> Saturday, January 31, 2009
ya ya ya ...
today in nothing but saturday . as usual nothing to do but sitting at home like
a prisonner . but at least there's computer , the tv and food !!! alot of food !!! yummy food nk kater kan lurhs ... anyway .. right now i'm listening to Rihanna . Rehab . cool song and of coz i'm like the person who is "ketinggalan dalam zaman" . hahahahaks . its like half of the world had known this song . and i'm like not yet . today is like a damn bored .
what happen tomorrow man ? wah wah wah !!!
and the time now is 10:41 PM . and its saturday night . isn't saturday night suppose to be a great night ? you know what i feel like doin ?
i feel like goin to the PUB and celebrate the night out baby !!!! YAHOOO !!!!!
wow ! i feel like i'm me again . oh well !!! guess the real me is stuck inside and never let it out coz of shyness . why would i feel shy . i mean i know everyone . not everyone in the world or universe . its just in SINGAPORE !! errr.. not everyone in SINGAPORE though . i know my classmate . i know my family (like duh !) , i know my teachers clearly . i know my secondary school friends , i know my primary school friends . and i also know my cousin . ya !
somehow , somewhat . i felt soooo sleepy and feel like dummy .
can i tell which universe i came from ? is it earth or jupitor or maybe pluto .
anway , in the evening . i've just watched this show . its about a marriage couple . this girl is actaully a doctor , and she's actually sick . and not only that . she's carrying a baby boy in her . after giving birth to a beautiful baby boy . she felt a little sick . i think . and started working again . after working and everything . its the baby 4 months birthday . and on that day , she and her baby died . and left the husband . this story here . is very touching . thank goodness i didn't cry . hahahahaks .
anyway gotta go . i have to check up on something . see ya
wouldn't wanna be ya !!!
today in nothing but saturday . as usual nothing to do but sitting at home like
a prisonner . but at least there's computer , the tv and food !!! alot of food !!! yummy food nk kater kan lurhs ... anyway .. right now i'm listening to Rihanna . Rehab . cool song and of coz i'm like the person who is "ketinggalan dalam zaman" . hahahahaks . its like half of the world had known this song . and i'm like not yet . today is like a damn bored .
what happen tomorrow man ? wah wah wah !!!
and the time now is 10:41 PM . and its saturday night . isn't saturday night suppose to be a great night ? you know what i feel like doin ?
i feel like goin to the PUB and celebrate the night out baby !!!! YAHOOO !!!!!
wow ! i feel like i'm me again . oh well !!! guess the real me is stuck inside and never let it out coz of shyness . why would i feel shy . i mean i know everyone . not everyone in the world or universe . its just in SINGAPORE !! errr.. not everyone in SINGAPORE though . i know my classmate . i know my family (like duh !) , i know my teachers clearly . i know my secondary school friends , i know my primary school friends . and i also know my cousin . ya !
somehow , somewhat . i felt soooo sleepy and feel like dummy .
can i tell which universe i came from ? is it earth or jupitor or maybe pluto .
anway , in the evening . i've just watched this show . its about a marriage couple . this girl is actaully a doctor , and she's actually sick . and not only that . she's carrying a baby boy in her . after giving birth to a beautiful baby boy . she felt a little sick . i think . and started working again . after working and everything . its the baby 4 months birthday . and on that day , she and her baby died . and left the husband . this story here . is very touching . thank goodness i didn't cry . hahahahaks .
anyway gotta go . i have to check up on something . see ya
wouldn't wanna be ya !!!
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6:32 AM
6:32 AM
> Friday, January 30, 2009
wah !!! today very the long day man !!! hahahaks .
ok first thing first , today i had presentation on my art work .
quite embarrassing though . seriously . but overall ok lurhs .
first time presenting my own art work on my own . when i went up there ,
i can feel a little pressure man , its like i'm taking oral (AGAIN!!) . and i'm
like the person who gets easily had those butterflies in the tummy !!!
serious giler bab ceii !!! hahahahaks . and DANIELLE'S presentation was
like OK man !! when she does like that , i was like . OMG !!! how am i
supppose to talk like that when i can't even speak out on my day of oral ???
i mean for the whole entirely 10 years of oral . i have like half a mark .
