it's a shame to this people that they have no lives.seriously, i was watching the humiliating show on earth and she just close down :( and now i'm going to cry.for now on,i am going to be more sensitive then ever...it's because i lost my pride to this people.

they made me stupid and weak and slow and they wouldn't let me be strong.the world doesn't change for me.i'm always the one who has to be wrong all the time and the one who gets beaten.oh GOD! what have i become.nothing has seriously change in these few years of my life.

will i get a better future?

will i get a better husband?

for all i know is that,i'm always the one who gets emotionally hurt.hmmm......it's raining. Christmas and 2011 is around the corner.i'm going to be 19 soon.and by the next year i'm going to be 20.time really doesn't change for me.

will i get better?

hais.......this is just the beginning for me...........................................