> Wednesday, April 28, 2010
GOOD MORNING SINGPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;D
ok,currently in 3D class.and found out that my maya didn't work -.-"
chee bye!!! then before i on the computer.i found out that my plug is open.seriously,i'm sick and tired of people plucking out the fucking plug....!!!!!
anyway,
yesterday i forget to update blog..so i update now....
yesterday did lpd presentation.and everyone eventually liked the video instead of our presentation,haha.nevermind.at least we did our best though.haha...but our teacher weel/will...can't tell which is he's real name.loved it alot sia!!!!! weeeeeee!!!!!
so went to kfc with boyfriend,til 8 plus.then went home...haha...and then saw ifah's new cool fucking phone...idiot sia...!!!! haha...nevermind next will be mine.hehehehehee;D
ok soooooooo....mr.neo is currently not in class,wonder where he go??? hmmm....haiyo...
nevermind forget about it.hehees...
before i go...
i miss my secondary peeps man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha
PIXAR!!!!!!! i can't wait to go see them at science centre!!!! hehehe
ok,currently in 3D class.and found out that my maya didn't work -.-"
chee bye!!! then before i on the computer.i found out that my plug is open.seriously,i'm sick and tired of people plucking out the fucking plug....!!!!!
anyway,
yesterday i forget to update blog..so i update now....
yesterday did lpd presentation.and everyone eventually liked the video instead of our presentation,haha.nevermind.at least we did our best though.haha...but our teacher weel/will...can't tell which is he's real name.loved it alot sia!!!!! weeeeeee!!!!!
so went to kfc with boyfriend,til 8 plus.then went home...haha...and then saw ifah's new cool fucking phone...idiot sia...!!!! haha...nevermind next will be mine.hehehehehee;D
ok soooooooo....mr.neo is currently not in class,wonder where he go??? hmmm....haiyo...
nevermind forget about it.hehees...
before i go...
i miss my secondary peeps man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha
PIXAR!!!!!!! i can't wait to go see them at science centre!!!! hehehe
written by me.
9:03 AM
9:03 AM
> Saturday, April 17, 2010
truthfully speaking,
i love you in the past,i love you in the future and i love you always.can you see it??? i love you....
but...i know you won't except me for what i did.i'm feeling more guilty than ever...is it good enough for you???
i love you in the past,i love you in the future and i love you always.can you see it??? i love you....
but...i know you won't except me for what i did.i'm feeling more guilty than ever...is it good enough for you???
written by me.
6:30 PM
6:30 PM
> Friday, April 16, 2010
words and words and words...here is what my heart has to say.....
>why does my heart hurt so much...??? i'm trying my best not to cry and feel sad all the time.
>am i strong enough...??? i think i don't.my weakness is my emotion.
>i gave you all my love....would you feel it???
>baby i deserve more then empty words and promises....i believe everything you said and i give you the best i had...best wasn't good enough...hais...forget...it's from the song take a bow from leona lewis...hear it,really...
well,to tell you the truth.having a life like me,isn't really good.people might say i'm rich,but i'm not.i'm just a normal average girl.is just that my siblings are work peoples.they had jobs and they have a big goal in their lives.for me,my goal is...nothing.i didn't know what to do in life,even though there's so many things you can do in life.i'm not me and i got no more life in me.i'm half dead and no one will know why.even though they knew.i must say that in me i will be alone.yes...i'm a loner.a total half dead loner that no one knew.
seriously,will i find a happy ending? am i suffer too much??? i wonder...
school...i'm tired to talk about it.my 3D quite ok i guess.with a little bit help from kellis and jasmine though.2D i don't know.first lesson was today.so i guess not much happen...this few days weeks entirely not really a good one.you should know why.but i will be strong no matter what...pray i will always look up high to the sky and smile but not cry,if i fail.then i fail....hmmm...
>why does my heart hurt so much...??? i'm trying my best not to cry and feel sad all the time.
>am i strong enough...??? i think i don't.my weakness is my emotion.
>i gave you all my love....would you feel it???
>baby i deserve more then empty words and promises....i believe everything you said and i give you the best i had...best wasn't good enough...hais...forget...it's from the song take a bow from leona lewis...hear it,really...
well,to tell you the truth.having a life like me,isn't really good.people might say i'm rich,but i'm not.i'm just a normal average girl.is just that my siblings are work peoples.they had jobs and they have a big goal in their lives.for me,my goal is...nothing.i didn't know what to do in life,even though there's so many things you can do in life.i'm not me and i got no more life in me.i'm half dead and no one will know why.even though they knew.i must say that in me i will be alone.yes...i'm a loner.a total half dead loner that no one knew.
seriously,will i find a happy ending? am i suffer too much??? i wonder...
school...i'm tired to talk about it.my 3D quite ok i guess.with a little bit help from kellis and jasmine though.2D i don't know.first lesson was today.so i guess not much happen...this few days weeks entirely not really a good one.you should know why.but i will be strong no matter what...pray i will always look up high to the sky and smile but not cry,if i fail.then i fail....hmmm...
written by me.
10:15 PM
10:15 PM
> Tuesday, April 13, 2010
my words has become blunt.nothing that i can do to make you smile.
faithful is the key that i can take.why would my heart feel such a pain? i wonder what makes me feel good after all good stuff are gone like air that breeze through my hair.
i wonder what's the difference between love and "intellactual inquiry" or "romance liasion"???
can somebody please explain to me.as i am very confuse in all that.now that i realise that when a person has s crush,it change to like,and when it's like,it change to love,and when it's love,it will slowly change to hate.and it all come back where it started.why is it so hard to just love.but not hate? why can't it lasts...
i'm truely hurt and disappointed...really...somehow,it's hard to change...why???
can i move on...? the answer...no...
i'm stuck and when back to A.
and now my life is on the edge of a cliff,ready to jump down and die.hopefully and wish that things could all be back to normal,like the way it should be.
faithful is the key that i can take.why would my heart feel such a pain? i wonder what makes me feel good after all good stuff are gone like air that breeze through my hair.
i wonder what's the difference between love and "intellactual inquiry" or "romance liasion"???
can somebody please explain to me.as i am very confuse in all that.now that i realise that when a person has s crush,it change to like,and when it's like,it change to love,and when it's love,it will slowly change to hate.and it all come back where it started.why is it so hard to just love.but not hate? why can't it lasts...
i'm truely hurt and disappointed...really...somehow,it's hard to change...why???
can i move on...? the answer...no...
i'm stuck and when back to A.
and now my life is on the edge of a cliff,ready to jump down and die.hopefully and wish that things could all be back to normal,like the way it should be.
written by me.
9:35 PM
9:35 PM
