> Monday, June 29, 2009
i love myself !!!
you wanna know why ?? ahahahaha..
can't tell coz its a secret between me and my heart...
ok...
i know, i know....
i've not been posting alot...
coz i'm so f**kin' damn lazy to post my blog anyway....heheheex...
i guess that people are talkin in their head saying
"freak girl, what are blog for???"
well,
my pasal uhs... its my blog eik !!!
ahahahahahahahahahahaks freakin' jerk...
anyway...alot of movies i have watched during my school
holidays ... like
TRANSFORMERS II : THE REVENGE OF THE FALLEN (i think)
in love with shia labouef .. so freakin' hotsss...
oh ya !!! my dad keep sayin that
megan fox is sooo pretty like a barbie doll.
well, i must say that she is gorgeous..
i love the eyes........and not to mention she is so
sexy.....i wish i had a body like her.......ahahahahahahahahaha.....
actually.....
i'm freakin out that school is coming,
and i don't like it....
i wish this holiday could be forever.....
and i'm so lazy to wake up in the morning.
just to go to school, and.....
come back home late in the evening!!!!!!
and it'll be like that forever.....
but half of me kinda like school......
well, bite me off dude !!!
i can never know how i like things....lolx.....
anyway gotta run off...
can't wait for the BBQ
on sat !!! ahahahahahaha...btw ....
here's my pic at pasir ris... dorky girl!!!!
so irresistable !!! ahahahaha
watever
you wanna know why ?? ahahahaha..
can't tell coz its a secret between me and my heart...
ok...
i know, i know....
i've not been posting alot...
coz i'm so f**kin' damn lazy to post my blog anyway....heheheex...
i guess that people are talkin in their head saying
"freak girl, what are blog for???"
well,
my pasal uhs... its my blog eik !!!
ahahahahahahahahahahaks freakin' jerk...
anyway...alot of movies i have watched during my school
holidays ... like
TRANSFORMERS II : THE REVENGE OF THE FALLEN (i think)
in love with shia labouef .. so freakin' hotsss...
oh ya !!! my dad keep sayin that
megan fox is sooo pretty like a barbie doll.
well, i must say that she is gorgeous..
i love the eyes........and not to mention she is so
sexy.....i wish i had a body like her.......ahahahahahahahahaha.....
actually.....
i'm freakin out that school is coming,
and i don't like it....
i wish this holiday could be forever.....
and i'm so lazy to wake up in the morning.
just to go to school, and.....
come back home late in the evening!!!!!!
and it'll be like that forever.....
but half of me kinda like school......
well, bite me off dude !!!
i can never know how i like things....lolx.....
anyway gotta run off...
can't wait for the BBQ
on sat !!! ahahahahahaha...btw ....
here's my pic at pasir ris... dorky girl!!!!
so irresistable !!! ahahahahawatever
written by me.
9:40 PM
9:40 PM
> Tuesday, June 16, 2009
hey ho yo !!!
anyways...
been at home for the past few weeks ....
and i think i will be like this forever...
but not to worry.
i've went some sites today, well not much though.
but this korea song really moves me.
nice tune, it's like techno kinda tune.
which is really cool...
oh ya !! i'll show you the video clip ok :)
oh ya!!
i've also added the song which my sis
downloaded it.
it's called apple and cinnamon
by utada hikaru.
lovely song though..
lolx...
gotta stop saying though.its almost
sounded the same as dough..
ahahahahahaha... :D
you know dough,
where you mix water and flour...
ok... that was lame... well.. i hope you like the song.
and make sure dance to it.
coz its freaking nice.... oh ya!!!
i should say the celeb name and the tittle.
its from SON DAM BI
the song is BAD BOY...lolx...
ok gotta run...
bye for now :D
anyways...
been at home for the past few weeks ....
and i think i will be like this forever...
but not to worry.
i've went some sites today, well not much though.
but this korea song really moves me.
