> Wednesday, January 21, 2009
heloo to the ppl of the universe . its been a long .. long time since i've not posted you babe !!! hahahahks . ok first thing first . my class has become a great group of warrior to me . they are like a champ man . and this sat they are organisng a bbq pit at east coast , which i don't think i can go guys . seriosly . if can then i say . ok !!? and now what i had to say is this . there's a guy wich whom i know but i can't expose it in here . coz i might afraid that the whole class would know . i'm like a secretive person you know . well actually no lurhs . i'm a talkative person . who is loud and terrible at anything i do . like art for example . but i'll try okeas ? things doesn't go easy and perfect all the time , you need to practice more . just like what my teacher says everytime . and now a days , i've become more angry and feeling more hatred to damn father . and its not easy to make it forget and forgivr him all this while . ever since i started my assingment on angry vs joy . i've started to look back in time where my father actually beat me up . and almost threw me outside the window . i almost cried when i think of that incident . i don't know what's my trouble at that time , but i try to forget it and forgive him at the same time . b'coz he's my own father and i can't do anything but to confront him when he does it again . i feel kinda sad to remember the old bad days . but at the same time i feel kinda happy to remember the days we laugh and the days we had our vacations together .
anyway about my last few days in school . it was a blast . and also tiring . i had a fever yesterday and i skip a lesson . drawing of coz . i can't sit there for lonbg coz i might spread it to my fellow classmate . coz the too need to study . unlike other courses where they can slack and do anything they wanted .
few days past i met my friend , b'coz myother friend fatin , her sister is getting married at that time . so i came . my other friend siti . she's from beauty theap , she's like a total change man . form a nerd clever girl to a sudden change of mina2 rep (no offense siti , but it think i hate that course so much i can't stop talking shit about it ) . she told me that she almost got beaten up after school for just a stupid small thing . wierd ppl . oh well , what to do , what to do . gosh this is freaking tiring . and alot shits coz i have not finish my assingment man . coz i have no thinking brain already . argh !!!! freakingly , shits !!!! ok dear you need to stop that .
anyway i think i have to stop here for now at least . hehehx !!!
written by me.
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