eenie meenie Miney mo lova
give me the night To show you, hold you . Dont leave me out here dancin alone
> Tuesday, December 08, 2009
what do i think about my surroundings? doesn't matter at home or outside??

let me tell you....

firstly, my siblings.wait...shall i say all of siblings has "someone" or a particular guy/girl to love with.except for me.i know that ever since yesterday.while i was waiting for something.my younger sister she was on the phone with her boyfriend/kekasih yang tersayang....well...that i don't mind.and then a few minutes after she and boyfriend chit chat.my older sister got a call by her friend or whatever they're called now.it's because my older she had this love love feeling towards him.and of coz he knows it.so both of them were on the phone.except for me.i'm the one who is alone,no one to talk to.i barely cry.like right now.i know having relationship is not good for me now.but when things go badly,who do i wanna talk to? myself? or maybe someone? i can't turn on to my parents,because they themselves have problems on their own.and i pity on them.to my brother??? he's not even here....


i guess that i'm on my own now a days.i'm pretty sure i'll be living like hell.crying alot most of the time.couldn't tell which one right or wrong.and to me love doesn't exist anymore.i'll say love is like a fantasy,it doesn't exist in real world.and its impossible to love.to people it is possible if you try hard enough.but for me i gave up on love long time ago.there's no need for me to find now.i'll just straight up my atittude,living my life as an animator,work hard if i can.
be responsible on my own things.if i had the time.i could work.just to occupy my space between work and school.don't think of relationships.friendship of coz do exist,and ya.other than that............are all gone..................




Who are you?
Turn it, can ya tell me
Who are you?
Are you still my baby?
I thought I did, but I don't know who you are
Makes it impossible to love you
Baby, it's like I'm spinnin' around
The way I feel, I don't know if we're up or if we're down
I thought I did, but I don't know who you are
It's so impossible, impossible to love you

By Joanna Leveque => It's Impossible To Love.......

written by me.
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