> Monday, July 12, 2010
impossible......is it impossible.?
i don't know you tell me.there's a big difference of treating people well and not treating people well.i guess that people are just being totally over me.and even though i'm dumb,slow and very weak.that doesn't mean that you can concur everything.why am i being like this is because,i don't want to be treated like i'm no good or whatever shit that peole might think i am.
sometimes,i think that my life is so miserable because of things going this way.maybe just maybe things was suppose to be this way.why am i doing things i don't like.why am i the only one who has to be treated this way.now i realise that i'm actually being use.people don't think that i'm loyal,people don't think that i am good,people don't trust me.people keep whining on me this days.well maybe i'm not in the mood or you people don't really ask or saying it nicely.from what i see now.i think in the near future.i won't be this bright light girl anymore.i can never be happy,i can never find true happiness.things i want to see it can never happen again.because all i see is nothing....
i don't know you tell me.there's a big difference of treating people well and not treating people well.i guess that people are just being totally over me.and even though i'm dumb,slow and very weak.that doesn't mean that you can concur everything.why am i being like this is because,i don't want to be treated like i'm no good or whatever shit that peole might think i am.
sometimes,i think that my life is so miserable because of things going this way.maybe just maybe things was suppose to be this way.why am i doing things i don't like.why am i the only one who has to be treated this way.now i realise that i'm actually being use.people don't think that i'm loyal,people don't think that i am good,people don't trust me.people keep whining on me this days.well maybe i'm not in the mood or you people don't really ask or saying it nicely.from what i see now.i think in the near future.i won't be this bright light girl anymore.i can never be happy,i can never find true happiness.things i want to see it can never happen again.because all i see is nothing....
written by me.
12:56 PM
12:56 PM