> Tuesday, February 17, 2009
why why why me ???
my hearts aches everytime ...... as i said yesterday that today is going to be the worse day ever...
this is the first time i felt like this .........it really hurts ......... and in no soon i'm going to cry my heart out ........!!!!
i've always said to myself .....what if i apply myself into april in-take ????? will it be the same ? but i always think about ady before i go ............
can cry for what i've done ??? can hate myself for what i've done ? can i see myself in the mirror ???? will i be able to turn back time ???? haix ............what i've done myself ............ ARGH !!!!!!!! SITI SABARIAH !!!!!! you are such a big jerk !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you are nothing but a lame bitch with no feelings no sense of humor .... no ...... nothing !!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't go on like this ......... is this what i get ???????
i'm being tooo alot more selfish lately .........
school ..... school ......... why school ??????
:( :( :(
if you blog readers were to read this .......
i'm crying right now .....
if you think is not that sad and its kinda irritating . let me know . coz i know , i'm an irritating person , a lame girl ,
a girl with no heart and i'm a girl who doesn't care bout people feelings .............
i guess i'm right for a mental hospital ....
my hearts aches everytime ...... as i said yesterday that today is going to be the worse day ever...
this is the first time i felt like this .........it really hurts ......... and in no soon i'm going to cry my heart out ........!!!!
i've always said to myself .....what if i apply myself into april in-take ????? will it be the same ? but i always think about ady before i go ............
can cry for what i've done ??? can hate myself for what i've done ? can i see myself in the mirror ???? will i be able to turn back time ???? haix ............what i've done myself ............ ARGH !!!!!!!! SITI SABARIAH !!!!!! you are such a big jerk !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you are nothing but a lame bitch with no feelings no sense of humor .... no ...... nothing !!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't go on like this ......... is this what i get ???????
i'm being tooo alot more selfish lately .........
school ..... school ......... why school ??????
:( :( :(
if you blog readers were to read this .......
i'm crying right now .....
if you think is not that sad and its kinda irritating . let me know . coz i know , i'm an irritating person , a lame girl ,
a girl with no heart and i'm a girl who doesn't care bout people feelings .............
i guess i'm right for a mental hospital ....
written by me.
5:46 AM
5:46 AM