> Thursday, January 29, 2009
some people just don't seems so real ... for some purpose they seemed to forgot what they say to you .
i may look loud, nice, happy . but in the inside i'm like a BITCH, feakingly stubborn, and mentally idiot . would you still like me ? would you want me to hurt you ? what would i do when i feel all up sided and emotional stress thinking of you ? i don't want that . seriously i'm like a person who don't like shits and becoming and emotional person . but there's this whispering keeps me feel like i'm gonna fall right threw the very grown . i know what i'm thinking . at home i keep thinking of you . but in the cold i don't . am i that mean ? where would i be if i'm not real ? where would i be if i'm alive ? i need love i need life i need adventure to my own dreams . i'm like a tiny dot that has nothing but fear . i'm like sickening inside . would i laugh like before ? i have to keep living in my own dreams ,
do mind if i have to say this .....
FUCK
CHEEBYE
BUTO !!!
PUKIMAK
SHIT
BITCH
SIAL URHS !!!
written by me.
5:15 AM
5:15 AM