nice tune, it's like techno kinda tune.
which is really cool...
oh ya !! i'll show you the video clip ok :)
oh ya!!
i've also added the song which my sis
downloaded it.
it's called apple and cinnamon
by utada hikaru.
lovely song though..
lolx...
gotta stop saying though.its almost
sounded the same as dough..
ahahahahahaha... :D
you know dough,
where you mix water and flour...
ok... that was lame... well.. i hope you like the song.
and make sure dance to it.
coz its freaking nice.... oh ya!!!
i should say the celeb name and the tittle.
its from SON DAM BI
the song is BAD BOY...lolx...
ok gotta run...
bye for now :D
written by me.
3:48 PM
3:48 PM
> Tuesday, June 09, 2009
the wind blow through my hair.....
i got to see it right now..
i thought. but i didn't.....
i ran away instead, will i have my own path???
i wish i could....
i remember the day that my father hated us..
i remember the day that he says he won't help us again...
i remember the day that he would threw me out the window, but he couldn't...
why would he do such a horrible thing to he's own child...?!?
why would you hate us?
did we do something bad that make you angry??
for once i want to make this family a better one....
i won't cry even though you want me to...
i won't look back when you hated to...
i won't do the things you ask me to...
and the reason is ....
we done so much to you, we even do the things you ask us to do.
we talk to you. we laugh at your funny jokes even though it's not funny...........
we listen to your stories.
we listen to your whining about your work place....
is there something that you would tell us what is your reason???
that goes to my father which i don't really care anymore.
he likes to scold us whenever he likes to...
even though we didn't do anything that makes him
angry.
i feel that i've been treated like some kind of a toy.
we have feelings to you know.
why would you do that to us?
you ask me to take water for you, when have a leg to walk,
2 hands to hold something.
but instead you wanted me take it for you.
when we whine about something. you got angry.
its like you're telling us that you won't let our feelings to hide.
instead of letting out.
you are treating like a toy!!!
for goodness sake..!!!!
please...!!!for once stop doing things that you like anytime you
wanted to......
i guess that's the end of it...
i guess some people won't understand me anyway.......
i got to see it right now..
i thought. but i didn't.....
i ran away instead, will i have my own path???
i wish i could....
i remember the day that my father hated us..
i remember the day that he says he won't help us again...
i remember the day that he would threw me out the window, but he couldn't...
why would he do such a horrible thing to he's own child...?!?
why would you hate us?
did we do something bad that make you angry??
for once i want to make this family a better one....
i won't cry even though you want me to...
i won't look back when you hated to...
i won't do the things you ask me to...
and the reason is ....
we done so much to you, we even do the things you ask us to do.
we talk to you. we laugh at your funny jokes even though it's not funny...........
we listen to your stories.
we listen to your whining about your work place....
is there something that you would tell us what is your reason???
that goes to my father which i don't really care anymore.
he likes to scold us whenever he likes to...
even though we didn't do anything that makes him
angry.
i feel that i've been treated like some kind of a toy.
we have feelings to you know.
why would you do that to us?
you ask me to take water for you, when have a leg to walk,
2 hands to hold something.
but instead you wanted me take it for you.
when we whine about something. you got angry.
its like you're telling us that you won't let our feelings to hide.
instead of letting out.
you are treating like a toy!!!
for goodness sake..!!!!
please...!!!for once stop doing things that you like anytime you
wanted to......
i guess that's the end of it...
i guess some people won't understand me anyway.......
written by me.
4:18 PM
4:18 PM
> Monday, June 08, 2009
what you do when see my face???
>laugh...
>hate...
>nonsences...
>or somewhat ermm....quiet...
well...
what a stupid question you got there..heex :]
its nothing personal...juat feeling so bored and doing what is best for me...
tried not to feel anything right now...
what to do when you stay at home.
rot like a apple...visiting
some random sites.
listening to music, dance like
you never dance before.
sing like as if you own that song.
and not to mention, cleaning....
yerp...
those stuffs were made by me, today...
let me tell you what i caught doing today........
in random sites...
