Heart brokenI'm sorry hubby, is the only three words I could say. Now that you don't care anymore. I'm afraid. Please bare with me. Please. I'm sorry. You see I've tried. Nothing work out. It's always wrong. It's okey. This things happen to me a lot of time. No one will ever get my feelings. Yes, everyone leave. Including you. I will never get my hope, my happiness up high again. I don't know why. It's because if my fault. I hope you're reading this. I just want to tell you, I love you. Please don't fade away. I need more help than you think. I make a lot mistakes, I hurt people. I can't stop. I tried. I want to. I love you. I need you like I never been with anyone else. You showed me love, you showed me everything. But now. Not anymore. I screw up. Like other girls. I wonder what I can do without you. I will never found love again. Not like you. Never. Maybe I don't get high hopes for you. For now. But I will try not to hurt you. As the relationship will go away. I'm sorry. I think there's no point for me to change. Right? I can guess you don't love me anymore. I'm heart broken. For the 6th time. And you're turning so cold. I'm guessing you won't be like before. Argh! Why am I so stupid!!! Why don't I think first before I speak! Why!?!? Hubby, don't go. I still need you. Please. I'm begging you. Please. I'm so scared. Please.