> Friday, April 03, 2009
its afternoon and i've just woken up from my beauty sleep . pretty tired though , and guess what ?
my dad is having he's off day today . how i wish i could be alone today ? but noo !!! i'm with my younger sis and my dad . oh ya ! i've got to tell you what happen in the morning . you know there's this renovation rooftop thingy happen at my block . well , my blog is actually big . if you see right above and in the car park . is like a U shape block . and that's why my house living room is very big !!! i couldn't say it huge . coz who knows other houses are 2 times bigger than mine . move on... then there's this crane which carry stuff from the roof top to below . and i guess he was fascinated by it that's why he's standing by the kitchen window . and heekps staring and looking at it . wierd . heheheex . fathers , sometime they wanna watch their BIG TOYS . and you what i'm saying right ?
oh ya ! on that morning too , i had my breakfast . mcdonald hotcakes . heheheex . yummy !!! we kinda order and they deliver it here . and brother he odered big breakfast for my dad and coffee too. and he only drink the coffee . he said that he doesn't eat big breakfast from macdonald . another wierd thing . ahaahahahaax . and of coz my brother's girlfriend appeared in the house today , yesterday and the day before . and on and so fourth . but i don't mind .
coz i know what my brother are doing anywhere . and i know that he knows how to behave at times like this . but this particular person is quite the disappointment to me and my younger sis . but i don't know the rest of the family members , but i fee like a burden to her . she has alot of hatred which GOD doesn't like .
and there's this one day where i actaully spoke up about her attitude . and she was like making faces . and say its not true . and what's more she say that we don't understand her . i was like what more she wants from us ?
we did give her our ears so that she can tell what she done today and what happen . i mean compare her to my to my other sisters , the others are way better than her . i mean seriously . even my younger sis kinda miss the old her . and of coz she don't see that . and and all she care alot is money and her own life . well , all i can say is get a life . you're not even married yet . you've just started work for goodness sake . please remember that you are still living in this family unless your "special person" comes early than that we should do nothing . but wait until you guys are ready . but before that comes . please think . think carefully what makes us hate you . i mean you turn into some kind of monster . and i thank you for what you bought me . but when you did . what were you thinking when paying all those stuff ?
and you know why she act kinda different last monday right ? oh the other day , whatever , she was waiting for you to say sorry . even yesterday you say that to mother. her face was kinda like different . i think she just saw one of her daughters change into a MONSTER !!!! hais.........
well that's how i feel for that 2 weeks !!! feeling sad , angry , disappointed , burden , and lost .
lost of that special person that i love her past . oh GOD ! i'm gonna cry soon .
i think i should stop right here before my emotion change .
my dad is having he's off day today . how i wish i could be alone today ? but noo !!! i'm with my younger sis and my dad . oh ya ! i've got to tell you what happen in the morning . you know there's this renovation rooftop thingy happen at my block . well , my blog is actually big . if you see right above and in the car park . is like a U shape block . and that's why my house living room is very big !!! i couldn't say it huge . coz who knows other houses are 2 times bigger than mine . move on... then there's this crane which carry stuff from the roof top to below . and i guess he was fascinated by it that's why he's standing by the kitchen window . and heekps staring and looking at it . wierd . heheheex . fathers , sometime they wanna watch their BIG TOYS . and you what i'm saying right ?
oh ya ! on that morning too , i had my breakfast . mcdonald hotcakes . heheheex . yummy !!! we kinda order and they deliver it here . and brother he odered big breakfast for my dad and coffee too. and he only drink the coffee . he said that he doesn't eat big breakfast from macdonald . another wierd thing . ahaahahahaax . and of coz my brother's girlfriend appeared in the house today , yesterday and the day before . and on and so fourth . but i don't mind .
coz i know what my brother are doing anywhere . and i know that he knows how to behave at times like this . but this particular person is quite the disappointment to me and my younger sis . but i don't know the rest of the family members , but i fee like a burden to her . she has alot of hatred which GOD doesn't like .
and there's this one day where i actaully spoke up about her attitude . and she was like making faces . and say its not true . and what's more she say that we don't understand her . i was like what more she wants from us ?
we did give her our ears so that she can tell what she done today and what happen . i mean compare her to my to my other sisters , the others are way better than her . i mean seriously . even my younger sis kinda miss the old her . and of coz she don't see that . and and all she care alot is money and her own life . well , all i can say is get a life . you're not even married yet . you've just started work for goodness sake . please remember that you are still living in this family unless your "special person" comes early than that we should do nothing . but wait until you guys are ready . but before that comes . please think . think carefully what makes us hate you . i mean you turn into some kind of monster . and i thank you for what you bought me . but when you did . what were you thinking when paying all those stuff ?
and you know why she act kinda different last monday right ? oh the other day , whatever , she was waiting for you to say sorry . even yesterday you say that to mother. her face was kinda like different . i think she just saw one of her daughters change into a MONSTER !!!! hais.........
well that's how i feel for that 2 weeks !!! feeling sad , angry , disappointed , burden , and lost .
lost of that special person that i love her past . oh GOD ! i'm gonna cry soon .
i think i should stop right here before my emotion change .
written by me.
3:57 AM
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