eenie meenie Miney mo lova
give me the night To show you, hold you . Dont leave me out here dancin alone
> Saturday, February 28, 2009
my world is like a hole in the middle .
my heart is broken into pieces .
my life is nearly crash .
can it be ??? different this time .
as times pass by i see tree and grass grow weakly .
i see children running from hope .
i see people fall sick ........
i see animal turning violent .
what if time can turn back ?
what would you do ?
what if wishes do came true?
what do you wish for ?
what if miracle does happen ?
what miracle do you think it came ?
those are just words , phrase , sentences that came to minds .
minds that are playing right now . but it will change unless people notice to them that they will and be in time to time .........



anyway skool yesterday as usual .... work , work , work and more work .......
tmorrow confrim the same ... except its is my sister's birthday !!!!!!! wah !!!! can't wait to eat steam boat !!!!!
SHABU SHABU !!!!!!!!




too excited that now i think i wanna to and sleep already !!!!!!



nite nite !!!!!!!!!

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7:52 AM

> Wednesday, February 25, 2009
a world with unknown living people ,
but when you see ,
you see stuffs ...
you see beautiful trees , swing side to side ....
and when you see a sad girl sitting infront of the sea at the waterbreaker ,
you pretend to look ,
but actually you're living ,
when you live , you'll get all upset .
so you came back with a reason . you say that you don't have that intention to live her ......
and with her sudden smile . like the flower bloom every spring . with her eyes that you see the sadness.
the hair that you can stroke with ......
and her hand that you can touch ..... and feel the wonderful days that you always long to be with her ....
wonderful words started to voice out , with your expression she had those in mind . with your eyes , she
tend to look so tender .... with the hands she felt so indulged , and when you smile , she loves to kiss you .........



ok2 ... need to stop talking like that man ...ahahahahaks ...... well i guess i can't do anything . i love that type of english .... coz that's what makes your english perfect . and when i say perfect . it means perfect .... anyway this few weeks i've been busy doing assignment to get a good grades to myself . and reach myslf high to poly .... and when i reach ploy ....
i would travel around the globe and see the world right infront of me .... and finding jobs ....
go to university (if can lurhs) .....



ok2 gtg .... need to go and sleep already ...



adios amigos people who is reading this post !!!!!!

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7:59 AM

> Friday, February 20, 2009
i've just finish my house chores . and now doin my work , but before doin that i gotta bpost .
hehehex ... cheeky cheeky me hah !!!! this few weeks is liek too much tiring for me . and this new assignment is like way hard than the last time i did .... i mean i goota have the words A-Z and choose a topic . like fashion brands A-Z ..
you know what i mean ????
and i did on desserts . i guess ...... and i got all recipes .. but not the description ..... wah !!! so stressful . almost faint ... and when i'm doin assignment . i kept thinking of my secondary school years ... CPA !!! can't forget those years . those stressful years . where we all were like finding pictures to suit our themes ..... and practice MACROMEDIA DREAMWEAVER !!!!! wah !!!! its kinda hard and i still remember it . but overall ...... i got A for CPA !!!! and now ..... i need to get A for this assignment ........ b'coz it is a PICTORIAL BOOK !!! . what i mean like .
a book where ther's like A for Apple .... thinging ........

description... description.... description ......
i still had no idea what description means ....... i kinda forget everything what MR SULAIMAN has tought me in secondary school years ..... i need idea man !!!! no idea cannot do ..... hmmmm...... sigh !!!! more sigh !!!!!
but brain did not move or even awake .... what to do ? what to do? what to do ?????
haiye !!! give me idea ler ........




anyway to siti thanks for the tag ..... really appreciate it babes !!! and to you also adee !!! muahahahaks !!!!!
love you guys alot lurhs ceii ....











anwyay got go babes , dudes !!!!


adios amigos peeps !!!!!

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2:42 AM

> Wednesday, February 18, 2009
can you tell what love mean to you ???
can you give me what i'm craving for ???
can you believe that lifes are meant to change ???
can you guess that the different between me and you ???
can you
can you ???

anyway those are just a simple phrase in my mind , that just came out .... i mean blow out of my mind .
yes .... it can be tough to be in love sometime ..... that's what i think ... and thanks to noni and kyna ....
to hear my dumb story .... someday , i will be happy and healthy .... but now .... i'm just gonna feel sick ,
and pain in the heart ...... for once , i just wish that someone or somewhat miracle could come to me and lend a helping hand . and ear to listen my stubborness and also a ruthless lies ...........
and a voice to say that i'm up to no good person ............ or maybe , a happiness would come in your way if you just believe the stars at night , moon to talk my wishes , and skies to hear my screaming ..........
and also my heart to hear my thoughts........................ in my heart there's no free in it . all i think about is my family . that i have been for years . family is what i have right now , if there's no family , where would i live right now??? if there's no them where would i share my feelings with ........ if there's no family , whom would i love ........... and if there's no family ... my feelings will be nothing ........



oh well i guess i should talking or typing about love .........
where else i have work to do .....

song of my choice... > ADA APA DENGANMU BY PETER PAN !!!

