> Monday, December 14, 2009
i felt so not me right now.i'm troubled.
i lie i die,
i'm hurt i'm quiet,
i dumb when i'm numb,
i'll cry when i'm weak.
sleepy is what i feel right now.feeling a bit disappointed is what i can't avoid.
what's got in to me? am i alive?
i was before.
my heart was heavy so does my life.
anyway,just now me and my siblings we were in the kitchen with my father.
he was talking about how you can die peacefully without having doubts or regrets.
he told us,that after bathing aidilfitri.we could bring our mother to sit on the sofa.
and forgive her, and many more.then he says,if our mother cried when she smile,it means we are forgiven.
and he kept telling us,that we really really need to be independent before he pass on he's life,
which i don't even know when and i hope its not close by.i will miss him if he goes away.
or maybe i won't move on my life.haiz......
i feel like crying right now...................................
i lie i die,
i'm hurt i'm quiet,
i dumb when i'm numb,
i'll cry when i'm weak.
sleepy is what i feel right now.feeling a bit disappointed is what i can't avoid.
what's got in to me? am i alive?
i was before.
my heart was heavy so does my life.
anyway,just now me and my siblings we were in the kitchen with my father.
he was talking about how you can die peacefully without having doubts or regrets.
he told us,that after bathing aidilfitri.we could bring our mother to sit on the sofa.
and forgive her, and many more.then he says,if our mother cried when she smile,it means we are forgiven.
and he kept telling us,that we really really need to be independent before he pass on he's life,
which i don't even know when and i hope its not close by.i will miss him if he goes away.
or maybe i won't move on my life.haiz......
i feel like crying right now...................................
written by me.
3:10 AM
3:10 AM
