> Tuesday, April 13, 2010
my words has become blunt.nothing that i can do to make you smile.
faithful is the key that i can take.why would my heart feel such a pain? i wonder what makes me feel good after all good stuff are gone like air that breeze through my hair.
i wonder what's the difference between love and "intellactual inquiry" or "romance liasion"???
can somebody please explain to me.as i am very confuse in all that.now that i realise that when a person has s crush,it change to like,and when it's like,it change to love,and when it's love,it will slowly change to hate.and it all come back where it started.why is it so hard to just love.but not hate? why can't it lasts...
i'm truely hurt and disappointed...really...somehow,it's hard to change...why???
can i move on...? the answer...no...
i'm stuck and when back to A.
and now my life is on the edge of a cliff,ready to jump down and die.hopefully and wish that things could all be back to normal,like the way it should be.
faithful is the key that i can take.why would my heart feel such a pain? i wonder what makes me feel good after all good stuff are gone like air that breeze through my hair.
i wonder what's the difference between love and "intellactual inquiry" or "romance liasion"???
can somebody please explain to me.as i am very confuse in all that.now that i realise that when a person has s crush,it change to like,and when it's like,it change to love,and when it's love,it will slowly change to hate.and it all come back where it started.why is it so hard to just love.but not hate? why can't it lasts...
i'm truely hurt and disappointed...really...somehow,it's hard to change...why???
can i move on...? the answer...no...
i'm stuck and when back to A.
and now my life is on the edge of a cliff,ready to jump down and die.hopefully and wish that things could all be back to normal,like the way it should be.
written by me.
9:35 PM
9:35 PM