which is not good . coz i wanna aim higher . coz i'm like a girl who is seriously nervouse when it comes to people . and when i know that
person longer . i started to blow up my damn voice . ermm . ya !!!
that's what i would call myself ... a loud speaker ... hahahahahaks . lame giler ceii me .
hmm . lifeskill was way bored . i slept like 5-10 min i think .
then i took SUHAIDEE'S PSP . and play it , coz i'm damn bored . oh ya .
my heart was laughing when dylla was passing ear piece and mp3 to
adee .. coz it was soooo . ticklish you know . b'coz they were talking bout
music . which i oso like ... i mean who doesn't like music man .
when you're sad , you listen to sad song
when youre happy , you listen to a happy song
when you're angry , you listen to loud song .
all common stuff . wah !!! saaaaaaap !!! i'm like a music expert lurhs ceii .
hahahahaks . damn my nose is stuck . always like this ... my nose and my tummy both sensitive you know . cannot eat oily food lurhs . cannot
smell certain perfume lurhs . aiyo !!! i'm like a handicap in a special
manner .
eik !!! funny . handicap in a special manner . i wonder if it exists or not .
oh well gtg babes !!! can't type any longer . since i'm ran out of words ...
adios !!!
ok first thing first , today i had presentation on my art work .
quite embarrassing though . seriously . but overall ok lurhs .
first time presenting my own art work on my own . when i went up there ,
i can feel a little pressure man , its like i'm taking oral (AGAIN!!) . and i'm
like the person who gets easily had those butterflies in the tummy !!!
serious giler bab ceii !!! hahahahaks . and DANIELLE'S presentation was
like OK man !! when she does like that , i was like . OMG !!! how am i
supppose to talk like that when i can't even speak out on my day of oral ???
i mean for the whole entirely 10 years of oral . i have like half a mark .
which is not good . coz i wanna aim higher . coz i'm like a girl who is seriously nervouse when it comes to people . and when i know that
person longer . i started to blow up my damn voice . ermm . ya !!!
that's what i would call myself ... a loud speaker ... hahahahahaks . lame giler ceii me .
hmm . lifeskill was way bored . i slept like 5-10 min i think .
then i took SUHAIDEE'S PSP . and play it , coz i'm damn bored . oh ya .
my heart was laughing when dylla was passing ear piece and mp3 to
adee .. coz it was soooo . ticklish you know . b'coz they were talking bout
music . which i oso like ... i mean who doesn't like music man .
when you're sad , you listen to sad song
when youre happy , you listen to a happy song
when you're angry , you listen to loud song .
all common stuff . wah !!! saaaaaaap !!! i'm like a music expert lurhs ceii .
hahahahaks . damn my nose is stuck . always like this ... my nose and my tummy both sensitive you know . cannot eat oily food lurhs . cannot
smell certain perfume lurhs . aiyo !!! i'm like a handicap in a special
manner .
eik !!! funny . handicap in a special manner . i wonder if it exists or not .
oh well gtg babes !!! can't type any longer . since i'm ran out of words ...
adios !!!
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4:19 AM
4:19 AM
> Thursday, January 29, 2009
some people just don't seems so real ... for some purpose they seemed to forgot what they say to you .
i may look loud, nice, happy . but in the inside i'm like a BITCH, feakingly stubborn, and mentally idiot . would you still like me ? would you want me to hurt you ? what would i do when i feel all up sided and emotional stress thinking of you ? i don't want that . seriously i'm like a person who don't like shits and becoming and emotional person . but there's this whispering keeps me feel like i'm gonna fall right threw the very grown . i know what i'm thinking . at home i keep thinking of you . but in the cold i don't . am i that mean ? where would i be if i'm not real ? where would i be if i'm alive ? i need love i need life i need adventure to my own dreams . i'm like a tiny dot that has nothing but fear . i'm like sickening inside . would i laugh like before ? i have to keep living in my own dreams ,
do mind if i have to say this .....
FUCK
CHEEBYE
BUTO !!!
PUKIMAK
SHIT
BITCH
SIAL URHS !!!
