> Thursday, April 30, 2009
finally !!!
get to update ... hehees :) . anyway i still feeling so sleepy
need to open my eyes big . big !!!
anyway today and tomorrow no school !!!
YAHOO !!!!freaking damn happy luhs ceii
but need to study ADP book . coz i want to get good
grades , if can luhs . if cannot i swear i could hang myself up ceii.
anyway i miss my old friends man . wonder what they're up to ?
hmm...???
well now that my assignment has finish..
FINALLY !!! been waiting to let it end .
ahahahax . yesterday was my presentation . and and
i STINK !!! WTF !!! i mean i'm not good in presentation like this .
but at least i try anyway . but overall we did our best .
ahahahahahahax.....
anyway , i've got this wierd feeling .
i don't know what , but i think .
well .... i think i'm running away from everything in life.
like love . for example . i can't . coz .... because . haish i don't know
i feel i can't be in love again . i can't . coz i think my life is much more
precious than love i had in me . i'm too caught in my life so much that
i forget all about it . but i wanna it to be like that .
anyway that's how my life has been this few days . i can't see myself
be in love again . that's all . being solo or whatever it is
is good , but somtimes you need a person to be with you .
but for my case , i don't mind . coz i had my family right next to me .
anyway gtg peeps !!!! bye !!!
get to update ... hehees :) . anyway i still feeling so sleepy
need to open my eyes big . big !!!
anyway today and tomorrow no school !!!
YAHOO !!!!freaking damn happy luhs ceii
but need to study ADP book . coz i want to get good
grades , if can luhs . if cannot i swear i could hang myself up ceii.
anyway i miss my old friends man . wonder what they're up to ?
hmm...???
well now that my assignment has finish..
FINALLY !!! been waiting to let it end .
ahahahax . yesterday was my presentation . and and
i STINK !!! WTF !!! i mean i'm not good in presentation like this .
but at least i try anyway . but overall we did our best .
ahahahahahahax.....
anyway , i've got this wierd feeling .
i don't know what , but i think .
well .... i think i'm running away from everything in life.
like love . for example . i can't . coz .... because . haish i don't know
i feel i can't be in love again . i can't . coz i think my life is much more
precious than love i had in me . i'm too caught in my life so much that
i forget all about it . but i wanna it to be like that .
anyway that's how my life has been this few days . i can't see myself
be in love again . that's all . being solo or whatever it is
is good , but somtimes you need a person to be with you .
but for my case , i don't mind . coz i had my family right next to me .
anyway gtg peeps !!!! bye !!!
written by me.
10:46 AM
10:46 AM
> Friday, April 24, 2009
to be in love or ,
not in love ???
which one do you think ..??
if i'm love ... my life won't be the same as before . and i'm afraid of getting hurt ...
emotionally hurt again ...
if i'm not ... i will regret for the rest of my life .... that i can't let it go . oh gosh !!!!
its freaking hard man .... but it's good to take some time to know each other .... i mean its not easy
to know a person a minute
and fall in love at that same time or moment ....
its tough ...
life is soooooo freaking tough ....
well . just now ...
i met HIM .... he's so cute just like teddy bear where a girl can hug
with no worries .... a lame joke where you can laugh at ...
an advice that can leads to good life ....
haish ........
ok ok ..
forget about love and move on with my life !!!
even though i like him .
i think he won't know ,
and i think he doesn't like me back ....
so what for waste my time on that ...
ok i think that's all for now.....
not in love ???
which one do you think ..??
if i'm love ... my life won't be the same as before . and i'm afraid of getting hurt ...
emotionally hurt again ...
if i'm not ... i will regret for the rest of my life .... that i can't let it go . oh gosh !!!!
its freaking hard man .... but it's good to take some time to know each other .... i mean its not easy
to know a person a minute
and fall in love at that same time or moment ....
its tough ...
life is soooooo freaking tough ....
well . just now ...
i met HIM .... he's so cute just like teddy bear where a girl can hug
with no worries .... a lame joke where you can laugh at ...
an advice that can leads to good life ....
haish ........
ok ok ..
forget about love and move on with my life !!!
even though i like him .
i think he won't know ,
and i think he doesn't like me back ....
so what for waste my time on that ...
ok i think that's all for now.....
