly disappearsI take your life foreverYou take my life forever
One tear lightly falls downTry to get through to the thoughts/emotions, and they just disappearI take your life foreverYou take my life
Do not stop, time is rushing past (The traces of your tears will scatter, the color of your tears will seem to disappear)As with the rain, love will surely fall incessantly
Return them, give back the memories(The traces of your tears will scatter, the color of your tears will seem to disappear)The loss of everything, this is the end of the worldThis is sorrow
Although you make whatever end you want, your heart remains a mysteryIt is like the darkness of a circle
The truth draws nearer
Although you make whatever world you want
You can never see what tomorrow bringsIt is like a lily in a circle
You do not know of its filthYet the wish is clear
One person, like a flower dyed in white
Nothing changes, and he quietly vows:I take your life foreverYou take my life
Unreachable, only the voice remains (The traces of your tears will scatter, you hide behind two faces)
Like the wind, love will gently blow through
The endless night will sleep (The traces of your tears will scatter, you hide behind two faces)The scar of your dreams leave behind the pain
The sorrow
Although a small light is born
You grieve all over againIt is like the lie in a circleThe lie disappears
Although the last feather unfoldsThe law changesThe flower of the lily is short-livedThe pain will not vanishIf it is a dream, then so is the love
so how ... good rite ? anyway do read dis people ... its one of my favourite . aniway to the guy who like to say vowgel language to me ... seriously ... ako sumpah demi ALLAH , dengan tanah ... kao akan hidup menderite tao ngak !!!!\
dat's all .
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9:06 PM
9:06 PM
> Saturday, August 09, 2008
hey peeps !!! wassup .. today i had da most great time of ma life , i get to spend a quality time wif my friend micha . i mizz spending time wif her . i dunno y . i feel like i'm kinda lost a little . when i feel like i'm stressed or something when i need to share i usually share it to her , but now i can't . its sad for me . well , to my dearest friend , amira , i have to say dis . even though we dun usually talk to each other , we dun hang around wif each other and dun usually ... argh !!! anything ar. i still am u fren . ok . who always be there when no one is by ur side . and i'm not try to be ur lesbo or anything . i'm just saying dat u dun need to say sorie or saying we need to end our friendship like dis . i mean we are still friends rite . hehex ...
anyway , talking bout the ndp . i had a great time . but a bit tiring , until my shoulders is like shouting in pain . and a litlle sleepy, but i need to post dis u noe . dis thing dis life dis story . just wateva . oh my gosh so sleepy . its like i can't think a word . and also a litlle sleepy . and i'm hungry , all into one . haix aper larh nasib ako skrg ehk . semue ako punye dah kene dicurik . kalao tk dicurik tk sah punye . ako nie kan org yng tk mampu aper2 . ako nie kan org yng tk bagus mampuan kawan . aper yng nk tk dpt aper yng ako punye tk dpt . semue nye larh ako tk dpt larh ehk !!!!
ako nie dah tengah geram skrg . aper sey . ako tk paham arh hidup ako skrg . sepatot nye hidup sebenar nye bagos , cerah gerek . tapi nie . hidup aper . hidup tk guna ada lah . i mean can someone understand my feeling .
anyway i'll continue dis tomrrow ok . since i'm dis tired . so gd nites and thanks for being a gd friend amira . i appreciate it .
oh ya happe b'dae s'pore !!!
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12:36 AM
12:36 AM
> Thursday, August 07, 2008
helo peeps !!! me again . i knoe u all hate posting my bloggy rite ??? ya me too . but i have alot to say ya know ... of cos when u wanna have a bloggy . u have to say wat so ever in ur heart . and now i'm gonna say everything dat's in my heart now .
here goes .... NDP is coming and i'm so nervous rite now . wat if there something happen i mean like my pants got torn since rite now the colour of the costume has disapear forever . and i kinda forgot to tell my mentors today . hehex . chicky me . but wat to do .
i feel like killing myself of the stupid costume . if it wasn't so colourful , my costume will be look pretty . like wat i wanted . and rite now i'm so tired , can't even bring my eyes up to the level . i feel like i'm sleng sey ...
every night when i am sleeping . i've been dreaming dis wierd stuff dis days . u knoe the pelik stuff . unusual if any english people dunno wat's the meaning of pelik .
well i've been stressed out dis days and i was hoping dat someone could help me out by destress me . in healthy a way . as u can see dat i myself been smoking for quite sometime
and now i dun wan dat , since it will effect my health . and it since it will effect my health , i shall have it in cleaness healthest food i've ever eat . hehex . whenever i'm stress , i think of food . u know me rite , im a type of person whom will die for hunger . but i'm afraid dat i'll be fat so now a days , i dun ea dat much . when i feel like eating . i'll eat , but when i'm not . i'll zettai eat .... wow !!! i even talk like i'm japanese or something. haix ... so boring .its like i got nothing to do , but sitting here like an old shack . i dunno wat shack means but , i dun thnk dat it will come out at the malay dictionery . ok people i gtg ... bubye !!!!