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5:15 AM
5:15 AM
> Wednesday, January 28, 2009
can my life go on like this ????
i wish someone could help me go through a mild road that can lead me
a good happiness ... i need you alot ... for once i wanna a leading man
to help me do the right decision . i don't wanna die with emotion .
i wanna a lifely that can make me fly like a beautiful bird . you show me love .
but what i've show you is hatred . can i go on ?
i wanna to love you with all my heart . for once in my life .
why can i get that truth ....
is this love can make me do ? feel hatred ...???
can i believe myself ???
would i trust anyone in my life . a thread has pass by within my ears .
a heart beat in my heart is scared .
that's all that matters now .. no life that suits me alot ... no dream
that torn out of me . no love can make me happy .
i wonder if he can ....
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5:59 AM
5:59 AM
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argh !!!! damn you stomach !!! i've been feeling this for like 3 days straight . and to think i was gonna be ok for the first day . well i hope there's nothing wrong with me . i've been thinking negative lately . i don't know what happen to me but i don't wanna people to know what i'm thinking lately . so if you were to ask me , don't even bother to let me tell
you off . and i'm so damn sleepy , feels like sleeping the whole day man . but anyway wat to do . i'm a girl . and a gilr
can't sleep in the afternoon . which apparently i did . hahahahahahahaks . wat only me urhs .
anyway the whole holiday was way tiring for me . and today was super 100 % tiring . we need to finish our assignment , since i'm half way finish . i might as well write a note to my presentation on ANGRY VS JOY !!! muahahahahahahahaks . hmmm. .
anyway its been 3 days i'm with him . but the funny thing is . i don't feel hatred at him at all . well i must say he's
a gentleman you know . but today . i mean just now , i think i've just shouted at him . ooohhh . poor him .
i'm so sorry dear . well it's not me at all . its b'coz of that stomachache thingy . i hate to be painful all the time you know . its always me who feels sick all the time . but actually i'm the weakest person in the family if you blogger wanna know . argh !!! ihate my bloddy life man !!! sick ... sick ... is all i get . but no better .
haix . oh ya !!! i'm now watching a cartoon !!! and there's this HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL thingy . i hate them . like kids man . and they actually can do a kids show like DORA THE EXPLORA . i don't know what potebtial they have .
too much criticise man . no good . wierd !!!
anyway . gotta clean the damn house .
CHOWS !!! people !!!
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12:14 AM
12:14 AM
> Saturday, January 24, 2009
hey hey bloggie dear !!!
i'm so damn happy . yesterday was way , way fun you know what i mean ya !! first thing is the class gathering . second thing is i'm superly in love with this special guy whom happens to be mine and olny me !!! aiyo . feels like i'm an obsess .. don't be so overeact lurhs girl ... must be chill . ok ok . shit i'm soo happy !!! hahahahahaks . and today i'm goin to east coast and tomorrow i'll be goin home . geex ... now i'm damn bored man . oh ya ! i almost forgot . i'm suppose to finish the assignment but i didn't . shits man !!! why no a days i feel like i've forgotten everything . and now i'm watching spongebob squarepants, like budak kecik man . my mum and dad are at johor man . but i don't care . my boyfriend with his friend . and i'm goin to east coast again !!! but this time i'm goin to bath at the sea !!! yippe !!! can't wait man .
actually i was about to post about what happen yesterday . aniway, the story goes like this , i was folding the clothes like i always do . and suddenly my friends called me saying where am i ? i told them that i'm at home and not et bath . hahahks buat malu onli . and i reach there about 12:55 i think . and waited for more of my friends . and we headed to bus 196 . we walk and walk and walk all the way to east coast beach . all of my friends were damn happy lurhs ceii , thn we find a place which is under a tree so like the picnic man , and my classmate hadzip played he's guitar blah blah ... we waited for my teacher MS SRI !!! and play more guitar of her own . blah blah .... and we play freesbe (i dunno how to spell urhs) . which is damn fun urhs ceii . tak boleh angkat lor ... blah blah .. i went home around 7 plus ... and done saying already .. that's all
bubye !!!
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7:41 PM
7:41 PM
> Thursday, January 22, 2009
you will never know when love came and took your heart . it happens here and fast . why me ? can it be anybody than me . i mean i've been heart broken twice . and i don't want that to happen again . its enough for me and you know it . it unfair for me to love and not anybody else . ok ok . i need to go now . stomachache . i'll come again tomorrow ok . bubye !!