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3:20 AM

> Tuesday, February 17, 2009
why why why me ???
my hearts aches everytime ...... as i said yesterday that today is going to be the worse day ever...
this is the first time i felt like this .........it really hurts ......... and in no soon i'm going to cry my heart out ........!!!!
i've always said to myself .....what if i apply myself into april in-take ????? will it be the same ? but i always think about ady before i go ............
can cry for what i've done ??? can hate myself for what i've done ? can i see myself in the mirror ???? will i be able to turn back time ???? haix ............what i've done myself ............ ARGH !!!!!!!! SITI SABARIAH !!!!!! you are such a big jerk !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you are nothing but a lame bitch with no feelings no sense of humor .... no ...... nothing !!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't go on like this ......... is this what i get ???????
i'm being tooo alot more selfish lately .........




school ..... school ......... why school ??????

:( :( :(

if you blog readers were to read this .......
i'm crying right now .....
if you think is not that sad and its kinda irritating . let me know . coz i know , i'm an irritating person , a lame girl ,
a girl with no heart and i'm a girl who doesn't care bout people feelings .............



i guess i'm right for a mental hospital ....

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5:46 AM

> Sunday, February 15, 2009
i got this story that always ring in my mind ....
you wanna know what it is ... ok then ...
here its goes ...


its about this girl who can't really read the atmosphere well ...
she's dumb but active , looks decent but actually she's a nonsense ,
people says that she's cute, but to her cute is UGLY BUT ADORABLE !!!!.
she's a 14 year old gerl . has 2 siblings older sis and bro . both helpful and loveable . both parents working . father working as a cheif in an expensive restaurant , mother work as a wedding planner and owns a boutique !!!!
friends !!! hmmm.... i guess her life . doesn't seems to have a perfect friend . not even a childhood friends . just her ......(sad huh ???)
its her first time in her new school .... and she's wondering what life could she have in here ... first she met this 3 friends ... (can't tell what the names are)....nice friends by the way ... they seemed nice , caring and gentle too . one girl had a huge fight with her boyfriend, the other two girls ....hmm.... had a family problem .... so she thought , it would be fun to have a different people with different attitude and life for a change .... hmm.... what should i say .......... ok .... ermmmm.... and after a while . her class its like a full monkeys with a tiger on it ... ahahahahahaks ... just kidding .... that is the story that keep had in my mind .. hope you'll like it ....
since i'm an animator ...... i guess i have to put in cartoon ver. ahahahahahaks .... ya rite ...!!!!!




ok !!! tomorrow !!! as usual school ..... AGAIN !!!!!! monday blues !!!
i hate monday ... i like friday . coz its like near to saturday and sunday ...... ahahahahahaks........ girl !!! you need a beer !!!! ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaks .......... i'm so hyper today !!!! and not hyper tomorrow !!!! damnation !!!!



anyway gtg peepss !!!!


so long suckers !!!! muahahahahahahahaks

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5:44 AM

> Saturday, February 14, 2009
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!
is all i can say for now ... what will happen to me in near the future ???
all i want is a perfect life, friends, or maybe .. just maybe , a perfect marriage.. when i'm all grown up... its goin to be just it is when i'm in secondary school years ... back to the days i've been all by myself ... pretend to smile , pretend to laugh and play along . when deep down is just the girl with no smile , just angry , no laugh but just a tears coming down from the cheeks , and play along when i felt to go.......
is it my attitude that hurts people ?
or is it that i'm too blind not to look ?
look around or reading the atmosphere is not what i'm good at . is what i'm planning to ignore it .



what is it that i'm not in ? what am i trying to look at ? what am i trying to feel ? what am i goin to do ? its all in my head ...... question is all i've got . life is what i had . and knowledge is what i'm have right now .........
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! i'm feeling sooo egoist!!!!!! why man ? i need help . i need my sister ... i needed me !!!!!!!


anyway yesterday , is the last weekdays . and i've got a gift from my boyfriend . its nice and surely one day i try to put in this bloggie ... its a heart neckalce and a earing ... he's sweet though . and i didn't expect much from him actually . and from the bottom of my heart i would say this... THANNK YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHH SUHAIDEEEEE!!!!! i really appreciate it soooo muchhhh . and of coz i will treasure it with all my heart ............ ok dear !!!! anyway its my first VALENTINE give . its a shock though to me . and i .. pffff... didn't give him anything ....... so sorry !!!!! and one day . i will give him a perfect gift . since this year , he doesn't have any birthday . poor boy .... huhuhuhu!!!! its a special one which i can't tell .... hehehex . ............ ok i think that's alll i could update !!!!



adios to all my TOMODACHI!!!!!!!