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10:37 PM
10:37 PM
> Monday, April 20, 2009
wah !!! so freaking tired .
i feel that my eyes is like swollen . i think i got dark circles already . shish.....
ok . i can't open my eyes properly . but i can't sleep , coz i need to do my assingment.
and THANK GOD! it's a pair work . if not i'll be up all night just to do the
assignment . and the tittle of my assignment is....
~~IMPERFECTION~~
cool right , this tittle is in dylla's head since i dunno
when . because she thinks in this world there's
no perfection , but there's imperfections in us
that's our perfection . you know what i mean ?!?
if you dunno then i dunno what to say already...
well , we are mixing collage
and poster paint together .
and and draw one face then mix paint
and magazine cuttings .
how ??? can right ?
and then the outside ermm...
we draw eyes !!!
how about that dylla . since you like
eyes . we draw eyes . to show that people are looking at that
person that has both faces .... can can can ???? ahahahahaks
ok i got to msg her ...
wait uhs.......
ah !!! anyway i gtg .. need to finish my assignment...
bye !!
i feel that my eyes is like swollen . i think i got dark circles already . shish.....
ok . i can't open my eyes properly . but i can't sleep , coz i need to do my assingment.
and THANK GOD! it's a pair work . if not i'll be up all night just to do the
assignment . and the tittle of my assignment is....
~~IMPERFECTION~~
cool right , this tittle is in dylla's head since i dunno
when . because she thinks in this world there's
no perfection , but there's imperfections in us
that's our perfection . you know what i mean ?!?
if you dunno then i dunno what to say already...
well , we are mixing collage
and poster paint together .
and and draw one face then mix paint
and magazine cuttings .
how ??? can right ?
and then the outside ermm...
we draw eyes !!!
how about that dylla . since you like
eyes . we draw eyes . to show that people are looking at that
person that has both faces .... can can can ???? ahahahahaks
ok i got to msg her ...
wait uhs.......
ah !!! anyway i gtg .. need to finish my assignment...
bye !!
written by me.
9:56 PM
9:56 PM
> Sunday, April 19, 2009
so sleepy , so tired .
nothing to do , nothing to say .
well urmm .... yesterday i slept at 5:30 AM ...
and i woke up around 9 plus . eat , and get back to my dreamland .
a few hours ago , i was up in reality ....
because of noise .... geessh !!! i couldn't even sleep when there's noise around .
and i'm not like my father . when there's no voice no noise . he couldn't sleep .
WIERD ... i guess he's a heavy sleeper . just like my younger sister . she's a heavy sleeper .
if i were to put a alarm clock right beside her , she wouldn't wake up .
and now , i've change into a better phone . so i can put some rock songs .
then she would wake up ....
oh well , since i have not much to say i'm just gonna go away .
far , far away . and bye !!!
nothing to do , nothing to say .
well urmm .... yesterday i slept at 5:30 AM ...
and i woke up around 9 plus . eat , and get back to my dreamland .
a few hours ago , i was up in reality ....
because of noise .... geessh !!! i couldn't even sleep when there's noise around .
and i'm not like my father . when there's no voice no noise . he couldn't sleep .
WIERD ... i guess he's a heavy sleeper . just like my younger sister . she's a heavy sleeper .
if i were to put a alarm clock right beside her , she wouldn't wake up .
and now , i've change into a better phone . so i can put some rock songs .
then she would wake up ....
oh well , since i have not much to say i'm just gonna go away .
far , far away . and bye !!!
written by me.
3:11 PM
3:11 PM
> Wednesday, April 15, 2009
heylo people !!! ahahahahaks
ok before i start anything . here's a video clip from ARASHI >> BELIEVE an OST of YATTAMAN !!!
SAKURAI SHO !!! AISHITERU !!!!! ahahahahaks . i adore those japanese singers . ehehehehex . even korea ..!!!
ok now please watch this video ok ?!?
how you like it ??? ahahahahhahahahks ....
to me .. i love it .... oh ya !!! GOKUSEN is coming on july i think ...
urgh !!! TAKAKI YUYA & MIURA HARUMA !!! i can fall in love with them ceii ....
ok ook .... move on ....
today's school quite ok i guess .... a little stressing though . but i try ...
hmmm..... tomorrow no class ... so i can sleep late ehehehehex ....
anyway , my friends whom i know . sorry bout the moody thingy , sometime i get
caught up on something in my mind i get a little frustrated ....
oh ya !!! you wanna a song from david archuleta ?!? DESPERATE .. let me see if i
can put it in the post ok ....???
ok never mind..
next time i loaded it ok !?! well then ..
i shall go and watch my movie now
bye !!!
ok before i start anything . here's a video clip from ARASHI >> BELIEVE an OST of YATTAMAN !!!