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7:06 AM
7:06 AM
> Wednesday, January 21, 2009
heloo to the ppl of the universe . its been a long .. long time since i've not posted you babe !!! hahahahks . ok first thing first . my class has become a great group of warrior to me . they are like a champ man . and this sat they are organisng a bbq pit at east coast , which i don't think i can go guys . seriosly . if can then i say . ok !!? and now what i had to say is this . there's a guy wich whom i know but i can't expose it in here . coz i might afraid that the whole class would know . i'm like a secretive person you know . well actually no lurhs . i'm a talkative person . who is loud and terrible at anything i do . like art for example . but i'll try okeas ? things doesn't go easy and perfect all the time , you need to practice more . just like what my teacher says everytime . and now a days , i've become more angry and feeling more hatred to damn father . and its not easy to make it forget and forgivr him all this while . ever since i started my assingment on angry vs joy . i've started to look back in time where my father actually beat me up . and almost threw me outside the window . i almost cried when i think of that incident . i don't know what's my trouble at that time , but i try to forget it and forgive him at the same time . b'coz he's my own father and i can't do anything but to confront him when he does it again . i feel kinda sad to remember the old bad days . but at the same time i feel kinda happy to remember the days we laugh and the days we had our vacations together .
anyway about my last few days in school . it was a blast . and also tiring . i had a fever yesterday and i skip a lesson . drawing of coz . i can't sit there for lonbg coz i might spread it to my fellow classmate . coz the too need to study . unlike other courses where they can slack and do anything they wanted .
few days past i met my friend , b'coz myother friend fatin , her sister is getting married at that time . so i came . my other friend siti . she's from beauty theap , she's like a total change man . form a nerd clever girl to a sudden change of mina2 rep (no offense siti , but it think i hate that course so much i can't stop talking shit about it ) . she told me that she almost got beaten up after school for just a stupid small thing . wierd ppl . oh well , what to do , what to do . gosh this is freaking tiring . and alot shits coz i have not finish my assingment man . coz i have no thinking brain already . argh !!!! freakingly , shits !!!! ok dear you need to stop that .
anyway i think i have to stop here for now at least . hehehx !!!
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4:48 AM
4:48 AM
> Friday, January 16, 2009
today is saturday and nothing to do at home !!! gosh !!! well i'm acutally using my dad's user . hehehehex , well he doesn't know . or maybe . wait a minute ...ok i'm back !!! anyway i was cooking . i mean frying chicken . rajin anak sanusi . hahahaks . whatever , i'm so damn bored just like yesterday , what am i suppose to do when i'm at home for a week ? hmmm . . oh ya !!! nothing . haix . anyway not more to say . bubye !!!!
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10:59 PM
10:59 PM
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today skool like ok ok for me . we classmate took pictures , funny , fun and crazy . how i wish we could do that again man . hey guys can we do that again sometime !!??? hahahahaks ... anyway watching JK pop . it means japan and korean pop . its everyday and cool since i'm a fan of jap and korean . and i wanna to find jap guys . i mean they are soooo tall . so handsome and very mature . hahahhahahaks . girl you need a root beer ... hahahahax . ok skip that part and head back to school part . shall we ? well today was way tiring like everyday . we had ADP in the morning . me and HAYATI came late as usuall , but not late as in 20 to 30 mins late okeas . we know when to come late and when to come early you know . if you don't believe call me man . chey like real only urhs . anyway skip to the story , hayati and me went in and had to sit seperately like last wednesday . haish ... into our own groups . coz we have to finish our school work and present it at the whole class . so the malu man . you know i'm not good with presentation or speech . coz i may get cranky .. ok my dad wanted to use the com oreadi ...
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4:44 AM
4:44 AM
> Thursday, January 15, 2009
haro haro haro ppl of the world !!!
