> Friday, April 16, 2010
words and words and words...here is what my heart has to say.....
>why does my heart hurt so much...??? i'm trying my best not to cry and feel sad all the time.
>am i strong enough...??? i think i don't.my weakness is my emotion.
>i gave you all my love....would you feel it???
>baby i deserve more then empty words and promises....i believe everything you said and i give you the best i had...best wasn't good enough...hais...forget...it's from the song take a bow from leona lewis...hear it,really...
well,to tell you the truth.having a life like me,isn't really good.people might say i'm rich,but i'm not.i'm just a normal average girl.is just that my siblings are work peoples.they had jobs and they have a big goal in their lives.for me,my goal is...nothing.i didn't know what to do in life,even though there's so many things you can do in life.i'm not me and i got no more life in me.i'm half dead and no one will know why.even though they knew.i must say that in me i will be alone.yes...i'm a loner.a total half dead loner that no one knew.
seriously,will i find a happy ending? am i suffer too much??? i wonder...
school...i'm tired to talk about it.my 3D quite ok i guess.with a little bit help from kellis and jasmine though.2D i don't know.first lesson was today.so i guess not much happen...this few days weeks entirely not really a good one.you should know why.but i will be strong no matter what...pray i will always look up high to the sky and smile but not cry,if i fail.then i fail....hmmm...
>why does my heart hurt so much...??? i'm trying my best not to cry and feel sad all the time.
>am i strong enough...??? i think i don't.my weakness is my emotion.
>i gave you all my love....would you feel it???
>baby i deserve more then empty words and promises....i believe everything you said and i give you the best i had...best wasn't good enough...hais...forget...it's from the song take a bow from leona lewis...hear it,really...
well,to tell you the truth.having a life like me,isn't really good.people might say i'm rich,but i'm not.i'm just a normal average girl.is just that my siblings are work peoples.they had jobs and they have a big goal in their lives.for me,my goal is...nothing.i didn't know what to do in life,even though there's so many things you can do in life.i'm not me and i got no more life in me.i'm half dead and no one will know why.even though they knew.i must say that in me i will be alone.yes...i'm a loner.a total half dead loner that no one knew.
seriously,will i find a happy ending? am i suffer too much??? i wonder...
school...i'm tired to talk about it.my 3D quite ok i guess.with a little bit help from kellis and jasmine though.2D i don't know.first lesson was today.so i guess not much happen...this few days weeks entirely not really a good one.you should know why.but i will be strong no matter what...pray i will always look up high to the sky and smile but not cry,if i fail.then i fail....hmmm...
written by me.
10:15 PM
10:15 PM