SAKURAI SHO !!! AISHITERU !!!!! ahahahahaks . i adore those japanese singers . ehehehehex . even korea ..!!!
ok now please watch this video ok ?!?
how you like it ??? ahahahahhahahahks ....
to me .. i love it .... oh ya !!! GOKUSEN is coming on july i think ...
urgh !!! TAKAKI YUYA & MIURA HARUMA !!! i can fall in love with them ceii ....
ok ook .... move on ....
today's school quite ok i guess .... a little stressing though . but i try ...
hmmm..... tomorrow no class ... so i can sleep late ehehehehex ....
anyway , my friends whom i know . sorry bout the moody thingy , sometime i get
caught up on something in my mind i get a little frustrated ....
oh ya !!! you wanna a song from david archuleta ?!? DESPERATE .. let me see if i
can put it in the post ok ....???
ok never mind..
next time i loaded it ok !?! well then ..
i shall go and watch my movie now
bye !!!
written by me.
10:44 PM
10:44 PM
> Monday, April 13, 2009
todays school wasn't so bad . we had our new time tables.
and guess what ?!? thursday no class . and the rest of the days ?!?
i'll be going home more later then the ones i had before , wah piang ehs !!
but to compare this and the other one . this one is better . because got no class on thursday !!!
good right ??? ahahahaks ... oh ya !! tomorrow we are starting on our ADOBE PHOTOSHOP !!!
YAHOO !!! well , i've use it when i was in my
secondary school years ........ but i kinda forget all those functions .... man !!! need to improve on my
memory skills . coz i've been forgetting things and stuffs lately , and its seriously bad for me .
if i were to recall what i did in the past .... i can't . coz i don't know what i did during the past .
but that doesn't concern you right ??? good ! coz i don't even wanna tell also .
anyway ....
today i went home after MAHGRIB . eh eh ... jahat anak SANUSI nie ... ahahahaks .
well . can't help it , coz me , dylla , ada and kyna has to finish our abstract what !?!
and and ... ada's drawing turn out pretty well man !!! so easy and meaningful . like
my url .... ahahahahaks . anyway , we have to pass it up besok ....
but i kinda do a little . coz i was sitting there like no idea .
all i knew is that my dad scold us for nothing !!! wah !!! feel like smacking
the head siak ! but now , he's fine ...... because just now he saw me doing my work in the room .
ahahahahaks !! step baik jer anak SANUSI nie . ahahahahahahaks .
ok i gotta stop the anak SANUSI thingy . coz i'm sure some people i don't know will know
my father's name . oh wait ! they know already .... ahahhahahahahaks.... heck care uhs !
because i know my cousins and friends read this blog . not some dude or babe
from where i dunno .....
oh ya !! music tune time !!!
ahahahahahaks
ok..ok .... you've got to listen to this one song from THE CLIQUE GIRLS > INCREDIBLE
and and LADY GAGA > PAPER GANGSTER & PAPARAZZI.....
super duper nice .... ahahahahahahaks ... tune in next time on
MUSIC TUNE TIME !!!
ahahahahahaks ...... whatever .!!!
ok i gotta go peeps !!!
ADIOS
SAYONARA
GOODBYE
SELAMAT TINGGAL
ZAI JIAN ( untart said..if its uncorrect pls do tag me okeas!?!)
and guess what ?!? thursday no class . and the rest of the days ?!?
i'll be going home more later then the ones i had before , wah piang ehs !!
but to compare this and the other one . this one is better . because got no class on thursday !!!
good right ??? ahahahaks ... oh ya !! tomorrow we are starting on our ADOBE PHOTOSHOP !!!