>i saw my favourtie jap actor happens to play a movie. with his kyoudai...
>watching funny video, laugh so hard till outside ppl can hear...
>looking at stupid pictures, and not doing anything...
listening music...
>not much to hear...
>all the same songs in my music...
dance...
>i didn't dance but i watch ppl dancing...
sing
>i sing jap and korea song just now....
cleaning
>i did cleaning the dishes....
>clean little bit of the table...
>didn't sweep the floor, as i am so freaking tired to do that...
well,
i guess that's that...
not much to do today...but i can't for NISHIKIDO RYO's new movie...
NIINI NO KOTO WO WASURENAIDE.......
bye....
written by me.
6:43 PM
6:43 PM
> Saturday, June 06, 2009
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(me !!! above)
first of all...
HAPPY HOLIDAYS....!!!!
OK, weird me. well, I've just finished watching
TRANSFORMERS...at HBO of coz.
great show...
i mean SHIA LABOUEF(i think that's the correct spelling, if not then never mind).
he's super duper hots!!!! and handsome. but i didn't concentrate on
him that much. i was concentrating on machine...
so likey man. lolx :]
ok wat so ever it is..
i really wanna watch the TRANSFORMERS II...
i'm so gonna free myself and watch it... ahahahahahahahaks!!!!
any wat...
i've just came back like wat...
4 hours ago...coz i went to JOHOR in the morning.
so freaking tired man. but it was ok i guess.
after that, went to fetch mak buyong, and sent my
brother-in-law to afghanistan...to see he's friends.
then went home...hehehehehex.
that was just now...
yesterday story...
well yesterday was bernadette's birthday....
went to VIVO city...walk2 eat...play2 with water....
and snap2 photo's....it was fun though...long time never see them...
and at last, i do. since i dun have the photos , then see them at
either CT's or BERNADETTE'S BLOG....at those links thingy......and you'll see the
half of my FACE!!!! i wonder why but never mind....
ok soo hot .....this few days the wheather is sooo freaking hot......
and i'm so sweaty....ok then i need to bath....bye !!!
written by me.
9:20 PM
9:20 PM
> Tuesday, June 02, 2009
a random question in my mind right now.
what it feels like to die ???
i remember, when i was 14 (i guess)
my cousin died right on
my birthday. seeing her
body right infront of me.
feels like i wanna die too.
i didn't cry at that time,
i remember.
it's just that i feel kinda shock
though.
shock until i can't think at that time.
but i guess she move on.
smiling over her family
i guess.
but this is all in the past...
and i hope it won't
happen again in the future.
that's why i feel like i'm empty.
and silence is what i like,
whenever i feel like to.
or the surroundings, it may get
little or too much,
noise or maybe the surroundings isn't that
good. and sometime i can't really
read the atmoshpere...
that's why i like to keep shut and never talk.
there..
so today's moral story is....
>never ever think of death before life......
>and why i'm always the quiet person.....
:]bye:]
what it feels like to die ???
i remember, when i was 14 (i guess)
my cousin died right on
my birthday. seeing her
body right infront of me.
feels like i wanna die too.
i didn't cry at that time,
i remember.
it's just that i feel kinda shock
though.
shock until i can't think at that time.
but i guess she move on.
smiling over her family
i guess.
but this is all in the past...
and i hope it won't
happen again in the future.
that's why i feel like i'm empty.
and silence is what i like,
whenever i feel like to.
or the surroundings, it may get
little or too much,
noise or maybe the surroundings isn't that
good. and sometime i can't really
read the atmoshpere...
that's why i like to keep shut and never talk.
there..
so today's moral story is....
>never ever think of death before life......
>and why i'm always the quiet person.....
:]bye:]
written by me.
9:42 PM
9:42 PM