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4:14 AM

> Thursday, February 12, 2009
heloooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!
long time no see !!! hahahahahaks ...i guess i have to update alot man ..
geex ... i hate it ... ok let's start with ... hmm ... i dunno last monday ? ok skul at that time started at 9 . is it ? had ADP lesson first . we did typography . oh ya ! my typography laoya ceii !!! sedih2 ... but nvr mind . over already lor . ok go on ... after that drawing lesson .. draw2 . we drew a big sharpener ... and go home !!!
tuesday !!! start at 8.30 ... and all the mates went in late !!! wat the heck !!! make teacher angry ... hahahaks . ako ckp jer .. ako sendiri yang masok lambt samer ngan dylla and the rest of the gang !!!... after that had ADP .. again . but this time we did presentation i think .!! i kinda forget a little i thing i do . but this i won't , coz on that day (which is tuesday), i had the worst day of my life .!!! the guy i love said to me that he felt neglected !!! hmmm... i was like damn angry coz he said that to me .. i mean who's not ? and at night my siblings fought with each other until my bro got out of the HOUSE !!! why man ??? hmmm but all of this is in the past . so i can't change anything right now ....
wednesday !!! (which is yesterday)
had ADP lesson again !!!! i was nerd on that day .. wearing specticles ...!!!
muahahahaks .. funny right ??? oh wait ! i'm so lame !!! lamo !!!! oh ya !!! on that day i got scolded by my dad .. blah blah blah ... and went to sleep ...
oh ya ! my bro got home on that day ...
today !!!!
had ADP again !!!!!we played cross word puzzle ... my fav ceii ... had fun playing that quiz anyway ... and haryani make that cute expression !!!
you should see ... coz she has to say TYPE"FACE". so she'd show her face ... sooooo cute !!!!!hahahahahaks ... and i had my assignment . i drew MARX sword !!! sorry if i say the wrong thing . coz i knpw its hadr to spell also lurhs ....

ok i gtg peeps !!!


adios people !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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5:13 AM

> Wednesday, February 04, 2009
warghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
today's a really tiring day ... ok2 .. let' s start with what happen to me last
night . ok2 ... i actually vomitted , coz i ate this stupid food called CHICKEN CHOP. tak bergune lurhs nk makan !!!! i can't eat what i like ... what the FUCK ceii .... then what am i suppose to eat ??? vegetable ... i hate vegetable .... except for kangkung .... hehehex .... oh ya !!! SW was way super duper fun lurhs ceii ... its a long time i have never played this sports . FLOOR BALL !!! wah !!!!!! fun giler tao kawan-kawan ... ish !!! like kids siak !!! .... keep movin on ... play2 , until i felt giddy ... can dier man like this ...



today story was way ... way .... way .... hmmm....
i dunno short or long ...
ok start with i woke up at around 7:20 .. too early ...!!! . prepare stuffs ...
bath(tuh pon nk kene bilang...)... wear clothes(ok ... that is sooo over lurhs)... and meet HAYATI at paya lebar at 8:30 .. as usual . i'm always late . coz i'm not use to go to school at the right time ... hahahaks ... top up my ez-link ... went to the bus stop ... and saw SUHAIDEE , my boyfriend(wah !!! nak tarok besar2...mampos!!!!)...and hadziq.... and took the same bus as them ... first time siak ...!!! goin to school together .... and long time no see HAYATI !!! ... and at last she came .... reach school .. yaddy yaddy ... go to canteen .. meet friends .. blah blah blah (lazy to make grandma , grandpa story..hehehex)... went to ADP ... do work ... went to DRAWING class ... do skecthing ... go home !!!! finish story ... hahahahahks ... and i almost i forget to story ... this Ah-girl... tak suker nie cikgu ... which is really2 bad ... and for oyur own lesson ... its not good to hate others went you , yourself are wrong !!! GET IT !!!! ... ok i become crazy oreadi hor !!! 1 more phrase !!!! I LOVE YOU !!!(KORG TAO SAPER KAN???)DUN SMILE2 AFTER READING THIS POST OKEAS ?)


adios amigos !!!!

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3:57 AM

> Sunday, February 01, 2009
friend . friend . friend .
why can't i just be with you . i wanna confront but i can't . coz i've just know you . its hard to force you to come to school . is life making you worse . coz i know i too feel the same way as you ....

oh well !!! even though i'm sleepy now . i just can't sleep you know what i mean . anyway tomorrow monday and i think its gonna be boring just like other weekdays . really damn bored . school . school .... that's all i can just go and do ... assignment and school work ... wait .... isn't school work and assignment are the same ? gosh !!! i am dumb !!!
why am i being dumb right now !!! i gues i ate too much of the shrimp head ... argh !!!
anyway i gotta go .. need to go and watch some of videos !!!

hahahahaks ...
adios people !!!

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6:41 AM




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