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> Monday, August 04, 2008
ok its me again , and i'm gonna pass out soon , b'cos i'm so damn tired . dis is da first time i felt like dis . my eyes is like sayign SLEEP !!! but i can't , cos' i gotta work ma ass out people !!!! and i know wat i mean ok . i hope someone could help me out rite now . like cleaning da house for me , cos' i need to study for my up coming prelim paper and dat is EOA. it means elements of office and administraion . its quite easy and a little difficult , but ever since i'm so lazy bout studying , i have , to u know .... make it up . cos' i need future for me and everyone else . i have my dreams to line up for me . but i dun think its gonna go straight for me or gonna go curled up like a total curly hair . OMG !!!! JONAS BROTHER are like the no .3 on the TRL count down . i mean they are like hottest dudes in town . WHOA !!!! i think i'm goin crazy oreadi and much more . dat's b'cos i'm bored and hungry at the same time .
wat to say i can't do anything else except doin the same thing everyday . cleaning ... cleaning ... and more cleaning ... if its not cleaning , then i probably doin something else like killing myself . haish ... i need cigarettes baby . where can i get one ...
to my siblings and cousins ... please dun tell dis to anyone else , even my dad
he'll kill me and probably throw me out of da house . cos' a girl like me shouldn't be
smoking , like others . for me smoking kills . but i can't take it anymore . i feel so stressed up about things . families and friends . they are having alot problem .
i dunno y . but i wish they could stay out of trouble , before i say dat u people need to go counsilling ...
and last saturdays NDP , was a little to merepek . cos' all those stupid people are like total crazy . muahahahahahahahahax . just kiddin . it was ok . except we got scolded by our mentors . cos' of our props are like spoiled . and our shoe covers and gloves are gone for some people . its like they do not know how to take good care of their stuffs , or maybe they aren't dat responsoble . ok peeps . i need to run off oreadi .
cos need to do the house chores .
ee signing off people !!!! do cheer up for the best ok !!!
be yourself all the way ...!!!!!!!
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5:03 PM
> Sunday, August 03, 2008
hello !!! people in earth . yerp its me again . of cos' i'm the owner of this blog . and no one knows my username and password . and of cos' people know dat too rite ? anyway
i've just watch a variety show and its fantastic . and my stomach is like grumbling of hunger .
i need food . plus my parents had went off to go to weddings . and i'm sure they would bring home food . cos' i'm seriously hungry now . oh ya ! rite now my younger sis is playing my NDP suit . well . she look kinda funny wearing it b'cos her body is kinda small . and now i'm gonna laugh at her . muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahax . dat's all .
well in the afternoon which is just few hours ago . i've watched a movie called PICTURE THIS . its funny . a little bored . and the co-stars are ashley tisdale and some dude which i dunno who . never seen him before from other movies . and please dun ask me wat's the movie all about ok ? if u wanna see it . go buy yourself the movie . wow ! dat is so mean . i'm like the meanes person ever . wateva . let's just continue . i would like to ask dis . where da heck is my parents is . tak kan khawin dier sampai mlm sey ? and wat bout my sis .
i mean she's working today . tak kesian kan ke ? dah larh tadi dier lupe bawak handphone dier .
oh ya ! my mum has just got her new phone yesterday . brand = Nokia 6210 . with navigater . so jealous of me . i wish i got a new phone . but i wanna it to be Sony Ericsson . and seriously my younger sis need to get her green form oreadi . i mean she's wearing socks in the house and twirling everywhere . i think i need to buy her a room dat says . dis room is for crazy people only . skrg dah MAHGRIB . i wanna wish rite now . i wish i can a sweet life and i wish my dreams could come true like wat i expected now . dat's all . ok . now i'm irritated by wierd sis of mine here . i wish i could do soemthing to her . like stop twirling in dis house !!!! anyway people don't try twirling in ur house . it dangerous . i wish i could get my hands all mandicure . with colours . hehex . haix . ok . i'm gonna stop here cos' my bro need to use the com . watching his stupid videos . i'll continue my life story tomorrow . ok !!!
bubye people from earth . EE is goin to JUPITER now . bubye !!!!
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