sorry for ignoring you blog . coz i have been busy myself . well class started on last monday , which my own teacher didn't turn up coz she ran over a car !!! when she wanted to make a turn . funny . she had a 2 days MC . so we had a free easy going lesson , which is ADP(ANIMATION AND DESIGN PRINCIPAL) . very the freely you know . hahahax . not that freely urhs . we did see some cartoon show A BUG'S LIFE , and did a assignment on it . my very first homework . which that i have been waiting for . if not i don't even know what to do at home . siao !!! that what's on tuesday , on monday no homework !!! boring !!! hahahax . and yesterday , she came back limping . pity her , and she apologise that she had a 2 days MC which is good thing to apologise . wait ... every teacher dose that man . anyway moving on . oh ya did i tell you that 8 students are coming in . ? which they did last monday . don't wanna to tell you the names . moving on to what my teacher did yesterday . well her class was fast act anyway . what i meant is that she talk fast and i did understand it . such a good student . she talk and talk about the first two chapter and then we split into 8 groups of 4 and make a mind map on a subject of A HEALTHY DRINK , A GAME PLAN (i think) AND A SHORT FILM . using a 5 W's and H . which is , what when where why and how . well it was fun anyway . and she wanna take our picture so that she know who is who . yesteray she did some of it . and today we gonna do it again !!! and the moral of the story is I LIKE MY OWN TEACHER !!! SHE ROCK MAN !!! hahahaks . that's hot man . even htough my teacher walks limpin she still a teacher . anyway today my class start at 1 PM subject DRAWING !!! anyway i'll get back to you later .
adios amigos !!!
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9:01 AM
9:01 AM
> Wednesday, January 07, 2009
ok ok today no school and i just came back from my school to change my school uniform . and now i don't know what to do . either to go out or to stay at home . and my secondary friends are ignoring me (except for fatin). haiyo i'm so like confuse right now, whether to go out or not . and now half of my body is like boring and the other half is like not . siti and nette are all "BUSY" i don't know what are they doin until they are all busy . wierd man they all . today i'm like this . what happens tomorrow ? would i be like a prisoner .? you know in my mind i kept thinking whether i did anything wrong to my friends ? coz some of them are like ignoring me . and they even don't bother to call or msg me . asking if i got make friends or not . am i liking to my school or not . do i like my course or not . stuffs like that . you know what i mean ? but this . this flawless . no one even bother to give me a comment about how they are doing lately . i know this would happen man . i've shouldn't make friends to ther very beginning . and now things like this happen . i'm sorry atin that i had to say this . but is true . in the past we are laughing . in the present , we are like enemy . i guess life like this should not be remebered anyway ... oke let's change subject , let's not talk about friends . let's talk about something ... ok i got to go . bye
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9:24 PM
9:24 PM
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school is okey i guess . i made new friends . but too bad that i'm still new to that atmosphere . so i have to take time to be ok with it . anyway i'm still sick since yesterday . i think i'm having phobia . hehehehex . just joking . i have to buy art stuffs . and i'm starting class this monday . cool right . and we just have to buy two books from the photocopy lady . better man . anyway about friends , they are like older than me so sometime i have to respect them . and they are like cool . but i'm still new to all this and i have to take time to feel right actually . and when i'm around them i feel like i'm not their type of friends . the ones who loves to talk about cool music go to gigs which is good type of friends . and more . but me . pff... i'm like the geek not good , odd person , can't go out at night girl . but i always tell myself that i'm in the new year , no more in secondary , and i'm currently in a school where mature people are. haix !!! so wierd you know , my old friends are like not gonna be with me anymore . and they liek pretend to be busy but they are not . and just now i saw my old friend hatta . long time i've never see him . and yesterday i saw rizal and iskandar . when i was waiting for fatin at the bus stop . coz she has to take her money at our secondary school . hmm.. anything else ... oh ya ! these 3 days of orientation was way cool . the first day we have to introduce ourself to the class . and go rounding to the new school . in case we are lost . hahahx . which we did . the 2nd day was rock man . we went to tampines ite to have a talk about digital & media yadaa yadaa yadaa . and also we have a road show of CCAs . not much . and today . we kinda have these boring concerts . which there's this 2nd year students are like annoying litlle brats !!! argh !! angry , man . nak tidor pon tk aman !!! and we kinda talk about what to do about our class in order to bond with each other . and tomorrow till friday , NO SCHOOL !!! YIPEEE !!! and i have to change my school uniform . haix i guess that's it .
anyway see ya !!!
