> Monday, July 27, 2009
MAK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm freaking STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
feel like giving up man. it's too hard and i'm too slow for it.
my drawings keeps getting worse and worse. in my mind. the first i thing wanna do is to cry. cry my lungs out. cannot tahan lor. and i feel like my brain is going to explode within minutes, or maybe hours or seconds. boo hoo :( i seriously wanna cry. there's alot of things in my mind. haish.....
mother oh mother. even though you can't help me but your daughter is going to run away all her stupid things. she can't take it, and she need someone to help her. but the thing is. my mother is busy with her own things. and she can't help me.
she has to take of the household suffs.
like paying the billls and whatever that needs to pay. well, my family is like having abit of financial. can die man like this.
and my dad is like asking me to finish school early. coz we need the money more then anything else. i mean everybody has their own financial diffculties right??? who doesn't. you know what i shall look for drectly after school has ended. after that aim for poly(if i can go..and i hope so). after poly, i'll find a very higher paid job. and keep money and let my mummy and daddy to fly overseas. let them be happy. since they are 45 and 46 this year..... and more. i can't tell everyone right now. well it's more like for me to know, and for you to find out. and why am i typing like a compo ?????? well never mind. move on.
ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm going to DIE already hor. until my knee has swollen in small part. and its doesn't go away!!!!!!! what am i suppose to put on it??? ah-hah !!!! i shall put that cold thingy. so that my knee will be ok.
anyway. i got this question in my mind since yesterday.
why does the time go so fast when it comes to weekends. and when weekdays, the time seems so slow. i mean its no fair, shouldn't it be the other way round..... every weekends the time is slow, and every weekdays, the time should go so fast. pfff....that is like not coming through..........
whatever it is........
i gotta do my work now.......
ermm bubye !!!!!
i'm freaking STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
feel like giving up man. it's too hard and i'm too slow for it.
my drawings keeps getting worse and worse. in my mind. the first i thing wanna do is to cry. cry my lungs out. cannot tahan lor. and i feel like my brain is going to explode within minutes, or maybe hours or seconds. boo hoo :( i seriously wanna cry. there's alot of things in my mind. haish.....
mother oh mother. even though you can't help me but your daughter is going to run away all her stupid things. she can't take it, and she need someone to help her. but the thing is. my mother is busy with her own things. and she can't help me.
she has to take of the household suffs.
like paying the billls and whatever that needs to pay. well, my family is like having abit of financial. can die man like this.
and my dad is like asking me to finish school early. coz we need the money more then anything else. i mean everybody has their own financial diffculties right??? who doesn't. you know what i shall look for drectly after school has ended. after that aim for poly(if i can go..and i hope so). after poly, i'll find a very higher paid job. and keep money and let my mummy and daddy to fly overseas. let them be happy. since they are 45 and 46 this year..... and more. i can't tell everyone right now. well it's more like for me to know, and for you to find out. and why am i typing like a compo ?????? well never mind. move on.
ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm going to DIE already hor. until my knee has swollen in small part. and its doesn't go away!!!!!!! what am i suppose to put on it??? ah-hah !!!! i shall put that cold thingy. so that my knee will be ok.
anyway. i got this question in my mind since yesterday.
why does the time go so fast when it comes to weekends. and when weekdays, the time seems so slow. i mean its no fair, shouldn't it be the other way round..... every weekends the time is slow, and every weekdays, the time should go so fast. pfff....that is like not coming through..........
whatever it is........
i gotta do my work now.......
ermm bubye !!!!!
written by me.
8:11 PM
8:11 PM