YAHOO !!! well , i've use it when i was in my
secondary school years ........ but i kinda forget all those functions .... man !!! need to improve on my
memory skills . coz i've been forgetting things and stuffs lately , and its seriously bad for me .
if i were to recall what i did in the past .... i can't . coz i don't know what i did during the past .
but that doesn't concern you right ??? good ! coz i don't even wanna tell also .
anyway ....
today i went home after MAHGRIB . eh eh ... jahat anak SANUSI nie ... ahahahaks .
well . can't help it , coz me , dylla , ada and kyna has to finish our abstract what !?!
and and ... ada's drawing turn out pretty well man !!! so easy and meaningful . like
my url .... ahahahahaks . anyway , we have to pass it up besok ....
but i kinda do a little . coz i was sitting there like no idea .
all i knew is that my dad scold us for nothing !!! wah !!! feel like smacking
the head siak ! but now , he's fine ...... because just now he saw me doing my work in the room .
ahahahahaks !! step baik jer anak SANUSI nie . ahahahahahahaks .
ok i gotta stop the anak SANUSI thingy . coz i'm sure some people i don't know will know
my father's name . oh wait ! they know already .... ahahhahahahahaks.... heck care uhs !
because i know my cousins and friends read this blog . not some dude or babe
from where i dunno .....
oh ya !! music tune time !!!
ahahahahahaks
ok..ok .... you've got to listen to this one song from THE CLIQUE GIRLS > INCREDIBLE
and and LADY GAGA > PAPER GANGSTER & PAPARAZZI.....
super duper nice .... ahahahahahahaks ... tune in next time on
MUSIC TUNE TIME !!!
ahahahahahaks ...... whatever .!!!
ok i gotta go peeps !!!
ADIOS
SAYONARA
GOODBYE
SELAMAT TINGGAL
ZAI JIAN ( untart said..if its uncorrect pls do tag me okeas!?!)
written by me.
8:46 PM
8:46 PM
> Sunday, April 12, 2009
school's start tomorrow ..
omg !! i don't want to go to school . i want to have more holidays . i mean its always the same thing .
and i seriusly need a break from everything !!!
ok ok . breath in ee ....... breath in ..... breath out ....... feel the warm air around you .......
think ..... think of your future ....... whooooooooooo!!!!!!
ok i guess i'm a bit stress i guess . well , what to do .
it school . i mean you can't get away . all you do is to face it . study well . go towards your goal .
and after that . you can travel all you want .... well , its actually not you , is actually me !!! i want to have the finest future . and travel . far , far , far away ....
away from Singapore !!!! like PARIS maybe or ermm..... OSAKA !!!! WOOHOO !!! wow !!!
i guess i have to work hard for what i want . and make my parents proud ....!!!
and tell everybody that ITE students can make it !!!!!
and once again that my younger sister ... is sitting next to me .... like before ......
ok i guess i need to prepare my "school" stuffs .
bye !!!!
omg !! i don't want to go to school . i want to have more holidays . i mean its always the same thing .
and i seriusly need a break from everything !!!
ok ok . breath in ee ....... breath in ..... breath out ....... feel the warm air around you .......
think ..... think of your future ....... whooooooooooo!!!!!!
ok i guess i'm a bit stress i guess . well , what to do .
it school . i mean you can't get away . all you do is to face it . study well . go towards your goal .
and after that . you can travel all you want .... well , its actually not you , is actually me !!! i want to have the finest future . and travel . far , far , far away ....
away from Singapore !!!! like PARIS maybe or ermm..... OSAKA !!!! WOOHOO !!! wow !!!
i guess i have to work hard for what i want . and make my parents proud ....!!!
and tell everybody that ITE students can make it !!!!!
and once again that my younger sister ... is sitting next to me .... like before ......
ok i guess i need to prepare my "school" stuffs .
bye !!!!
written by me.
8:54 PM
8:54 PM
> Friday, April 10, 2009
hey hello !!! well i've got nothing to say much but i got to show you this video clip...>>> newS>koi no ABO
ok that's the video ... what tela happend to NISHIKIDO RYO !?! never mind . ok another cute video clip i would like to show you peeps!!!
ok that's the video ... what tela happend to NISHIKIDO RYO !?! never mind . ok another cute video clip i would like to show you peeps!!!
cute right ??? ehehehex . those are my two favourite !!! name kim bum and kim so eun .... well there's nothing more but i got to show you my pictures last wednesday . where my mother happens to have her off day on that day ...
as you can see there's me and my younger sister . and the blue shirt right behind us is my OMA !!!
she's watching KHAWIN MUDA AT YOUTUBE !!! wow !!! OMA , i never knew that mothers can know what is youtube. but my OMA .. is soooo . in trend . ahahahahaks . anyway , youtube is free to watch . and you where i'm going with this .... ahahahahaks . ok . i'm gonna be home alone soon . so hehehehex. better entertain myself more . since this is the last day of school holidays !!!! ARGH !!!!! no way man . i'm not in the mood for school right now . i still wanna enjoy !!! well . got to run . !!!! hope you enjoy those video clip i got for ya !!!!