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4:11 AM
4:11 AM
> Thursday, January 01, 2009
hey hey hey yo people !!!
i just came home from the tiring morning . i have to go to my school to register . and of coz buy my school clothes too .! i bought two sets , one is blue shirt , the other is maroon . and the skirts , one is black the other navy blue i think urhs . and two sets of pe shirt . i think two is alot man . but i don't mind . coz i'm like first time in ITE right . and this monday is my ORIENTATION !!! JENG JENG JENG ! rite now i can't go
back time to my secondary . and i have to think future . what i will be doing on the near future . tomorrow i'll be buying my school shoes . yeah !!! can buy any shoes man !! happy happy me . YAY ME !!! this is what i like at ITE . can wear any type of shoes . as long it is call shoes !! hahahahax . hmmm... i wonder what my friend will be doing now ? coz i have not meet them for like a couple of months or weeks now . seriously like what siak !!! and one more thing . kalao nak masok skola kan , kene pilih kawan . i can confrim that my parents will say that before i went to school . blah blah blah !!! i know that already before i went to any school . hehex . and now i'm at home (like duh!!!) with my bro and he's girlfriend . i thought who ceii just now come into my house . skali skali my bro girlfriend lurhs . ahahahahahahahahahahahaks . too much laugh lurhs . wah !!! boring man , i need to go to the library to borrow books man . oh wait i can't go coz no one wants to go out wif me . sob sob !!! ok urhs . need to go urhs .
i just came home from the tiring morning . i have to go to my school to register . and of coz buy my school clothes too .! i bought two sets , one is blue shirt , the other is maroon . and the skirts , one is black the other navy blue i think urhs . and two sets of pe shirt . i think two is alot man . but i don't mind . coz i'm like first time in ITE right . and this monday is my ORIENTATION !!! JENG JENG JENG ! rite now i can't go
back time to my secondary . and i have to think future . what i will be doing on the near future . tomorrow i'll be buying my school shoes . yeah !!! can buy any shoes man !! happy happy me . YAY ME !!! this is what i like at ITE . can wear any type of shoes . as long it is call shoes !! hahahahax . hmmm... i wonder what my friend will be doing now ? coz i have not meet them for like a couple of months or weeks now . seriously like what siak !!! and one more thing . kalao nak masok skola kan , kene pilih kawan . i can confrim that my parents will say that before i went to school . blah blah blah !!! i know that already before i went to any school . hehex . and now i'm at home (like duh!!!) with my bro and he's girlfriend . i thought who ceii just now come into my house . skali skali my bro girlfriend lurhs . ahahahahahahahahahahahaks . too much laugh lurhs . wah !!! boring man , i need to go to the library to borrow books man . oh wait i can't go coz no one wants to go out wif me . sob sob !!! ok urhs . need to go urhs .
adios amigos
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8:25 PM
8:25 PM
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hellohs urhs gilers !!!
eh eh . ako yang gilers beh ckp org !!!
ahahahahaks . watching danny phantom and at the same time play com . cool rite ?
only people like me do that type of stuff . this week i'm bored and a bit busy . tired have , boring oso have .
as the Disney Channel say today is a DO NOTHING DAY !!! muahahahahaks . and now i'm listening to this cool song by the pussycat dolls . i hate this part right here , and guess what ? my adik ifah says
that song is ridiculas. haiyo . why man ? its nice what . orang stupid jer don't know how to listen songs . so sleepy rite now , but cannot sleep at the afternoon . not good for us . and still i'm not even working . wierd world .
what else to say hmmm.... let's see . oh ya ! i have not told you how the stupid interview at ite mac rite . and i'm not gonna tell it anyway . b'coz its stupid and the story is damn long . some people don't understand . and rite now i feel pity on my dear little sister . coz tmrw she's schooling and nobody bought her a pair of shoes or another pair of school clothes and a school bag . poor thing . well ifah dear , wait til i have work then i buy all your school
stuffs okeis . kaksu on the other hand did not even bother to ask her . kalao ckp nanti gadoh . so tak guna . at least ingat lurhs . she's still studying . and i know u need money to eat also . at least buy her a school shoes . not too expensive also can . coz she's left with one more year , or maybe two more years . if she wants to go to sec 5 . too much pity on her feeling like crying man . talk much about her , what about me ehk ? well . i can wear any type of shoes . so no worry about me . i'm worry now is ifah ! aiyo . i really need a job . but my parents says not yet when my bro got a job after he's N level . ! idiot . urhs . ok urhs got to go urhs . need to talk to my sis .
adios amigos urhs !
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1:41 AM
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