> Friday, May 22, 2009
I HATE MY OWN WORLD!!!!!!!!!!
you wanna know why ?
because some people doesn't feel what i feel.
i feel abandon, i feel like i'm some kind of a piece paper
where i can replace and throw to the side.
i feel so furious so annoyed so....
argh!!!!!
i wish the this stupid world could end.
instead of going round and round and round...
all the time. i can't keep smsing peeps
coz my mummy told me that my bill up high....!!!
i can't even go out, coz my parents don't even
believe me...
i can't have more freedom just like my brother(who happens to sit right beside me playin' PSP)
even though he's NS this year... and i wish that i could just
squeeze myself inside my brotheer's bag pack.
i know, i know...
i should just go on and pretend nothing happen..
but this. this is different. if a life is miracle,
is different, if a life is a mistake, its true.
things don't go wishes and miracles and high hopes.
and sometimes on promises. to me, promises are just some
kind of a phrase, a sentence that people make each every
single day. its a random for me to say this, but what i think.
and what people think is just ending...a beginning to an end. that's all.....................
you wanna know why ?
because some people doesn't feel what i feel.
i feel abandon, i feel like i'm some kind of a piece paper
where i can replace and throw to the side.
i feel so furious so annoyed so....
argh!!!!!
i wish the this stupid world could end.
instead of going round and round and round...
all the time. i can't keep smsing peeps
coz my mummy told me that my bill up high....!!!
i can't even go out, coz my parents don't even
believe me...
i can't have more freedom just like my brother(who happens to sit right beside me playin' PSP)
even though he's NS this year... and i wish that i could just
squeeze myself inside my brotheer's bag pack.
i know, i know...
i should just go on and pretend nothing happen..
but this. this is different. if a life is miracle,
is different, if a life is a mistake, its true.
things don't go wishes and miracles and high hopes.
and sometimes on promises. to me, promises are just some
kind of a phrase, a sentence that people make each every
single day. its a random for me to say this, but what i think.
and what people think is just ending...a beginning to an end. that's all.....................
written by me.
9:33 PM
9:33 PM