BYE !!!!
written by me.
1:08 PM
1:08 PM
>
seeing the light
it keeps me tight .
finding the truth , wasn't the way.
i smile watching the blue sky .
and i reach my hand up high .
i want to fly , but i can't .
it turn my mind like a beautiful eagle that
is free flying to the skies .
rounding the clouds ,
the humble trees . a wonderful
scenary , seeing back to me ....
anyway , today is GOOD FRIDAY . so .... ok ... and today is my most
boring day ever . and i've never feel this tired before . anyway ..
for those who feel so DESPERATE . please listen to the song that my sis recommend me .
DAVID ARCHULETA >> DESPERATE . hehehex . nice song by the way . but she told me that song suits her lot . cause she's like super duper , desperate to have her own boyfriend . well , hope she could find one soon though . well , good luck with that kaksu . ahahahks . so cruel of me to that .
school starting soon , and i don't think i'm ready for it . cause i feel more holiday at home . watching tv . reading more books . eat . you know all those things . well, time flies very fast as you know . one time you were having fun and the next you suddenly appear in school ..................... that's how silence i am ....... ehehehehehehehehehex .....
ok bye2!!!!
written by me.
10:43 AM
10:43 AM
> Monday, April 06, 2009
first thing to say to my dad >> you're such a disgraceful to the family . and you have no respect to your own sons and daughters . what makes me say like this because , you treat us like dirt , and there's no way your children will forgive you . what you did yesterday was so cruel . just because you're bored at home nothing to do . that doesn't mean you can pick a fight with your children . we know what we did wrong . and it's just a small matter . but kicking clothes and ask us to throw away them is not the way . mama did not do that to us . coz she knows that we big enough to think . and to think you can't even last a day to talk to us , and we know you're afraid to lose us . i mean we are BIG . kaksu is like 20 , abang is goin to be 19 soon . and me . i can work right now . if you were let me to . you know how sad for us . to always kept quiet about your attitude . and we always think that you and mama are always tired of us . we know that you guys work hard for us . we know everything . but this.....haish . can i keep up my studies ? i wish to further it . but not like this . i wish to go away . but i can't . coz i know you will look for me . worried for me . one more thing . beating us isn't the way to make us the better person . coz it hurt us more . thanks to you , your own son turn you down . and you don't know it .
anway that's for my father . i feel so sad right now . sorry for that . but its so sad for me that i need to let this out . i couldn't believe that he's treating us like servant , a maid . and to thin i can't even sleep well last night .
will this last ??? oh GOD , i'm crying right now . i never this sad before . everybody seems to change alot in this family . my brother seems to go out more often . and my sister is so busy unlike before . my mother works alot more often these days . my father is always making us living like a hell . and that leaves me and my younger sister . i hope we won't go aways . or maybe our seperate ways .
well . i'm actually alone at home . my brother went out . i don't know where . and my lil sis . i think 1 more hour she'll be home . oh well. i need to clean the house now . coz i know my father will be more mad . and who knows he may throw me out of this house .
written by me.
1:37 PM
1:37 PM
> Saturday, April 04, 2009
as you can see again my younger change my blog skin . k siao uhs .!!! but at least is good to have someone like her . when you don't ask , she do . when you do ask , she won't . so its kinda other way round . and a few minutes ago . i saw ELMO . but now . no ELMO . efah uhs . where's the ELMO . i want ELMO . and the song !!!! ahahahahahahahahaks .
btw . i've got to tell you this dream i had last night . super wierd .
