> Tuesday, June 09, 2009
the wind blow through my hair.....
i got to see it right now..
i thought. but i didn't.....
i ran away instead, will i have my own path???
i wish i could....
i remember the day that my father hated us..
i remember the day that he says he won't help us again...
i remember the day that he would threw me out the window, but he couldn't...
why would he do such a horrible thing to he's own child...?!?
why would you hate us?
did we do something bad that make you angry??
for once i want to make this family a better one....
i won't cry even though you want me to...
i won't look back when you hated to...
i won't do the things you ask me to...
and the reason is ....
we done so much to you, we even do the things you ask us to do.
we talk to you. we laugh at your funny jokes even though it's not funny...........
we listen to your stories.
we listen to your whining about your work place....
is there something that you would tell us what is your reason???
that goes to my father which i don't really care anymore.
he likes to scold us whenever he likes to...
even though we didn't do anything that makes him
angry.
i feel that i've been treated like some kind of a toy.
we have feelings to you know.
why would you do that to us?
you ask me to take water for you, when have a leg to walk,
2 hands to hold something.
but instead you wanted me take it for you.
when we whine about something. you got angry.
its like you're telling us that you won't let our feelings to hide.
instead of letting out.
you are treating like a toy!!!
for goodness sake..!!!!
please...!!!for once stop doing things that you like anytime you
wanted to......
i guess that's the end of it...
i guess some people won't understand me anyway.......
i got to see it right now..
i thought. but i didn't.....
i ran away instead, will i have my own path???
i wish i could....
i remember the day that my father hated us..
i remember the day that he says he won't help us again...
i remember the day that he would threw me out the window, but he couldn't...
why would he do such a horrible thing to he's own child...?!?
why would you hate us?
did we do something bad that make you angry??
for once i want to make this family a better one....
i won't cry even though you want me to...
i won't look back when you hated to...
i won't do the things you ask me to...
and the reason is ....
we done so much to you, we even do the things you ask us to do.
we talk to you. we laugh at your funny jokes even though it's not funny...........
we listen to your stories.
we listen to your whining about your work place....
is there something that you would tell us what is your reason???
that goes to my father which i don't really care anymore.
he likes to scold us whenever he likes to...
even though we didn't do anything that makes him
angry.
i feel that i've been treated like some kind of a toy.
we have feelings to you know.
why would you do that to us?
you ask me to take water for you, when have a leg to walk,
2 hands to hold something.
but instead you wanted me take it for you.
when we whine about something. you got angry.
its like you're telling us that you won't let our feelings to hide.
instead of letting out.
you are treating like a toy!!!
for goodness sake..!!!!
please...!!!for once stop doing things that you like anytime you
wanted to......
i guess that's the end of it...
i guess some people won't understand me anyway.......
written by me.
4:18 PM
4:18 PM
