> Friday, July 30, 2010
i am now worshiping my own deaths of my life.in a manner that doesn't make others feel abit uneasy.it's amusing why other's are married and had a nice happy family life.and not only that,i discover that children leads to happy life.well,i'm not really saying that i want children right now.i just want them later and lead to a normal,happy life like other's.it is funny,although you see people like this you do will,turn out to be the same.but for my case,i won't.because i won't be the girl who followed people un-happening lives.yes...i do have few of my own.is that i everytime i got spare key.spare lives,no spare boyfriends,friends or what so ever reasons.
it's very fast on how i see to it,as i am going to be 18 in a couple months time.i won't be surprise that i'm 18.i'm just that surprise that i'm going to be legal.although,i won't get to do things i wanted so so badly.people might think i'm a wild child.yes,i can be pretty wild sometimes,or to you it can be everytimes.but it's the way i am,it's how i live my life.i wanted to feel like how good or bad it can be.if you know what i'm referring to of course.it's so laughable that you might just cry while reading this post tonight.yes it's funny.but laughing can make your tears running away.as i do please myself all the time.and i still like it.that's how i role.
unlike any other reason.i just can't see to stop myslef,or restrain myself in this post.i just feel like posting about how ridiculous and fascinating lives would be.just imagine you are on the beach.breathing the fresh air.the sound of the waves splashing by on the water breaker or what so ever.just imagine you are on a boat.thinking how life would if you just jump........hmmmmmmmmmmm.....maybe i'm over elaborating....i should stop here because it's 4:28 in the morning.....tata for now.
it's very fast on how i see to it,as i am going to be 18 in a couple months time.i won't be surprise that i'm 18.i'm just that surprise that i'm going to be legal.although,i won't get to do things i wanted so so badly.people might think i'm a wild child.yes,i can be pretty wild sometimes,or to you it can be everytimes.but it's the way i am,it's how i live my life.i wanted to feel like how good or bad it can be.if you know what i'm referring to of course.it's so laughable that you might just cry while reading this post tonight.yes it's funny.but laughing can make your tears running away.as i do please myself all the time.and i still like it.that's how i role.
unlike any other reason.i just can't see to stop myslef,or restrain myself in this post.i just feel like posting about how ridiculous and fascinating lives would be.just imagine you are on the beach.breathing the fresh air.the sound of the waves splashing by on the water breaker or what so ever.just imagine you are on a boat.thinking how life would if you just jump........hmmmmmmmmmmm.....maybe i'm over elaborating....i should stop here because it's 4:28 in the morning.....tata for now.
written by me.
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