ok . in that dream everyone in this country has gone nuts !!! this strange peoples keep chasing us . and by "US" i mean by my two sister and me . the ones i'm close with . ok move on.... at first we were in this wierd person house . after that , when we were about to eat i guess . there's this van in the car park . and that van was parking . and suddenly , that wierd old person . wait .... did i say that person was an old man . i don't know where it came from . but i'm pretty he look like someone i know .... move on..... that wierd old man ask us to leave . and i was like in the middle of my food , and he ask us to leave . after that we took our stuff , and rush out . then these strange person chase us . and we were like running like 2.4KM run !!! i was like what the heck?!?
and i ask my sister , who are those people and why they keep chasing us ??? i mean we did nothing wrong . and those strange people . they kinda wearing those S.W.A.T suits .. with loaded guns !!! wierd ....
we run and run and run till we reach to the stair case . i mean the stair case was super damn far . we went down the stairs . and then there's this nyonya ask us to come into her house . to hide of coz . so we did . we kinda hide in the toilet . and then in that toilet they had this window right ? so my sister and i look out and saw those strange people . just outside . and they were like all wierd . as if we were living in a zombie town or something . and before they turn to us . i woke ....... and at that time . my face were all sweaty!!! . seriusly wierd . oh well . that's what you get when you don't wash your feet after goin home . and i hope it won't continue again !!! coz it's super scary and wierd!!!
anyways , today i help my mum to clean up my brother's bedroom . coz my mum wanna let my older sister , the one who is already married . to sleep in that bedroom . and as for my brother . he can sleep outside whenever my older sister comes home with her husband . ahahahahahahaks . ok i'm so cruel .. but that's the truth . well . i kinda help a little . and the rest . my brother help . while i go and randomly clean the girls bedroom . and its a bit clean . the rest . its either tomorrow or monday . where no one is at home . muahahahahahahahahaks . and today's dinner was mm...mm...super yummy !!!! ahahahahahahaks . ok ee you gotta stop .
anyway . i've done my post . and i've gotta go . bye !
btw . i've got to tell you this dream i had last night . super wierd .
ok . in that dream everyone in this country has gone nuts !!! this strange peoples keep chasing us . and by "US" i mean by my two sister and me . the ones i'm close with . ok move on.... at first we were in this wierd person house . after that , when we were about to eat i guess . there's this van in the car park . and that van was parking . and suddenly , that wierd old person . wait .... did i say that person was an old man . i don't know where it came from . but i'm pretty he look like someone i know .... move on..... that wierd old man ask us to leave . and i was like in the middle of my food , and he ask us to leave . after that we took our stuff , and rush out . then these strange person chase us . and we were like running like 2.4KM run !!! i was like what the heck?!?
and i ask my sister , who are those people and why they keep chasing us ??? i mean we did nothing wrong . and those strange people . they kinda wearing those S.W.A.T suits .. with loaded guns !!! wierd ....
we run and run and run till we reach to the stair case . i mean the stair case was super damn far . we went down the stairs . and then there's this nyonya ask us to come into her house . to hide of coz . so we did . we kinda hide in the toilet . and then in that toilet they had this window right ? so my sister and i look out and saw those strange people . just outside . and they were like all wierd . as if we were living in a zombie town or something . and before they turn to us . i woke ....... and at that time . my face were all sweaty!!! . seriusly wierd . oh well . that's what you get when you don't wash your feet after goin home . and i hope it won't continue again !!! coz it's super scary and wierd!!!
anyways , today i help my mum to clean up my brother's bedroom . coz my mum wanna let my older sister , the one who is already married . to sleep in that bedroom . and as for my brother . he can sleep outside whenever my older sister comes home with her husband . ahahahahahahaks . ok i'm so cruel .. but that's the truth . well . i kinda help a little . and the rest . my brother help . while i go and randomly clean the girls bedroom . and its a bit clean . the rest . its either tomorrow or monday . where no one is at home . muahahahahahahahahaks . and today's dinner was mm...mm...super yummy !!!! ahahahahahahaks . ok ee you gotta stop .
anyway . i've done my post . and i've gotta go . bye !
written by me.
