> Wednesday, January 07, 2009
ok ok today no school and i just came back from my school to change my school uniform . and now i don't know what to do . either to go out or to stay at home . and my secondary friends are ignoring me (except for fatin). haiyo i'm so like confuse right now, whether to go out or not . and now half of my body is like boring and the other half is like not . siti and nette are all "BUSY" i don't know what are they doin until they are all busy . wierd man they all . today i'm like this . what happens tomorrow ? would i be like a prisoner .? you know in my mind i kept thinking whether i did anything wrong to my friends ? coz some of them are like ignoring me . and they even don't bother to call or msg me . asking if i got make friends or not . am i liking to my school or not . do i like my course or not . stuffs like that . you know what i mean ? but this . this flawless . no one even bother to give me a comment about how they are doing lately . i know this would happen man . i've shouldn't make friends to ther very beginning . and now things like this happen . i'm sorry atin that i had to say this . but is true . in the past we are laughing . in the present , we are like enemy . i guess life like this should not be remebered anyway ... oke let's change subject , let's not talk about friends . let's talk about something ... ok i got to go . bye
written by me.
9:24 PM
9:24 PM