> Thursday, March 05, 2009
not in the mood right now ... but now i'm in class doing my assignment ..
as usual ...
yesterday was the worse day ever.... and i hate it .... my heart is like hurting like hell ...
well to my friends .. some of you have know the story .. but don't want to say it ... now of coz ...
i feel so weak right now ... can't think , can't sleep and can't do anything .... i feel restless and more ....
why me ?? why not other people feel it ????
i'm so rude ... so not really me ... i've become a bad person ... hating people is not my first priorrity ....whatever it is ....
but this .. you know what i think . that PERSON wants to think all to yourself .. which is not good ... it like how many weeks ago ...
wednesday , you talk like as if nothing happen when you know that i was sick .. and you didn't even care ..... what type of person are you ????
you say i don't care about you .. well , if don't care about you . i wouldn't ask you to stop smoking , i wouldn't ask you to stop taking DRUGS etc....
you're such a nice guy and yes ... you are right about me being so ego !!! say sorry a thousand ... and i do forgive it ...... and if you wanna die ...
go ahead if you don't have a life .... but if you do ... you'll know what's going on right now ... you said so yourself .. you don't have any future ...
but do you think i don't ..??? i do .... i love my life .. and oyu should do the same ..... you're the first that guy that i met with nice and funny
attitude ... but for me ... i'm a rude person . do you think you me like that ??? i don't think so ..... like i said to myself .... i would concentrate on myself and reach my own future ... and yes i would find love in the end ..... but please understand me at least ....
and one more thing .. i would to ask you this question ...
do you really even know me that well ???? think about it ....
bye !!!!!
as usual ...
yesterday was the worse day ever.... and i hate it .... my heart is like hurting like hell ...
well to my friends .. some of you have know the story .. but don't want to say it ... now of coz ...
i feel so weak right now ... can't think , can't sleep and can't do anything .... i feel restless and more ....
why me ?? why not other people feel it ????
i'm so rude ... so not really me ... i've become a bad person ... hating people is not my first priorrity ....whatever it is ....
but this .. you know what i think . that PERSON wants to think all to yourself .. which is not good ... it like how many weeks ago ...
wednesday , you talk like as if nothing happen when you know that i was sick .. and you didn't even care ..... what type of person are you ????
you say i don't care about you .. well , if don't care about you . i wouldn't ask you to stop smoking , i wouldn't ask you to stop taking DRUGS etc....
you're such a nice guy and yes ... you are right about me being so ego !!! say sorry a thousand ... and i do forgive it ...... and if you wanna die ...
go ahead if you don't have a life .... but if you do ... you'll know what's going on right now ... you said so yourself .. you don't have any future ...
but do you think i don't ..??? i do .... i love my life .. and oyu should do the same ..... you're the first that guy that i met with nice and funny
attitude ... but for me ... i'm a rude person . do you think you me like that ??? i don't think so ..... like i said to myself .... i would concentrate on myself and reach my own future ... and yes i would find love in the end ..... but please understand me at least ....
and one more thing .. i would to ask you this question ...
do you really even know me that well ???? think about it ....
bye !!!!!
written by me.
6:27 PM
6:27 PM