7:02 AM
7:02 AM
> Friday, April 03, 2009
its afternoon and i've just woken up from my beauty sleep . pretty tired though , and guess what ?
my dad is having he's off day today . how i wish i could be alone today ? but noo !!! i'm with my younger sis and my dad . oh ya ! i've got to tell you what happen in the morning . you know there's this renovation rooftop thingy happen at my block . well , my blog is actually big . if you see right above and in the car park . is like a U shape block . and that's why my house living room is very big !!! i couldn't say it huge . coz who knows other houses are 2 times bigger than mine . move on... then there's this crane which carry stuff from the roof top to below . and i guess he was fascinated by it that's why he's standing by the kitchen window . and heekps staring and looking at it . wierd . heheheex . fathers , sometime they wanna watch their BIG TOYS . and you what i'm saying right ?
oh ya ! on that morning too , i had my breakfast . mcdonald hotcakes . heheheex . yummy !!! we kinda order and they deliver it here . and brother he odered big breakfast for my dad and coffee too. and he only drink the coffee . he said that he doesn't eat big breakfast from macdonald . another wierd thing . ahaahahahaax . and of coz my brother's girlfriend appeared in the house today , yesterday and the day before . and on and so fourth . but i don't mind .
coz i know what my brother are doing anywhere . and i know that he knows how to behave at times like this . but this particular person is quite the disappointment to me and my younger sis . but i don't know the rest of the family members , but i fee like a burden to her . she has alot of hatred which GOD doesn't like .
and there's this one day where i actaully spoke up about her attitude . and she was like making faces . and say its not true . and what's more she say that we don't understand her . i was like what more she wants from us ?
we did give her our ears so that she can tell what she done today and what happen . i mean compare her to my to my other sisters , the others are way better than her . i mean seriously . even my younger sis kinda miss the old her . and of coz she don't see that . and and all she care alot is money and her own life . well , all i can say is get a life . you're not even married yet . you've just started work for goodness sake . please remember that you are still living in this family unless your "special person" comes early than that we should do nothing . but wait until you guys are ready . but before that comes . please think . think carefully what makes us hate you . i mean you turn into some kind of monster . and i thank you for what you bought me . but when you did . what were you thinking when paying all those stuff ?
and you know why she act kinda different last monday right ? oh the other day , whatever , she was waiting for you to say sorry . even yesterday you say that to mother. her face was kinda like different . i think she just saw one of her daughters change into a MONSTER !!!! hais.........
well that's how i feel for that 2 weeks !!! feeling sad , angry , disappointed , burden , and lost .
lost of that special person that i love her past . oh GOD ! i'm gonna cry soon .
i think i should stop right here before my emotion change .
my dad is having he's off day today . how i wish i could be alone today ? but noo !!! i'm with my younger sis and my dad . oh ya ! i've got to tell you what happen in the morning . you know there's this renovation rooftop thingy happen at my block . well , my blog is actually big . if you see right above and in the car park . is like a U shape block . and that's why my house living room is very big !!! i couldn't say it huge . coz who knows other houses are 2 times bigger than mine . move on... then there's this crane which carry stuff from the roof top to below . and i guess he was fascinated by it that's why he's standing by the kitchen window . and heekps staring and looking at it . wierd . heheheex . fathers , sometime they wanna watch their BIG TOYS . and you what i'm saying right ?
oh ya ! on that morning too , i had my breakfast . mcdonald hotcakes . heheheex . yummy !!! we kinda order and they deliver it here . and brother he odered big breakfast for my dad and coffee too. and he only drink the coffee . he said that he doesn't eat big breakfast from macdonald . another wierd thing . ahaahahahaax . and of coz my brother's girlfriend appeared in the house today , yesterday and the day before . and on and so fourth . but i don't mind .
coz i know what my brother are doing anywhere . and i know that he knows how to behave at times like this . but this particular person is quite the disappointment to me and my younger sis . but i don't know the rest of the family members , but i fee like a burden to her . she has alot of hatred which GOD doesn't like .
and there's this one day where i actaully spoke up about her attitude . and she was like making faces . and say its not true . and what's more she say that we don't understand her . i was like what more she wants from us ?
we did give her our ears so that she can tell what she done today and what happen . i mean compare her to my to my other sisters , the others are way better than her . i mean seriously . even my younger sis kinda miss the old her . and of coz she don't see that . and and all she care alot is money and her own life . well , all i can say is get a life . you're not even married yet . you've just started work for goodness sake . please remember that you are still living in this family unless your "special person" comes early than that we should do nothing . but wait until you guys are ready . but before that comes . please think . think carefully what makes us hate you . i mean you turn into some kind of monster . and i thank you for what you bought me . but when you did . what were you thinking when paying all those stuff ?
and you know why she act kinda different last monday right ? oh the other day , whatever , she was waiting for you to say sorry . even yesterday you say that to mother. her face was kinda like different . i think she just saw one of her daughters change into a MONSTER !!!! hais.........
well that's how i feel for that 2 weeks !!! feeling sad , angry , disappointed , burden , and lost .
lost of that special person that i love her past . oh GOD ! i'm gonna cry soon .
i think i should stop right here before my emotion change .
written by me.
