> Tuesday, June 02, 2009
a random question in my mind right now.
what it feels like to die ???
i remember, when i was 14 (i guess)
my cousin died right on
my birthday. seeing her
body right infront of me.
feels like i wanna die too.
i didn't cry at that time,
i remember.
it's just that i feel kinda shock
though.
shock until i can't think at that time.
but i guess she move on.
smiling over her family
i guess.
but this is all in the past...
and i hope it won't
happen again in the future.
that's why i feel like i'm empty.
and silence is what i like,
whenever i feel like to.
or the surroundings, it may get
little or too much,
noise or maybe the surroundings isn't that
good. and sometime i can't really
read the atmoshpere...
that's why i like to keep shut and never talk.
there..
so today's moral story is....
>never ever think of death before life......
>and why i'm always the quiet person.....
:]bye:]
what it feels like to die ???
i remember, when i was 14 (i guess)
my cousin died right on
my birthday. seeing her
body right infront of me.
feels like i wanna die too.
i didn't cry at that time,
i remember.
it's just that i feel kinda shock
though.
shock until i can't think at that time.
but i guess she move on.
smiling over her family
i guess.
but this is all in the past...
and i hope it won't
happen again in the future.
that's why i feel like i'm empty.
and silence is what i like,
whenever i feel like to.
or the surroundings, it may get
little or too much,
noise or maybe the surroundings isn't that
good. and sometime i can't really
read the atmoshpere...
that's why i like to keep shut and never talk.
there..
so today's moral story is....
>never ever think of death before life......
>and why i'm always the quiet person.....
:]bye:]
written by me.
9:42 PM
9:42 PM