3:57 AM
3:57 AM
> Thursday, April 02, 2009
what a wonderful day today. but i've got nothing to do . and later i have to do house chores . hmmppff....
and i'm so sleepy and lazy today . oh well what to do ? and if i'm gonna slack at home do nothing it'll more boredom at home , and i'm gonna rot at home . hees . but i still had computer and tv to entertain . ahahahahaks .
i wonder what all of my friends will be doing now ? hmm... that i'll ask after school holidays . ahahahahahks .
oh ya ! to all my friends , i've change my number . its at my msn . do contact if you need anything ok ?
ok go ...
oh ya another thing . remember yesterday i say something about the korea show .? well . they ended it with a nice ending . i mean the GOO JUN PYO actually propose to the awsome GUEM JANDI . and he did that at the beach . soooooooooooo romantic . ahahahahhahahahaks . and and , the rest of the F4 members are all so hotsssss .
such a hot stuff . ahahaahahahhahhahaahhahahahals . woo hoo !!! so hyper now. when it comes to F4 . ahahhahahaks . i mean who doesn't right ? i wish there's F4 in my school . and so i'll be the makino tsukushi or guem jandi . ahahahahahahahahahahks . cool right ???
and so i'll be the gf of the head of F4 . ahahahahahahahaks , there i go again . dreaming to become the F4's head gf . ahahahahals . i mean who doesn't . for me i won't go for money . i'll go for he's heart and he's stubborness . ahahahahahahahahals . and the way he treats he's girl . i mean instead of the girl get hurt , he wanna hurt more badly then the girl . awww.....how romantic is that . ahahahahahahaks . ......move on ee ...
yesterday was the best day ever . i ate CANADIAN PIZZA ... mmmmm....delicious . !!! i kinda forget what my brother bought . but i'm sure it's super nice and a bit spicy . ok ok ...
got to go . need to clean the house . an everyday routine . bye !!!
and i'm so sleepy and lazy today . oh well what to do ? and if i'm gonna slack at home do nothing it'll more boredom at home , and i'm gonna rot at home . hees . but i still had computer and tv to entertain . ahahahahaks .
i wonder what all of my friends will be doing now ? hmm... that i'll ask after school holidays . ahahahahahks .
oh ya ! to all my friends , i've change my number . its at my msn . do contact if you need anything ok ?
ok go ...
oh ya another thing . remember yesterday i say something about the korea show .? well . they ended it with a nice ending . i mean the GOO JUN PYO actually propose to the awsome GUEM JANDI . and he did that at the beach . soooooooooooo romantic . ahahahahhahahahaks . and and , the rest of the F4 members are all so hotsssss .
such a hot stuff . ahahaahahahhahhahaahhahahahals . woo hoo !!! so hyper now. when it comes to F4 . ahahhahahaks . i mean who doesn't right ? i wish there's F4 in my school . and so i'll be the makino tsukushi or guem jandi . ahahahahahahahahahahks . cool right ???
and so i'll be the gf of the head of F4 . ahahahahahahahaks , there i go again . dreaming to become the F4's head gf . ahahahahals . i mean who doesn't . for me i won't go for money . i'll go for he's heart and he's stubborness . ahahahahahahahahals . and the way he treats he's girl . i mean instead of the girl get hurt , he wanna hurt more badly then the girl . awww.....how romantic is that . ahahahahahahaks . ......move on ee ...
yesterday was the best day ever . i ate CANADIAN PIZZA ... mmmmm....delicious . !!! i kinda forget what my brother bought . but i'm sure it's super nice and a bit spicy . ok ok ...
got to go . need to clean the house . an everyday routine . bye !!!
written by me.
12:06 AM
12:06 AM
